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what's happening guys welcome to another

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night in the garage getting ready to

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take old blue out for a spin in the

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cosmos as always

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and i just realized i totally forgot how

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to say carlene's last name we're gonna

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ask when she comes in here i could leave

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it as it is but is it i'm gonna try to

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murder here is it

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linux wheeler or lennox wheeler

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i we're good no no she says no we're

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gonna find out once we bring it in how

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bad i murdered it but i just want to

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give a shout out to those that already

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here in the chat tonight we have zero

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cool we have uh champ campbell we also

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have t wes what's happening melissa

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nicole hey thanks for popping over and

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we also have michelle beavers in here um

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let's see what's up josh casey what's up

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brother how's it going tonight andrew

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and gnomes trucking express he's in here

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i hope we were traveling safe on the

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road tonight who else do we have uh josh

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there we go okay that's it for shout

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outs right now so uh really quickly

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what i'd like to let you guys know about

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is next week i have a maybe guest i

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haven't heard back yet

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possibly i'm gonna say probably not but

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possibly ufo jane i don't know and if

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not i'm gonna bring in a special guest

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we're gonna figure it out one way or the

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other

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there will be a show next week but then

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the week after that i will be off uh for

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the holidays i think most people will be

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so uh let's see what else do we have oh

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so someone just put the chat uh is this

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the right way it should be

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uh lynx wheeler no that's also wrong oh

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we're all wrong guys i should i just

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stopped trying after the third time we

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should stop trying

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uh so really quick too

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another thing hey tammy what's happening

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thank you for joining us tonight another

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guy i'd like to tell you guys about uh

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right off the bat here

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could do a way better presentation of

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this but i'm gonna at least mention it

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um we're kind of switching over to the

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idea of just being publicly funded um

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versus doing i mean super chats guys

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they're always welcome we really

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appreciate them they help us a lot but

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obviously youtube and other entities in

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between youtube and us take a lot of

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their cuts sometimes what time it

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we might only be getting like 30 or

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sorry they're getting like 35 to 40 of

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it and so ben and joe if you guys go

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check out the website obviously the ufo

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garagepodcast.com

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you can go in there and not only get

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merchandise but he's also made these new

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sweet certificates um which is a five

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dollar a month you could be a doctor

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scientist which is you know that's the

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one that was that was the original one

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then if you want to step it up a little

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bit uh for ten dollars a month you can

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be a space fart officer

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now you're stepping into the upper

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echelon of the certification that we

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have over here and for 20 a month you

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can also be a certified ufo not so if

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you guys get a chance maybe pop over

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there there's a lot of new stuff we've

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stickers i had actually not been in a

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while myself ben's been doing a lot of

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have a cinnamon terry in the van with me

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he's riding with me in all blue so

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enough about all that though i just

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wanted to let you guys know that you can

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support the show that way and it will

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help us to continue bringing you guys

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this kind of content honestly

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if if a little bit happens right there

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wouldn't take that much more so whatever

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you guys can do that way it's always

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we're bringing to you tonight to be able

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to share their stories and their

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i'm so nervous to say any part of your

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name right now talking about carlene uh

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let's let's pop over here for a second

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which show notes guys everything's in

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there so if you want to check out her

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can i forget that so you got the three

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and what she's about some people in the

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chat already know who she is some do not

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and as always guys please put all of

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your comments if possible in caps and i

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will get them to her like i said she

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only has about an hour for us tonight so

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after she's done

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i might open up the lines for anybody

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who might want to hop on and just and

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hang out with me a little bit i always i

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always like to pick up a couple

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hitchhikers while we're out traveling

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the cosmos you know

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uh so a little bit about

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she's one of the great she said one of

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the greatest driving forces in my life

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is my desire to connect with others from

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the roots of this desire i branched out

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into different projects throughout the

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last 15 years of my life

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these projects all stem from interest in

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healing myself from the anger sadness

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and pain i had been had been used to

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feeling most of my adolescence

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i spent a good part of my life

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until i realized that only through

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connection and sharing with others can

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anyone heal

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this thought gave me wings the courage

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to reach out and to be confident enough

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to create business that would facilitate

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self-growth in my twenties i had been

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universities and studios

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program oh i gotta check something

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really quick i'm not muted am i

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before all right guys sorry one second

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totally professional guys we've been

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doing this so many times we got it

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covered for you uh so really quick where

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was i i had been in teaching by my 30 by

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world i was helping others to find their

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energy and energy into facilitating

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healing through the connections made

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qht or qhht hypnosis techniques

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as well as my own heal process which

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utilizes both a grounded and spiritual

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practice with the with chakras to bring

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balance and harmony into your life which

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i developed in 2020 during deep inner

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reflection and meditation and there's

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quite a bit more i could keep reading

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guys but i feel like why not let's bring

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in uh well let's at least mention it she

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says she's i am a i'm currently a level

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consciousness practitioner a level two

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a certified 200 hour yoga teacher

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a lot an ariel yoga teacher ariel

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silks advanced instructor

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specialists as well as a formal social

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science and psychology teacher

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my goodness are you sure you're only 30

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something years this is a lot

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i personally studied acupuncture tai chi

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we're gonna find out what she brings

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we're gonna bring her in a second here

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and many other healing modalities and

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styles of yoga continuously i have

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master hypnosis tom nikolai and mark

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johnson taking courses with

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international association for counselors

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and therapists or a

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hypnosis training to be certified and

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my goodness guys enough of me talking

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let's please let's bring on our guest

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here and see how many words are murdered

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carly welcome to the show tonight hi

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oh man i gotta take it i gotta take a

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all right welcome first of all thank you

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so much for making the time to come on

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and hang out with us tonight i really do

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appreciate that i have a quick question

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go for it this is a technical question

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if i turn my um viewer the other way

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would that be better for your for your

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listeners i don't think it would affect

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it but go ahead and try it one day see

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what happens before i start chatting

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about what my name is

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there we go yeah this feels better

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perfect yeah we get the wide angle

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perfect i love it all right

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this better okay cool hi everybody um

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it's not wheeler

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and yes i do need a new last name but i

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mean like no

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she was gonna have to fit for that

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person you know

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um the last name i my last name think of

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rottweiler

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link spoiler oh lynx willer

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it was like links and then wyler it was

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the one thing that was like don't forget

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to ask her this before we go on and i

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literally forgot i ran up to get those

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paper towels and i came out and went

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live and i was like oh no

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i'm not kidding or maybe it was last

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night i was like literally having a

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moment where i was like i don't like

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this name i don't like my name and it's

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it's a good it's a good name but it's

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like honestly if you look up linksweiler

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i think there's 36 in the world like

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there's just not a lot of us

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so we're a rarity for good reason

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because no one can pronounce it

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i get it i have to admit i think you

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might be the only one i've ever seen to

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be honest probably there's not many of

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us there's not many

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right obviously german right so

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yeah well i didn't want to bring it up

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but yes yes i'm just kidding yes it is

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definitely german

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german so

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no it's a german name and there's like a

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group of us in ohio there's a group in

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connecticut and then there's a group out

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in seattle washington so it's like okay

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that's cool you know that's me

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i i do know too that uh the other group

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i was thinking of isn't there there's a

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big group in uh pennsylvania right

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there yes did you know that

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well i don't i'm in michigan

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pennsylvania there's a bunch of farmers

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that came here so the link swellers came

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here

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the genealogy of it this is this is

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nobody cares about this by the way oh

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let's do it come on we're just driving

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and talking here hold on in time up for

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two seconds so one listener i looked at

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the comments before you brought me on

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screen

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one person did say was she on lynn's

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show yes i was on lynn's show i've been

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on lin's show twice

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and um

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we are in talks right now to be i'm i

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might be a regular guest on that show

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yeah so i've been around oh melissa that

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was really sweet of you thank you um

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so i'm sorry about the the very long

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biography you had to read

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i want to apologize to anybody that had

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to listen to that

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yeah there's a whole there's a whole

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bunch of us that came here in the late

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1800s and they plopped around there's a

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group in connecticut and then a group

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plopped into ohio and then obviously

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pennsylvania is right next door so

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they're all farmers and um yeah that's

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it that's all i got

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very nice well like i said i i

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i appreciate your bio i do we just

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needed someone who who's good at reading

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bios to be able to read that back for

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you because it's very impressive listen

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there were at least

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20 words on there that i'd never tried

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to say out loud before so i was

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impressed on that alone i was like must

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be an important thing i don't know but

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let's dig into this a little bit before

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we dig into the meat potatoes of why we

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got you here tonight because i know we

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don't have a ton of time with you

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i'd like to really start with this first

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of all you mentioned that you went and

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we don't have to go any more detailed

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than you're uncomfortable with but you

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mentioned you had some stuff happen

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early on in your life that kind of sets

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you on this path of

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maybe a little disgruntled in the

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beginning and then and came about

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learning how to perhaps heal oneself

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through some of these techniques so why

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if you don't mind a synopsis of what

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took place or at least in the early on

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years of carl

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yeah so i try to be i try to not talk a

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lot but like i tend to be long-winded

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sometimes just don't please bring it

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you're we're here to get

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[Laughter]

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um so in lynn's show i've talked about

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this in her and especially the last one

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i was on so when i was a kid and i'm a

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big believer in astrology the symbolism

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within astrology and that belief system

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i really think there's something to it

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and i'm a scorpio um i just turned 36

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last saturday so oh well happy birthday

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thank you it's scorpio season so um

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scorpios tend to be more psychic than

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the other signs and that's why i

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mentioned that okay so scorpio children

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tend to have a lot of crazy experiences

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and i mean i'm no i'm no exception to

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that rule um growing up i had a lot of

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strange experiences and i did talk about

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them a quite a bit on um on lynn's show

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if anyone was interested

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when i was talking about that

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um these things like my parents were

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very religious very catholic and i

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remember going to church and

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having a lot of strange like not like i

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had a lot of thoughts about life i mean

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at seven years old i was literally

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thinking about my existence and about

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how my goal in life was to be and i

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wrote this in a journal at seven years

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old where i was like i wanna be

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i wanna attain wisdom in my life that

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was my goal at seven years old like i

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want to be as the one of the wisest

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people who's ever lived and that's a

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really weird goal for a seven-year-old

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and i remember going to church and

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everything and going my parents were

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very catholic so we used to go to church

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every sunday and all that stuff and do

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ctd and i remember at 7 6 7 and

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questioning everything i remember seeing

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jesus on the cross at the altar in

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church and being like this doesn't feel

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right this doesn't look right like there

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was something i had a lot of questions

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around it and as my parents were

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explaining to me you know like you're a

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body and in religion they talk about

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death and i remember thinking i didn't

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choose this life i didn't choose to be

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in this body or with these parents or in

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this existence and i was very

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disappointed i was like i didn't i

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remember feeling very angry at seven

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like i didn't choose this this isn't

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what i want

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and i also had a lot of occurrences like

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if i wanted to know like i never had i

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never met my grandfather's

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and i remember being eight or nine and

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being like i would sit and meditate at

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eight or nine and be like i wanna know

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who my grandfathers are and i would see

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a picture

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of

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displayed in the living room as most

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moms do and i remember meditating on

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this when i was eight or nine and being

430
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like i want to know who they were and in

431
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my mind i saw very clearly two pictures

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of these two men

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and i was like oh i know those pictures

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they're in the living room so i went

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downstairs the living room

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and i found the two pictures of these

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two men and i asked my mother you know

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at eight years old like who are these

439
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guys and she goes those are your

440
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grandfathers so

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i was already able

442
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and this is in

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there

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that's my brother

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scorpio

446
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things because

447
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scorpio

448
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children

449
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tend to be very psyched you can hear me

450
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okay right it broke up a little bit go

451
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ahead right there you said yeah 37. yes

452
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at age seven i was i was already having

453
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experiences like i had an understanding

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um and and people in the comments feel

455
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free to say like oh i found this before

456
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i had that experience when i was a kid

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like let me know um because when i was a

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little kid i used to actually like hold

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the electronics when they wouldn't work

460
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and something in me told me if you just

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put your energy into it it'll work and

462
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so i used to do that i used to hold

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things that were like electronical that

464
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electronic in the early 90s um that

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wouldn't work and i would hold them and

466
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i would like feel and imagine putting

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energy into them and then they would

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work they would start to work or just

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for a few minutes you know

470
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so i had it so impressive

471
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yeah and i had experiences of paranormal

472
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visitations as well at night

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so that was a thing too so

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and a lot of weird stuff happened in my

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life and i just never talked about it

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because my parents were religious and

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that was like you know ghosts weren't

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part of the paradigm of the bible you

479
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know jesus doesn't talk about ghosts

480
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really

481
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yeah or at least the parts that we get

482
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to see right

483
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yeah not at seven years old right so

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so thank you for letting me get through

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all that but yeah i definitely had a lot

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of crazy experiences

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as a child so growing up i was like

488
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there's more to this existence than what

489
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they tell you there's more to this

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and um

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and then

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do you know what we should definitely

493
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talk about you should remind me if we if

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it's not appropriate now we'll talk

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about later my mother had my mother had

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some ufo

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um okay

498
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let's do that yeah we're covering the

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history so let's talk about it go ahead

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okay

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um i want to set this up saying my

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mother does not believe in this stuff

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she does not believe in aliens she

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doesn't believe in paranormal she thinks

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it's crazy i do hypnosis she's she like

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passed like progressions or beyond her

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her paradigm

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okay and i remember being seven or about

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seven the movie tremors had just come

510
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out so if anyone knows

511
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i remember i was watching it because i

512
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had three brothers and they used to make

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me watch horrible movies

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and tremors was on the on the screen in

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the living room and my brothers and i

516
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are watching it my mom's on the phone in

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the kitchen and she's looking out the

518
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window and talking about ufos and that's

519
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a weird thing to hear at seven years old

520
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and i was like i remember being like um

521
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i was very i'm a very empathic person i

522
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remember being like that child

523
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especially and i remember going into the

524
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room be like

525
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like mom what's wrong what do you tell

526
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my ufos and she's on the phone she's

527
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like no no and she didn't want to scare

528
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me so she like brushed it off like

529
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nothing nothing nothing

530
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love the movie tremors yeah it's a good

531
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i guess it's okay

532
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zero cool loves all five of them

533
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oh my god i've only saw the first one

534
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guys

535
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that's awful

536
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need to be so judgmental but it's not my

537
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favorite um

538
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so this has to do with aliens hold on

539
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so she was um she's just kind of like

540
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you know as a seven-year-old little girl

541
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who's empathic you're like why is my mom

542
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acting crazy and saying ufos and aliens

543
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like it was weird so

544
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she never said anything about it i'm i'm

545
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36 now and about two years ago two years

546
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ago i asked her about it and i said hey

547
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mom did you ever see anything weird

548
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because i do remember being a kid and

549
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you kept talking about ufos and looking

550
00:20:02,470 --> 00:19:59,919
out the window one night

551
00:20:05,990 --> 00:20:02,480
and she a remembered what i was talking

552
00:20:07,909 --> 00:20:06,000
about and b actually

553
00:20:09,510 --> 00:20:07,919
told

554
00:20:11,990 --> 00:20:09,520
me

555
00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:12,000
oh give us one second

556
00:20:15,029 --> 00:20:13,760
just ones that you broke up a little bit

557
00:20:16,070 --> 00:20:15,039
we'll give you a second to come back for

558
00:20:19,029 --> 00:20:16,080
it let you keep that way you're not

559
00:20:22,630 --> 00:20:19,039
talking for no good reason

560
00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:22,640
first we're gonna see what happens

561
00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:24,720
i believe for somebody was asking about

562
00:20:28,630 --> 00:20:26,320
ohio internet but she's actually in

563
00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:28,640
idaho

564
00:20:32,070 --> 00:20:30,320
so we'll give her one second looks like

565
00:20:33,270 --> 00:20:32,080
oh there she is she's coming back all

566
00:20:34,870 --> 00:20:33,280
right

567
00:20:38,710 --> 00:20:34,880
we read the comments and someone said is

568
00:20:40,950 --> 00:20:38,720
she thirsty six no i'm 36. oh you guys

569
00:20:42,789 --> 00:20:40,960
come on guys i used to be a high school

570
00:20:46,230 --> 00:20:42,799
teacher guys don't you

571
00:20:48,470 --> 00:20:46,240
i'm so used to those comments oh man

572
00:20:49,909 --> 00:20:48,480
big willy it's all good i'm gonna call

573
00:20:50,789 --> 00:20:49,919
but i'm gonna call him out

574
00:20:51,590 --> 00:20:50,799
um

575
00:20:54,950 --> 00:20:51,600
so

576
00:20:57,510 --> 00:20:54,960
years ago i was like what did you see

577
00:20:59,350 --> 00:20:57,520
that night and she goes okay i was

578
00:21:01,669 --> 00:20:59,360
driving home from church and we lived

579
00:21:04,470 --> 00:21:01,679
about a mile and a half from church and

580
00:21:06,149 --> 00:21:04,480
it was a it was a windy

581
00:21:07,750 --> 00:21:06,159
oh sorry i was just sorry i was just

582
00:21:09,270 --> 00:21:07,760
sharing something i wanted to read that

583
00:21:10,630 --> 00:21:09,280
no i love it no it's you're fine don't

584
00:21:13,510 --> 00:21:10,640
apologize i just wanted to read it real

585
00:21:15,110 --> 00:21:13,520
quick so similar story melissa um my mom

586
00:21:17,190 --> 00:21:15,120
was driving home from church though the

587
00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:17,200
first night and it's about a mile and a

588
00:21:21,190 --> 00:21:20,080
half on a windy back country road in new

589
00:21:24,789 --> 00:21:21,200
hampshire

590
00:21:27,350 --> 00:21:24,799
by the way guys like right outside

591
00:21:29,590 --> 00:21:27,360
manchester new hampshire if anyone knows

592
00:21:32,230 --> 00:21:29,600
that area and she was driving home and

593
00:21:33,430 --> 00:21:32,240
she said ufo was hovering above the van

594
00:21:35,750 --> 00:21:33,440
because she was driving like a minivan

595
00:21:37,350 --> 00:21:35,760
in 1992 with four kids

596
00:21:39,029 --> 00:21:37,360
she's alone in the car that night and

597
00:21:41,029 --> 00:21:39,039
the mini in this ufo was hovering over

598
00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:41,039
her car no mom's from dorchester so she

599
00:21:44,950 --> 00:21:42,960
was like oh no she's like you ain't

600
00:21:46,390 --> 00:21:44,960
gonna get me and she starts speeding up

601
00:21:48,630 --> 00:21:46,400
and it's like this is a funny story that

602
00:21:50,630 --> 00:21:48,640
she told me i think she had a mahini in

603
00:21:52,230 --> 00:21:50,640
her but she was telling me the story

604
00:21:54,630 --> 00:21:52,240
and she's like start speeding up trying

605
00:21:57,270 --> 00:21:54,640
to beat the aliens or whatever it's just

606
00:21:59,669 --> 00:21:57,280
hilarious to me picturing her doing that

607
00:22:00,870 --> 00:21:59,679
so she gets home the ufo's gone nothing

608
00:22:03,190 --> 00:22:00,880
happened

609
00:22:05,590 --> 00:22:03,200
the next night is the night that i was

610
00:22:08,070 --> 00:22:05,600
like watching movie tremors i remembered

611
00:22:11,029 --> 00:22:08,080
because she get she saw the ufo it was

612
00:22:13,190 --> 00:22:11,039
it was hanging outside our house

613
00:22:14,710 --> 00:22:13,200
um towards the north side of our house

614
00:22:16,149 --> 00:22:14,720
it was hanging outside outside the

615
00:22:17,510 --> 00:22:16,159
window and it was just like and she

616
00:22:18,950 --> 00:22:17,520
could see it out the windows and she

617
00:22:20,710 --> 00:22:18,960
called her friend to be like i think

618
00:22:23,029 --> 00:22:20,720
this thing's following me

619
00:22:25,190 --> 00:22:23,039
so that's the night that i remembered

620
00:22:26,470 --> 00:22:25,200
when i was watching tremors and i

621
00:22:27,190 --> 00:22:26,480
thought that was a really cool story

622
00:22:28,549 --> 00:22:27,200
because

623
00:22:30,230 --> 00:22:28,559
my mom doesn't believe in aliens and

624
00:22:32,549 --> 00:22:30,240
she's not into this stuff

625
00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:32,559
right so but that was pretty neat but

626
00:22:37,430 --> 00:22:35,280
it's so important too when um we dig

627
00:22:38,470 --> 00:22:37,440
into this i mean i always say to just

628
00:22:40,470 --> 00:22:38,480
because someone else's story is

629
00:22:42,230 --> 00:22:40,480
different than yours doesn't

630
00:22:44,310 --> 00:22:42,240
val you know make their story any less

631
00:22:45,830 --> 00:22:44,320
valid or yours but i'm sure it really

632
00:22:47,750 --> 00:22:45,840
helps when someone has a very similar

633
00:22:48,950 --> 00:22:47,760
story or it kind of helps confirm maybe

634
00:22:50,390 --> 00:22:48,960
something you went through but the

635
00:22:52,630 --> 00:22:50,400
commonality seems to be some of this

636
00:22:54,230 --> 00:22:52,640
lineage and

637
00:22:55,430 --> 00:22:54,240
the families dealing with it you know

638
00:22:56,789 --> 00:22:55,440
and maybe it's so weird that we can be

639
00:22:58,070 --> 00:22:56,799
so close to our family members but not

640
00:22:59,830 --> 00:22:58,080
talk about this weird thing right

641
00:23:01,669 --> 00:22:59,840
there's one reason we know what it's

642
00:23:03,510 --> 00:23:01,679
happened in our lifetime

643
00:23:06,070 --> 00:23:03,520
no

644
00:23:07,669 --> 00:23:06,080
so strange so so even from an early on

645
00:23:08,630 --> 00:23:07,679
age you found yourself sitting there in

646
00:23:10,149 --> 00:23:08,640
church

647
00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:10,159
which is funny so i'm taking it you grew

648
00:23:12,470 --> 00:23:10,799
up

649
00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:12,480
very religious and kind of hearing some

650
00:23:17,029 --> 00:23:13,760
of the stuff and going i don't feel like

651
00:23:19,350 --> 00:23:17,039
i had a choice in this essentially

652
00:23:21,270 --> 00:23:19,360
yeah i was pretty i was already confused

653
00:23:23,190 --> 00:23:21,280
by five or six being like this doesn't

654
00:23:25,590 --> 00:23:23,200
seem right it didn't and that goes back

655
00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:25,600
to listening to your inner intuition

656
00:23:29,270 --> 00:23:28,000
even if you're a kid um i don't care how

657
00:23:31,830 --> 00:23:29,280
old you are you should be listening to

658
00:23:33,350 --> 00:23:31,840
your inner guidance system right so

659
00:23:35,750 --> 00:23:33,360
there was a part of me that was like i

660
00:23:38,630 --> 00:23:35,760
had drag race with a ufo is exactly like

661
00:23:40,870 --> 00:23:38,640
right my mom is too funny um

662
00:23:42,870 --> 00:23:40,880
but what else would you do

663
00:23:44,230 --> 00:23:42,880
i don't know i don't know what to do but

664
00:23:46,950 --> 00:23:44,240
obviously if she knew she called them

665
00:23:48,310 --> 00:23:46,960
out i mean she was like no not today

666
00:23:49,510 --> 00:23:48,320
well i mean she's probably she you said

667
00:23:50,470 --> 00:23:49,520
she's in new hampshire so i mean they

668
00:23:54,149 --> 00:23:50,480
got their own

669
00:24:01,110 --> 00:23:55,350
pretty much

670
00:24:02,789 --> 00:24:01,120
was drag racing a ufo um like yeah yeah

671
00:24:04,630 --> 00:24:02,799
but definitely like listening to my like

672
00:24:06,070 --> 00:24:04,640
i just and i remember my parents i mean

673
00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:06,080
i've always been close to my mom and dad

674
00:24:09,750 --> 00:24:08,000
my dad that's really cool so i and he's

675
00:24:11,430 --> 00:24:09,760
really religious so i used to ask him

676
00:24:12,950 --> 00:24:11,440
stuff all the time i've always asked i

677
00:24:14,549 --> 00:24:12,960
still to this day ask him questions

678
00:24:17,190 --> 00:24:14,559
about questioning

679
00:24:19,269 --> 00:24:17,200
his religious dogma and all and like the

680
00:24:21,350 --> 00:24:19,279
story of jesus christ and

681
00:24:23,669 --> 00:24:21,360
and do you really think that like

682
00:24:24,710 --> 00:24:23,679
jesus really wanted this for you guys

683
00:24:25,909 --> 00:24:24,720
like do you think this is really what he

684
00:24:27,590 --> 00:24:25,919
wanted and

685
00:24:30,230 --> 00:24:27,600
i always questioned it but it but it

686
00:24:32,630 --> 00:24:30,240
goes back to the question of uh life and

687
00:24:34,630 --> 00:24:32,640
death too like what is what is what is

688
00:24:37,190 --> 00:24:34,640
that gonna happen after

689
00:24:39,590 --> 00:24:37,200
you know after you're no longer embodied

690
00:24:41,110 --> 00:24:39,600
you know so those were those those

691
00:24:42,870 --> 00:24:41,120
questions have always intrigued me and

692
00:24:45,909 --> 00:24:42,880
that's what brought me into

693
00:24:47,269 --> 00:24:45,919
hypnosis to not only heal what you're

694
00:24:50,390 --> 00:24:47,279
doing what you're dealing with right now

695
00:24:52,549 --> 00:24:50,400
as you're in in a body but also

696
00:24:54,470 --> 00:24:52,559
dealing with what is your soul what is

697
00:24:56,710 --> 00:24:54,480
your soul and what is it doing you know

698
00:24:58,149 --> 00:24:56,720
that's always been my thing

699
00:25:00,390 --> 00:24:58,159
i love that because

700
00:25:01,830 --> 00:25:00,400
it's so funny i i i don't want to make

701
00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:01,840
any assumptions for you on this one but

702
00:25:05,190 --> 00:25:03,279
i was raised in a very you know

703
00:25:07,990 --> 00:25:05,200
religious upbringing uh i would say

704
00:25:10,070 --> 00:25:08,000
right up to the age of almost 18 19 i

705
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:10,080
mean i grew up in like a church pew so

706
00:25:13,510 --> 00:25:11,520
even have those thoughts that i was

707
00:25:15,350 --> 00:25:13,520
having which i totally did i had those

708
00:25:17,669 --> 00:25:15,360
internal kind of processing of thoughts

709
00:25:19,510 --> 00:25:17,679
of ideas i didn't really voice those out

710
00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:19,520
loud too much at least to everybody else

711
00:25:22,549 --> 00:25:21,120
in the community as it were

712
00:25:24,230 --> 00:25:22,559
because it wasn't really acceptable

713
00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:24,240
right you couldn't ask it wasn't like

714
00:25:29,990 --> 00:25:26,159
there were certain questions that

715
00:25:32,070 --> 00:25:30,000
were not okay to ask right and uh

716
00:25:33,510 --> 00:25:32,080
that always bothered me a little bit i

717
00:25:34,870 --> 00:25:33,520
was always very respectful but i always

718
00:25:36,390 --> 00:25:34,880
felt like anything should be able to be

719
00:25:37,510 --> 00:25:36,400
talked about because if we're not going

720
00:25:39,029 --> 00:25:37,520
to talk about it what are you going to

721
00:25:40,870 --> 00:25:39,039
do when someone finally asks that

722
00:25:43,590 --> 00:25:40,880
question you've never had to talk about

723
00:25:46,230 --> 00:25:43,600
it or be positioned to defend or

724
00:25:47,430 --> 00:25:46,240
even discuss it um that was my kind that

725
00:25:49,029 --> 00:25:47,440
was my point of view and it was it

726
00:25:50,870 --> 00:25:49,039
should at least be talked about we

727
00:25:53,029 --> 00:25:50,880
should if we don't know we just say we

728
00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:53,039
don't know and leave it at that which

729
00:25:55,669 --> 00:25:54,000
there's a certain element that i think

730
00:25:57,909 --> 00:25:55,679
most people and this isn't knocking

731
00:25:59,909 --> 00:25:57,919
religion or anything like that but

732
00:26:01,669 --> 00:25:59,919
i think all of them would admit that

733
00:26:03,350 --> 00:26:01,679
clearly there's a level of faith which

734
00:26:04,630 --> 00:26:03,360
is what you're supposed to have that is

735
00:26:05,750 --> 00:26:04,640
required to believe in it and you're

736
00:26:06,870 --> 00:26:05,760
going to have to have faith even the

737
00:26:07,830 --> 00:26:06,880
stuff we're going to talk about tonight

738
00:26:11,029 --> 00:26:07,840
some people

739
00:26:12,789 --> 00:26:11,039
regression therapy i mean for yourself

740
00:26:13,830 --> 00:26:12,799
when you came across so let's move on to

741
00:26:15,909 --> 00:26:13,840
that i guess when you moved into your

742
00:26:17,990 --> 00:26:15,919
20s and you were teaching so that was

743
00:26:19,669 --> 00:26:18,000
the career path you kind of went with

744
00:26:21,430 --> 00:26:19,679
essentially yeah

745
00:26:22,470 --> 00:26:21,440
yeah so i mean i went into teaching

746
00:26:24,470 --> 00:26:22,480
because

747
00:26:26,149 --> 00:26:24,480
so i fell into the paradigm of like this

748
00:26:27,190 --> 00:26:26,159
is what we do this is what society is

749
00:26:29,669 --> 00:26:27,200
about

750
00:26:32,230 --> 00:26:29,679
and and through being a teacher i was

751
00:26:33,909 --> 00:26:32,240
incredibly unhappy i was so unhappy i

752
00:26:34,789 --> 00:26:33,919
got really sick

753
00:26:36,390 --> 00:26:34,799
um

754
00:26:37,830 --> 00:26:36,400
yeah earth can be probably viewed as a

755
00:26:40,870 --> 00:26:37,840
spiritual training ground for sure it's

756
00:26:42,390 --> 00:26:40,880
like a spiritual boot camp um

757
00:26:43,990 --> 00:26:42,400
yeah

758
00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:44,000
i love the comments and i love to

759
00:26:47,350 --> 00:26:46,080
interact with them i'm sorry um oh

760
00:26:49,110 --> 00:26:47,360
you're fine you're fine

761
00:26:53,110 --> 00:26:49,120
i love you i love it it's just it's so

762
00:26:56,710 --> 00:26:53,120
cool um to be in real time with that um

763
00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:56,720
but through okay so through having

764
00:26:59,510 --> 00:26:58,080
excuse me through having a career and

765
00:27:01,430 --> 00:26:59,520
being a teacher

766
00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:01,440
i was not happy i was actually getting

767
00:27:06,470 --> 00:27:03,600
pretty sick like physically like not

768
00:27:07,830 --> 00:27:06,480
feeling good at all and yeah i wasn't

769
00:27:09,350 --> 00:27:07,840
feeling good at all and then i was

770
00:27:11,269 --> 00:27:09,360
learning to not trust the medical system

771
00:27:13,110 --> 00:27:11,279
because anytime i went to a doctor

772
00:27:15,430 --> 00:27:13,120
um they would just throw something at

773
00:27:17,029 --> 00:27:15,440
you like a pill a band-aid for when you

774
00:27:19,430 --> 00:27:17,039
have a gaping wound is basically what

775
00:27:21,669 --> 00:27:19,440
doctors do and i'm sorry but a lot of

776
00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:21,679
them do and i'm sorry but um

777
00:27:26,230 --> 00:27:23,360
that's my experience and i can go into

778
00:27:28,070 --> 00:27:26,240
stories but let's not so anyway so

779
00:27:29,750 --> 00:27:28,080
yeah so i so i realized teaching was not

780
00:27:30,950 --> 00:27:29,760
going to be good for me so what happened

781
00:27:33,590 --> 00:27:30,960
was um

782
00:27:35,909 --> 00:27:33,600
i left teaching because i had the

783
00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:35,919
opportunity to start the aerial yoga

784
00:27:39,990 --> 00:27:38,000
studio where i was at and that's kind of

785
00:27:41,990 --> 00:27:40,000
a side thing i was doing for a bit so

786
00:27:43,990 --> 00:27:42,000
for about eight years i was running an

787
00:27:45,669 --> 00:27:44,000
aerial yoga studio in new hampshire and

788
00:27:47,669 --> 00:27:45,679
i've sold it it still exists it's still

789
00:27:49,990 --> 00:27:47,679
there and after i sold it i've moved

790
00:27:51,430 --> 00:27:50,000
here to idaho but i got into the

791
00:27:53,430 --> 00:27:51,440
hypnosis

792
00:27:54,950 --> 00:27:53,440
right around the time like right before

793
00:27:56,789 --> 00:27:54,960
cove it happened i've always been

794
00:27:58,470 --> 00:27:56,799
curious about consciousness especially

795
00:28:00,789 --> 00:27:58,480
being a yoga teacher

796
00:28:03,110 --> 00:28:00,799
and um being a teacher and just being a

797
00:28:04,549 --> 00:28:03,120
general teacher and

798
00:28:07,110 --> 00:28:04,559
yeah and so

799
00:28:08,870 --> 00:28:07,120
i got into hypnosis because i've always

800
00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:08,880
been searching the soul

801
00:28:12,149 --> 00:28:10,960
and the meaning of life and

802
00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:12,159
and my

803
00:28:16,149 --> 00:28:13,919
mind body spirit right the three the

804
00:28:17,669 --> 00:28:16,159
trifecta usually you hear in martial

805
00:28:19,510 --> 00:28:17,679
arts or anything else in wellness it's

806
00:28:21,669 --> 00:28:19,520
mind body and soul

807
00:28:23,830 --> 00:28:21,679
and mind and body

808
00:28:25,590 --> 00:28:23,840
okay we've got a good grasp on that we

809
00:28:27,830 --> 00:28:25,600
understand the mind the intellect the

810
00:28:29,830 --> 00:28:27,840
mental mind we understand the

811
00:28:31,350 --> 00:28:29,840
physical body and how to treat it and

812
00:28:32,789 --> 00:28:31,360
stuff and work with the physical body

813
00:28:34,950 --> 00:28:32,799
but i feel like what's lacking

814
00:28:38,230 --> 00:28:34,960
especially in society today

815
00:28:39,909 --> 00:28:38,240
is we're so far away from the soul but i

816
00:28:42,230 --> 00:28:39,919
do feel that we're starting to come back

817
00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:42,240
to the soul and more and more people

818
00:28:45,750 --> 00:28:44,399
that's why these podcasts like this one

819
00:28:47,669 --> 00:28:45,760
is coming out because more and more

820
00:28:49,430 --> 00:28:47,679
people are really curious about

821
00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:49,440
what is my soul

822
00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:51,840
and what's the truth of spirituality not

823
00:28:56,549 --> 00:28:54,159
some religion but like what is the truth

824
00:28:59,510 --> 00:28:56,559
here and where did i come from if i have

825
00:29:02,389 --> 00:28:59,520
a soul because energy never dies

826
00:29:04,549 --> 00:29:02,399
and we understand that the body is

827
00:29:07,350 --> 00:29:04,559
is activated

828
00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:07,360
embodied by a consciousness

829
00:29:14,310 --> 00:29:10,480
what is that and how is that working so

830
00:29:15,669 --> 00:29:14,320
when we do um hypnos this

831
00:29:18,230 --> 00:29:15,679
and when we do

832
00:29:20,070 --> 00:29:18,240
past life regression and hypnosis or

833
00:29:23,590 --> 00:29:20,080
just accessing

834
00:29:26,149 --> 00:29:23,600
god source or accessing higher wisdom um

835
00:29:28,470 --> 00:29:26,159
oh my gosh in like spirit and science

836
00:29:31,029 --> 00:29:28,480
josh casey are merging

837
00:29:33,350 --> 00:29:31,039
and we're coming into a new time where

838
00:29:35,510 --> 00:29:33,360
humans are able to be questioned like we

839
00:29:37,909 --> 00:29:35,520
can question religion more we can

840
00:29:39,750 --> 00:29:37,919
question the system we can question the

841
00:29:41,669 --> 00:29:39,760
way we've been parented we can question

842
00:29:43,029 --> 00:29:41,679
a lot of things now and nowadays and i

843
00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:43,039
think the internet has a lot to do with

844
00:29:45,029 --> 00:29:44,000
that

845
00:29:46,950 --> 00:29:45,039
and

846
00:29:48,630 --> 00:29:46,960
in a sense the internet is like the soul

847
00:29:51,029 --> 00:29:48,640
of human consciousness you know it's the

848
00:29:52,230 --> 00:29:51,039
collective unconscious from carl jung

849
00:29:54,230 --> 00:29:52,240
and

850
00:29:56,470 --> 00:29:54,240
you can get a past life regression you

851
00:29:58,549 --> 00:29:56,480
can bet melissa you can get a past life

852
00:29:59,830 --> 00:29:58,559
regression that's so easy sweetheart and

853
00:30:02,630 --> 00:29:59,840
i don't mean to like be condescending

854
00:30:04,389 --> 00:30:02,640
like you can do it like you can have a

855
00:30:06,310 --> 00:30:04,399
you can have a certified hypnotherapist

856
00:30:08,310 --> 00:30:06,320
like me do it via zoom

857
00:30:09,990 --> 00:30:08,320
or you can do it through a recording

858
00:30:12,230 --> 00:30:10,000
there's some youtube recordings for past

859
00:30:13,909 --> 00:30:12,240
life regressions but honestly it is way

860
00:30:15,430 --> 00:30:13,919
better those are good for practice but

861
00:30:17,510 --> 00:30:15,440
it's way better to have a real good

862
00:30:19,269 --> 00:30:17,520
session with a practitioner who can walk

863
00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:19,279
through a past life and find the meaning

864
00:30:24,389 --> 00:30:22,320
and the purpose of that past life i get

865
00:30:27,510 --> 00:30:24,399
long-winded big willy so you can cut me

866
00:30:28,470 --> 00:30:27,520
off at any time i can no please listen

867
00:30:29,669 --> 00:30:28,480
listen

868
00:30:31,510 --> 00:30:29,679
everybody

869
00:30:33,430 --> 00:30:31,520
they're not here to hear me this is now

870
00:30:36,389 --> 00:30:33,440
the show's about bringing out a guest

871
00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:36,399
who's here i am simply uh

872
00:30:40,070 --> 00:30:38,080
you're you're the pilot right now all i

873
00:30:41,669 --> 00:30:40,080
am is the navigator we're here you're

874
00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:41,679
flying us around you're driving the old

875
00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:43,520
blue right now and we're just oh i like

876
00:30:46,789 --> 00:30:44,799
the conversation

877
00:30:48,630 --> 00:30:46,799
thank you i love that knowledge analogy

878
00:30:50,470 --> 00:30:48,640
because that's what hypnosis can be like

879
00:30:52,789 --> 00:30:50,480
the hypnosis i do at least

880
00:30:55,590 --> 00:30:52,799
is is when it's kind of like what you

881
00:30:57,029 --> 00:30:55,600
and i are doing right now whereas like

882
00:30:59,350 --> 00:30:57,039
let's say i'm the client and you're the

883
00:31:01,750 --> 00:30:59,360
hypnotherapist and i'm just feeling my

884
00:31:04,789 --> 00:31:01,760
stuff and you're kind of navigating and

885
00:31:06,149 --> 00:31:04,799
and directing me where i need to go for

886
00:31:07,590 --> 00:31:06,159
the highest

887
00:31:10,549 --> 00:31:07,600
and best of whatever we're trying to

888
00:31:12,310 --> 00:31:10,559
accomplish here that's awesome

889
00:31:13,350 --> 00:31:12,320
yeah i think when i started doing can i

890
00:31:14,870 --> 00:31:13,360
just say this real quick when i started

891
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:14,880
doing past life regressions it did help

892
00:31:20,389 --> 00:31:17,120
me understand

893
00:31:22,950 --> 00:31:20,399
more about the soul and my soul

894
00:31:27,590 --> 00:31:25,269
yeah that's um well let's see what this

895
00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:27,600
i feel like josh cuz uh barbra jean

896
00:31:33,110 --> 00:31:30,399
lindsay brings up here um

897
00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:33,120
very very interesting um

898
00:31:37,669 --> 00:31:35,440
i think anyone who's ever had

899
00:31:38,789 --> 00:31:37,679
well i i personally i i can't say that

900
00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:38,799
i've had that

901
00:31:42,389 --> 00:31:40,640
we get mixed reviews and i and i think

902
00:31:44,470 --> 00:31:42,399
there's an importance to this and yeah

903
00:31:45,909 --> 00:31:44,480
uh nk is gonna be coming on here

904
00:31:47,190 --> 00:31:45,919
hopefully next month she had to cancel

905
00:31:48,870 --> 00:31:47,200
last week unfortunately due to some

906
00:31:50,870 --> 00:31:48,880
personal reasons but

907
00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:50,880
she deals in this realm a little bit

908
00:31:54,149 --> 00:31:52,320
and they have a little more apprehension

909
00:31:55,509 --> 00:31:54,159
not that they don't support

910
00:31:57,669 --> 00:31:55,519
regression but they think it needs to be

911
00:31:59,909 --> 00:31:57,679
done under proper

912
00:32:01,590 --> 00:31:59,919
circumstances with the proper support

913
00:32:02,950 --> 00:32:01,600
right and so this is very interesting to

914
00:32:03,830 --> 00:32:02,960
get this is why i was hoping to get the

915
00:32:07,110 --> 00:32:03,840
two of you because it was kind of going

916
00:32:08,710 --> 00:32:07,120
to give a um a take on both aspects of

917
00:32:10,470 --> 00:32:08,720
this you know what i mean but we can

918
00:32:11,830 --> 00:32:10,480
still do that because this is something

919
00:32:13,430 --> 00:32:11,840
you're doing and i believe it is also

920
00:32:15,830 --> 00:32:13,440
something she can do if i'm not mistaken

921
00:32:18,149 --> 00:32:15,840
it's just that they agree that

922
00:32:20,470 --> 00:32:18,159
some people in the community

923
00:32:22,070 --> 00:32:20,480
within ufology not always but some have

924
00:32:23,990 --> 00:32:22,080
just been more concerned about getting

925
00:32:25,830 --> 00:32:24,000
the story out that they could put into a

926
00:32:27,110 --> 00:32:25,840
book than the actual individual and the

927
00:32:28,310 --> 00:32:27,120
trauma that they have might have been

928
00:32:29,750 --> 00:32:28,320
through you know and i do feel like

929
00:32:31,029 --> 00:32:29,760
that's an area that sometimes gets a

930
00:32:32,630 --> 00:32:31,039
little bit

931
00:32:35,029 --> 00:32:32,640
lost in the mix

932
00:32:37,430 --> 00:32:35,039
is um the trauma that people do endure

933
00:32:39,350 --> 00:32:37,440
with whether that just be past childhood

934
00:32:40,310 --> 00:32:39,360
trauma or if you've had an abduction

935
00:32:42,389 --> 00:32:40,320
where you've had some sort of an

936
00:32:44,149 --> 00:32:42,399
interaction paranormal interaction

937
00:32:45,990 --> 00:32:44,159
there could be trauma associated with

938
00:32:47,269 --> 00:32:46,000
that and we can't forget that at the end

939
00:32:49,029 --> 00:32:47,279
of the day there's still an individual

940
00:32:50,870 --> 00:32:49,039
here who dealt with this

941
00:32:52,870 --> 00:32:50,880
more than just the story that's coming

942
00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:52,880
out in my opinion so

943
00:32:56,549 --> 00:32:55,360
i think you kind of need both um what do

944
00:32:58,070 --> 00:32:56,559
you say to people who feel when they

945
00:32:59,350 --> 00:32:58,080
hear that you do pass life regression

946
00:33:01,750 --> 00:32:59,360
what do they think about you say first

947
00:33:02,950 --> 00:33:01,760
of all past life regression is like

948
00:33:05,269 --> 00:33:02,960
it's a little bit of a leap for some

949
00:33:06,389 --> 00:33:05,279
people right to be fair i mean do do

950
00:33:08,870 --> 00:33:06,399
people have a lot of apprehension when

951
00:33:11,669 --> 00:33:08,880
they hear you say this

952
00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:11,679
depends who i'm talking to

953
00:33:17,029 --> 00:33:13,760
if i'm talking to my mom and dad if i'm

954
00:33:18,149 --> 00:33:17,039
talking to somebody who's very very much

955
00:33:19,430 --> 00:33:18,159
a

956
00:33:20,950 --> 00:33:19,440
strict

957
00:33:28,710 --> 00:33:20,960
believer in their

958
00:33:31,190 --> 00:33:29,990
um

959
00:33:33,509 --> 00:33:31,200
i mean

960
00:33:35,509 --> 00:33:33,519
it's gonna ask anybody ever like some

961
00:33:37,269 --> 00:33:35,519
lessons are just imagining it's a word i

962
00:33:39,110 --> 00:33:37,279
just made up but they're imaginating the

963
00:33:41,430 --> 00:33:39,120
whole thing they're creating it but it's

964
00:33:42,630 --> 00:33:41,440
okay because it's still the subconscious

965
00:33:45,590 --> 00:33:42,640
mind

966
00:33:46,630 --> 00:33:45,600
in an abstract

967
00:33:50,830 --> 00:33:46,640
um

968
00:33:52,470 --> 00:33:50,840
stacked in an

969
00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:52,480
abstract

970
00:33:58,789 --> 00:33:56,000
uh way and resolve issues that they're

971
00:34:00,389 --> 00:33:58,799
having yeah so to me i'm not too

972
00:34:02,070 --> 00:34:00,399
concerned whether this is a legitimate

973
00:34:03,990 --> 00:34:02,080
past life regression or if it's just

974
00:34:05,750 --> 00:34:04,000
them healing and processing on the

975
00:34:07,830 --> 00:34:05,760
subconscious level because that's what

976
00:34:09,829 --> 00:34:07,840
dreams are dreams and carl jung again

977
00:34:12,710 --> 00:34:09,839
talks about this um

978
00:34:14,389 --> 00:34:12,720
he talks about the development of

979
00:34:17,909 --> 00:34:14,399
symbolism and the way the subconscious

980
00:34:20,310 --> 00:34:17,919
uses symbolisms to e to create emotions

981
00:34:21,109 --> 00:34:20,320
or pull out emotions or give a certain

982
00:34:23,510 --> 00:34:21,119
um

983
00:34:25,109 --> 00:34:23,520
feeling or meaning and what happens

984
00:34:27,270 --> 00:34:25,119
sometimes is sometimes we'll do a past

985
00:34:28,790 --> 00:34:27,280
life regression and the person might

986
00:34:30,470 --> 00:34:28,800
just be making it up

987
00:34:31,829 --> 00:34:30,480
and i'm not concerned with that whether

988
00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:31,839
they're making it up or if it's real

989
00:34:35,829 --> 00:34:33,520
like they really were the pharaoh of

990
00:34:37,990 --> 00:34:35,839
egypt i get a lot of pharaohs of egypt

991
00:34:39,669 --> 00:34:38,000
um and that's fine really that's there

992
00:34:41,589 --> 00:34:39,679
can't be that many pharaohs

993
00:34:44,629 --> 00:34:41,599
yeah i'm gonna tell you this but i ruled

994
00:34:49,220 --> 00:34:44,639
all of egypt at one point in my life

995
00:34:53,109 --> 00:34:51,030
[Music]

996
00:34:55,349 --> 00:34:53,119
what is this woman's name again mk is

997
00:34:57,510 --> 00:34:55,359
your adjuster correct yeah yeah yeah if

998
00:35:00,790 --> 00:34:57,520
you haven't looked at that okay okay so

999
00:35:03,589 --> 00:35:00,800
nk what she's saying is that she's she's

1000
00:35:06,310 --> 00:35:03,599
she's um making a great point which is

1001
00:35:08,390 --> 00:35:06,320
the client's emotional well-being is the

1002
00:35:10,550 --> 00:35:08,400
of the utmost importance

1003
00:35:12,390 --> 00:35:10,560
sharing their stories is only with their

1004
00:35:14,950 --> 00:35:12,400
permission so i do post and share

1005
00:35:18,230 --> 00:35:14,960
stories on my youtube channel of actual

1006
00:35:21,270 --> 00:35:18,240
sessions but only with client permission

1007
00:35:22,630 --> 00:35:21,280
and i never ever post in like personal

1008
00:35:24,470 --> 00:35:22,640
private

1009
00:35:26,310 --> 00:35:24,480
things that i am healing

1010
00:35:27,829 --> 00:35:26,320
that occurred during that session i

1011
00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:27,839
leave it alone

1012
00:35:30,230 --> 00:35:28,880
um

1013
00:35:32,470 --> 00:35:30,240
because i'm not concerned whether or not

1014
00:35:35,109 --> 00:35:32,480
that person was really cleopatra in

1015
00:35:36,790 --> 00:35:35,119
egypt i don't care i love them

1016
00:35:39,430 --> 00:35:36,800
i care about their healing

1017
00:35:40,550 --> 00:35:39,440
um so so melissa can i just adjust

1018
00:35:42,470 --> 00:35:40,560
melissa so she said i wish they would

1019
00:35:44,550 --> 00:35:42,480
tell me how they built the pyramids girl

1020
00:35:46,870 --> 00:35:44,560
go on my youtube when you have a second

1021
00:35:49,430 --> 00:35:46,880
when you think of it and

1022
00:35:50,390 --> 00:35:49,440
maybe the third or fourth last video i

1023
00:35:53,270 --> 00:35:50,400
posted

1024
00:35:56,310 --> 00:35:53,280
is a client that actually explains for

1025
00:35:57,430 --> 00:35:56,320
about a half hour how the pyramid is

1026
00:35:59,030 --> 00:35:57,440
felt

1027
00:36:00,710 --> 00:35:59,040
very interesting uh and for anybody

1028
00:36:04,150 --> 00:36:00,720
who's wondering just put all of her

1029
00:36:05,750 --> 00:36:04,160
links in the chat so go check that out

1030
00:36:07,510 --> 00:36:05,760
yeah that's um

1031
00:36:09,190 --> 00:36:07,520
yeah

1032
00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:09,200
oh thank you

1033
00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:11,440
yeah no problem real quick uh so guys

1034
00:36:17,430 --> 00:36:14,400
another thing to uh i guess focus on too

1035
00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:17,440
is that i'm not in any sense saying that

1036
00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:19,760
hypnosis is uh

1037
00:36:23,270 --> 00:36:21,440
wrong or right is the perfect thing i

1038
00:36:25,109 --> 00:36:23,280
think in my personal opinion we're all

1039
00:36:27,190 --> 00:36:25,119
such unique individuals that i really

1040
00:36:28,710 --> 00:36:27,200
think it's gonna it's gonna vary so much

1041
00:36:30,069 --> 00:36:28,720
individual to individuals how can you

1042
00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:30,079
put that into one

1043
00:36:33,030 --> 00:36:31,760
encapsulate it into like this is it this

1044
00:36:34,230 --> 00:36:33,040
is the answer for everybody in my

1045
00:36:35,510 --> 00:36:34,240
opinion we're all very unique and

1046
00:36:37,829 --> 00:36:35,520
individual and it just might not be the

1047
00:36:39,910 --> 00:36:37,839
right time you know

1048
00:36:43,190 --> 00:36:39,920
oh my gosh and i wanna say big really i

1049
00:36:44,310 --> 00:36:43,200
gotta say something because okay tv

1050
00:36:45,750 --> 00:36:44,320
meaning

1051
00:36:48,550 --> 00:36:45,760
hollywood

1052
00:36:51,589 --> 00:36:48,560
has really made things scary like

1053
00:36:54,950 --> 00:36:51,599
meaning they've made aliens and ufos

1054
00:36:58,950 --> 00:36:56,950
and they

1055
00:37:01,510 --> 00:36:58,960
make aliens seem like these become and

1056
00:37:02,310 --> 00:37:01,520
hurt you harm experiment

1057
00:37:08,790 --> 00:37:02,320
and

1058
00:37:10,390 --> 00:37:08,800
job of making people afraid of aliens

1059
00:37:12,870 --> 00:37:10,400
they make people and they do a good job

1060
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:12,880
of making people afraid of hypnosis yes

1061
00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:14,720
um and so when people are like i'm

1062
00:37:20,790 --> 00:37:17,680
afraid of hypnosis i'm like why you do

1063
00:37:22,870 --> 00:37:20,800
it every day like for probably 60 of

1064
00:37:26,069 --> 00:37:22,880
your day you're in hypnosis you're in

1065
00:37:28,230 --> 00:37:26,079
heav you're in a hypnotic trance

1066
00:37:29,829 --> 00:37:28,240
so to be afraid of hypnosis is to be

1067
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:29,839
afraid of your existence

1068
00:37:33,750 --> 00:37:31,760
um you are hypnotized now i think what

1069
00:37:35,270 --> 00:37:33,760
the fear actually is if i can say this i

1070
00:37:37,829 --> 00:37:35,280
think the fear is i'm afraid of someone

1071
00:37:41,030 --> 00:37:37,839
else trying to control me

1072
00:37:43,910 --> 00:37:41,040
and that's not that's what hollywood and

1073
00:37:45,670 --> 00:37:43,920
that's what tv the media has put in our

1074
00:37:47,109 --> 00:37:45,680
brains that that's what hypnosis is and

1075
00:37:48,550 --> 00:37:47,119
that's not

1076
00:37:52,390 --> 00:37:48,560
at all the deal

1077
00:37:55,270 --> 00:37:52,400
you're not i don't control anyone's mind

1078
00:37:57,109 --> 00:37:55,280
on point cards thank you spooky

1079
00:37:59,589 --> 00:37:57,119
yeah that's not the deal

1080
00:38:02,150 --> 00:37:59,599
you can't do anything you don't want to

1081
00:38:04,550 --> 00:38:02,160
do it's that's bottom line

1082
00:38:06,550 --> 00:38:04,560
you hollywood makes people afraid yeah

1083
00:38:08,950 --> 00:38:06,560
hollywood does because it's it's drama

1084
00:38:10,870 --> 00:38:08,960
guys it's drama it's it's makeup it's

1085
00:38:12,470 --> 00:38:10,880
movies it's everything it's like getting

1086
00:38:14,950 --> 00:38:12,480
it's entertainment

1087
00:38:17,589 --> 00:38:14,960
and hypnosis for healing

1088
00:38:19,109 --> 00:38:17,599
is i'm not your hypnotherapist is not

1089
00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:19,119
trying to control you

1090
00:38:22,550 --> 00:38:20,640
that being said

1091
00:38:25,030 --> 00:38:22,560
be discerning about the hypnotherapist

1092
00:38:26,630 --> 00:38:25,040
you choose it does not have to be me all

1093
00:38:28,630 --> 00:38:26,640
right i might not be your person and

1094
00:38:29,910 --> 00:38:28,640
that's okay we don't if our energy

1095
00:38:31,589 --> 00:38:29,920
doesn't jive

1096
00:38:33,349 --> 00:38:31,599
that's perfectly fine i always do a

1097
00:38:35,990 --> 00:38:33,359
consultation with my clients and i give

1098
00:38:38,470 --> 00:38:36,000
them like a 20 minute audio to listen to

1099
00:38:41,109 --> 00:38:38,480
that helps them prepare to get into

1100
00:38:42,790 --> 00:38:41,119
hypnosis to my voice and at any point in

1101
00:38:44,710 --> 00:38:42,800
time they can go this isn't for me i

1102
00:38:47,030 --> 00:38:44,720
don't want to do it i don't trust you or

1103
00:38:48,310 --> 00:38:47,040
they don't say that but that's okay

1104
00:38:50,470 --> 00:38:48,320
they might be like i don't really trust

1105
00:38:52,550 --> 00:38:50,480
her i don't like her voice or i'm having

1106
00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:52,560
a hard time with this and that's fine

1107
00:38:56,790 --> 00:38:54,800
but in hypnosis be discerning about the

1108
00:38:59,109 --> 00:38:56,800
hypnotherapist you choose because there

1109
00:39:01,190 --> 00:38:59,119
are some egos out there

1110
00:39:03,990 --> 00:39:01,200
but i'm killing you telling you telling

1111
00:39:05,990 --> 00:39:04,000
you in your audience

1112
00:39:07,670 --> 00:39:06,000
you can't do anything ever that you

1113
00:39:09,589 --> 00:39:07,680
wouldn't want to do

1114
00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:09,599
stage hypno i stay i think stage

1115
00:39:13,510 --> 00:39:11,760
hypnotists make it seem

1116
00:39:16,390 --> 00:39:13,520
like you would start doing something

1117
00:39:17,750 --> 00:39:16,400
weird um but that's not true you only do

1118
00:39:19,349 --> 00:39:17,760
what you would actually what you're

1119
00:39:21,589 --> 00:39:19,359
accepting and you're actually in

1120
00:39:23,910 --> 00:39:21,599
complete control and at any point in

1121
00:39:25,670 --> 00:39:23,920
time in a hypnose hypnosis session you

1122
00:39:29,270 --> 00:39:25,680
could open your eyes and just say okay

1123
00:39:31,430 --> 00:39:30,390
oh i'm sorry i didn't mean to cut you

1124
00:39:32,870 --> 00:39:31,440
off go ahead

1125
00:39:34,470 --> 00:39:32,880
no i was just reading josh's comment

1126
00:39:36,630 --> 00:39:34,480
you're fine

1127
00:39:39,030 --> 00:39:36,640
yeah josh has and he has an amazing

1128
00:39:40,310 --> 00:39:39,040
experience i mean obviously he's he's

1129
00:39:42,470 --> 00:39:40,320
come on a couple times and shared some

1130
00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:42,480
of what he has going on and uh he was at

1131
00:39:45,510 --> 00:39:44,400
the bledsoes uh property last week and i

1132
00:39:47,670 --> 00:39:45,520
think he might be going out this weekend

1133
00:39:49,910 --> 00:39:47,680
maybe so he's someone who

1134
00:39:51,510 --> 00:39:49,920
not even six months to a year ago really

1135
00:39:53,109 --> 00:39:51,520
was a complete denial he thought all

1136
00:39:54,710 --> 00:39:53,119
this was ridiculous and then he had an

1137
00:39:57,030 --> 00:39:54,720
experience and it

1138
00:39:58,950 --> 00:39:57,040
completely changed his his view on life

1139
00:40:01,030 --> 00:39:58,960
right now so it's been awesome that he's

1140
00:40:03,270 --> 00:40:01,040
been able to find this community and uh

1141
00:40:04,790 --> 00:40:03,280
i hope i hope that he feels loved by us

1142
00:40:06,230 --> 00:40:04,800
and don't it doesn't feel like we're

1143
00:40:07,589 --> 00:40:06,240
trying to take his story or anything

1144
00:40:08,950 --> 00:40:07,599
like that because he has an amazing

1145
00:40:10,390 --> 00:40:08,960
story that i think a lot of people are

1146
00:40:12,630 --> 00:40:10,400
to be able to relate to

1147
00:40:13,349 --> 00:40:12,640
um in the future in the very new future

1148
00:40:15,430 --> 00:40:13,359
so

1149
00:40:17,190 --> 00:40:15,440
uh but it is it is a struggle i mean

1150
00:40:18,390 --> 00:40:17,200
it's it's i mean really opening up for

1151
00:40:20,150 --> 00:40:18,400
him without telling his story anything

1152
00:40:21,589 --> 00:40:20,160
it's not just one thing it's not just

1153
00:40:23,430 --> 00:40:21,599
been oh i had this one encounter that

1154
00:40:26,309 --> 00:40:23,440
was it it's it's now becoming a very

1155
00:40:28,309 --> 00:40:26,319
consistent thing and opening up to

1156
00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:28,319
the shadow realm and it's just a lot of

1157
00:40:33,190 --> 00:40:31,680
things so it's pretty pretty amazing

1158
00:40:34,309 --> 00:40:33,200
in some ways but also this is the other

1159
00:40:36,950 --> 00:40:34,319
part where it comes in where it can be a

1160
00:40:39,030 --> 00:40:36,960
bit terrifying and i think

1161
00:40:40,710 --> 00:40:39,040
the idea of that healing process at

1162
00:40:43,589 --> 00:40:40,720
times because i've

1163
00:40:45,670 --> 00:40:43,599
i have noticed with some experiencers

1164
00:40:48,550 --> 00:40:45,680
that it could be equated to when someone

1165
00:40:49,589 --> 00:40:48,560
has a trip whether it be dmt ayahuasca

1166
00:40:50,950 --> 00:40:49,599
or anything like that where they have

1167
00:40:53,670 --> 00:40:50,960
this

1168
00:40:55,750 --> 00:40:53,680
dissolving of one's ego that seems to

1169
00:40:57,670 --> 00:40:55,760
evaporate a little bit and it really

1170
00:40:58,710 --> 00:40:57,680
puts things in perspective as to where

1171
00:41:00,790 --> 00:40:58,720
you're at

1172
00:41:02,950 --> 00:41:00,800
and who and what you are and i think

1173
00:41:04,630 --> 00:41:02,960
when that happens that's a lot to deal

1174
00:41:05,589 --> 00:41:04,640
with no matter how together you have

1175
00:41:08,150 --> 00:41:05,599
your stuff you know what i mean that's

1176
00:41:09,990 --> 00:41:08,160
that's a lot to take in so

1177
00:41:11,430 --> 00:41:10,000
josh we give you props for it and and

1178
00:41:13,109 --> 00:41:11,440
for anybody who's doing work like

1179
00:41:15,670 --> 00:41:13,119
yourself i mean

1180
00:41:17,670 --> 00:41:15,680
getting back to that a little bit

1181
00:41:19,109 --> 00:41:17,680
what i mean i guess how did you even

1182
00:41:20,230 --> 00:41:19,119
start that process when you're talking

1183
00:41:21,589 --> 00:41:20,240
about the people you trained under so

1184
00:41:23,030 --> 00:41:21,599
you were teaching how did i guess how

1185
00:41:24,790 --> 00:41:23,040
did we end up from you being you know a

1186
00:41:27,190 --> 00:41:24,800
school teacher to like hey bam i'm gonna

1187
00:41:29,430 --> 00:41:27,200
go over and jump into this so i did i

1188
00:41:30,950 --> 00:41:29,440
did i mean when i had a studio i had a

1189
00:41:32,390 --> 00:41:30,960
yoga studio i left teaching because i

1190
00:41:35,349 --> 00:41:32,400
was miserable i was getting sick all the

1191
00:41:36,630 --> 00:41:35,359
time etc um and then i was i was owning

1192
00:41:39,430 --> 00:41:36,640
a studio

1193
00:41:41,270 --> 00:41:39,440
and i think when covet happened and

1194
00:41:42,550 --> 00:41:41,280
without getting too political here and

1195
00:41:45,030 --> 00:41:42,560
hitting any trigger buttons but when

1196
00:41:45,930 --> 00:41:45,040
covet happened i had an awakening myself

1197
00:41:47,270 --> 00:41:45,940
where i was like

1198
00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:47,280
[Music]

1199
00:41:52,150 --> 00:41:50,480
this doesn't smell good and i and i was

1200
00:41:54,230 --> 00:41:52,160
i wanna just back up and i was a teacher

1201
00:41:56,309 --> 00:41:54,240
i was a high school teacher guys i was a

1202
00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:56,319
political science major and a u.s

1203
00:41:59,349 --> 00:41:57,680
history major

1204
00:42:01,750 --> 00:41:59,359
so i taught u.s history and political

1205
00:42:03,430 --> 00:42:01,760
science i am well versed in the american

1206
00:42:05,829 --> 00:42:03,440
government and i traveled to europe and

1207
00:42:06,630 --> 00:42:05,839
studied in europe as well so i have

1208
00:42:14,230 --> 00:42:06,640
i

1209
00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:14,240
hasn't smelled great to me and that's

1210
00:42:18,790 --> 00:42:15,760
i'm just gonna leave it at that and

1211
00:42:21,030 --> 00:42:18,800
that's it and that's all i gotta say but

1212
00:42:22,710 --> 00:42:21,040
the biggest thing i moved into hypnosis

1213
00:42:24,950 --> 00:42:22,720
because i realized people needed to

1214
00:42:26,630 --> 00:42:24,960
start going inside

1215
00:42:28,470 --> 00:42:26,640
yeah the internet is a beautiful thing

1216
00:42:31,349 --> 00:42:28,480
but it's a pandora's box

1217
00:42:33,270 --> 00:42:31,359
and we we are constantly on screens and

1218
00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:33,280
when we were all quarantined and locked

1219
00:42:38,230 --> 00:42:35,839
down we were really on our screens the

1220
00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:38,240
screens actually are hypnotizing you the

1221
00:42:42,069 --> 00:42:40,160
screens you are watching all day long

1222
00:42:44,069 --> 00:42:42,079
and all the even right now maybe my

1223
00:42:45,510 --> 00:42:44,079
voice talking to you it's all hypnosis

1224
00:42:47,109 --> 00:42:45,520
you're actually being hypnotized right

1225
00:42:48,550 --> 00:42:47,119
now and when you're scrolling mindlessly

1226
00:42:50,870 --> 00:42:48,560
through a facebook feed or a social

1227
00:42:52,630 --> 00:42:50,880
media feed you are being hypnotized so

1228
00:42:54,550 --> 00:42:52,640
to stay hypnosis scares you would be

1229
00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:54,560
silly because you do it to yourself all

1230
00:42:57,270 --> 00:42:55,920
day long and what's happening is you're

1231
00:42:59,750 --> 00:42:57,280
scrolling through all these memes and

1232
00:43:01,430 --> 00:42:59,760
information and watching tv or whatever

1233
00:43:03,190 --> 00:43:01,440
you're being

1234
00:43:04,630 --> 00:43:03,200
information is constantly being input

1235
00:43:07,190 --> 00:43:04,640
into your system

1236
00:43:09,109 --> 00:43:07,200
constantly and you are you might

1237
00:43:11,349 --> 00:43:09,119
consciously not remember all of it but

1238
00:43:14,230 --> 00:43:11,359
at the subconscious level your brain is

1239
00:43:16,230 --> 00:43:14,240
processing everything you're exposing it

1240
00:43:17,349 --> 00:43:16,240
to on a screen whether it's a cell phone

1241
00:43:20,390 --> 00:43:17,359
a tablet

1242
00:43:23,430 --> 00:43:20,400
a desktop a laptop or a tv you're

1243
00:43:25,990 --> 00:43:23,440
constantly inputting information so

1244
00:43:29,430 --> 00:43:26,000
you really need to be selective about

1245
00:43:30,630 --> 00:43:29,440
who and what you watch because

1246
00:43:32,870 --> 00:43:30,640
msm

1247
00:43:33,670 --> 00:43:32,880
can can give

1248
00:43:35,829 --> 00:43:33,680
okay

1249
00:43:38,309 --> 00:43:35,839
i'm i'm going into realms where i always

1250
00:43:40,710 --> 00:43:38,319
get a little nervous but msnbc

1251
00:43:43,349 --> 00:43:40,720
that's part of

1252
00:43:45,190 --> 00:43:43,359
is very good at this stuff so to say

1253
00:43:47,190 --> 00:43:45,200
you're afraid of hypnotism i mean guys

1254
00:43:48,069 --> 00:43:47,200
you've been under their spell for a long

1255
00:43:49,030 --> 00:43:48,079
time

1256
00:43:51,430 --> 00:43:49,040
so

1257
00:43:53,190 --> 00:43:51,440
i started to wake up when um things

1258
00:43:54,470 --> 00:43:53,200
started going a little bit weird two

1259
00:43:56,550 --> 00:43:54,480
years ago and i and when i was in

1260
00:43:58,470 --> 00:43:56,560
lockdown i started to wake up and i was

1261
00:44:00,309 --> 00:43:58,480
like i need to get out of this i need to

1262
00:44:01,910 --> 00:44:00,319
get out of where i am now and move into

1263
00:44:04,390 --> 00:44:01,920
a world where i can start to help people

1264
00:44:06,790 --> 00:44:04,400
be unhypnotized from the light from

1265
00:44:08,470 --> 00:44:06,800
their lives so i actually got the ironic

1266
00:44:10,950 --> 00:44:08,480
part as i got into hypnosis to help

1267
00:44:13,140 --> 00:44:10,960
people get unhypnotized

1268
00:44:14,390 --> 00:44:13,150
from msm or the mainstream

1269
00:44:16,390 --> 00:44:14,400
[Music]

1270
00:44:17,589 --> 00:44:16,400
dialogue mainstream media baby just call

1271
00:44:19,589 --> 00:44:17,599
it i mean that's it's not just the

1272
00:44:21,270 --> 00:44:19,599
mainstream media too and you know it's

1273
00:44:23,589 --> 00:44:21,280
that and it's also like

1274
00:44:26,069 --> 00:44:23,599
everything in your culture everything

1275
00:44:27,349 --> 00:44:26,079
you've been taught who you are and it's

1276
00:44:29,109 --> 00:44:27,359
like i'm trying to get people back to

1277
00:44:30,870 --> 00:44:29,119
their souls

1278
00:44:32,230 --> 00:44:30,880
but really it's kind of a narcissistic

1279
00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:32,240
plight because i'm doing it because i

1280
00:44:41,190 --> 00:44:34,240
want to get back to my soul

1281
00:44:45,109 --> 00:44:42,150
yeah

1282
00:44:47,030 --> 00:44:45,119
no i i i agree that uh

1283
00:44:49,589 --> 00:44:47,040
what kind of what josh is saying here

1284
00:44:51,430 --> 00:44:49,599
because for me it happened up

1285
00:44:53,910 --> 00:44:51,440
about maybe not even two years ago it

1286
00:44:55,190 --> 00:44:53,920
was again it was it was a couple months

1287
00:44:57,270 --> 00:44:55,200
before everything shut down right like

1288
00:44:59,510 --> 00:44:57,280
the end of 2019 i just kept really

1289
00:45:00,950 --> 00:44:59,520
focusing on this idea of um

1290
00:45:02,710 --> 00:45:00,960
thoughts and where thoughts come from

1291
00:45:03,990 --> 00:45:02,720
because like i don't concentrate very

1292
00:45:05,829 --> 00:45:04,000
well and always was like where are these

1293
00:45:07,190 --> 00:45:05,839
thoughts coming from right and i was

1294
00:45:08,950 --> 00:45:07,200
really just yeah i guess the

1295
00:45:10,550 --> 00:45:08,960
well-empowering that as much as i could

1296
00:45:12,230 --> 00:45:10,560
with a brain that doesn't concentrate

1297
00:45:13,589 --> 00:45:12,240
very well and i was like there has to be

1298
00:45:15,349 --> 00:45:13,599
a reason why this and so i was reading

1299
00:45:16,870 --> 00:45:15,359
into just the ideas of

1300
00:45:18,309 --> 00:45:16,880
what is behind it because for me my

1301
00:45:19,589 --> 00:45:18,319
brother and i we have two very different

1302
00:45:22,069 --> 00:45:19,599
brains we've talked about in our podcast

1303
00:45:23,990 --> 00:45:22,079
before he's very concise he knows what

1304
00:45:25,430 --> 00:45:24,000
he's gonna say nothing comes out of his

1305
00:45:26,950 --> 00:45:25,440
mouth that he doesn't mean or intend to

1306
00:45:28,390 --> 00:45:26,960
come out and for me

1307
00:45:29,750 --> 00:45:28,400
i have literally no idea what i'm gonna

1308
00:45:31,510 --> 00:45:29,760
say before i start talking i've never

1309
00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:31,520
once in my life ever been like i'm gonna

1310
00:45:35,510 --> 00:45:34,000
formulate a sentence and then put it out

1311
00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:35,520
i'd have to write it down because if i

1312
00:45:38,710 --> 00:45:37,119
it just i can't do that i just don't

1313
00:45:40,870 --> 00:45:38,720
function like that and so i always

1314
00:45:41,990 --> 00:45:40,880
wonder like where is that coming from

1315
00:45:43,430 --> 00:45:42,000
and then hitting on what you're talking

1316
00:45:45,510 --> 00:45:43,440
about this idea that

1317
00:45:46,790 --> 00:45:45,520
everything is kind of programming behind

1318
00:45:48,470 --> 00:45:46,800
that and there has to be there's

1319
00:45:50,309 --> 00:45:48,480
something there and you start to dig

1320
00:45:52,069 --> 00:45:50,319
into like the old philosophical ways of

1321
00:45:53,750 --> 00:45:52,079
philosophers that talked about this and

1322
00:45:55,270 --> 00:45:53,760
i started looking at how every

1323
00:45:56,870 --> 00:45:55,280
successful person or motivational

1324
00:45:58,230 --> 00:45:56,880
speaker always dealt with the mind first

1325
00:46:00,069 --> 00:45:58,240
you know you had to change it and

1326
00:46:01,750 --> 00:46:00,079
thinking in your mind before anything

1327
00:46:03,109 --> 00:46:01,760
out here was going to manifest or change

1328
00:46:05,270 --> 00:46:03,119
this reality

1329
00:46:07,030 --> 00:46:05,280
but if you could get in there

1330
00:46:08,069 --> 00:46:07,040
you can change your reality and that's

1331
00:46:10,470 --> 00:46:08,079
where it gets

1332
00:46:11,910 --> 00:46:10,480
to me really exciting i know it's easier

1333
00:46:13,990 --> 00:46:11,920
said than done

1334
00:46:16,470 --> 00:46:14,000
but we have to recognize the idea that

1335
00:46:17,910 --> 00:46:16,480
and again i backtrack it's mainstream my

1336
00:46:19,990 --> 00:46:17,920
media is very broad but it's like you're

1337
00:46:23,109 --> 00:46:20,000
saying all of it it's the music it's the

1338
00:46:24,790 --> 00:46:23,119
it's the television it's yeah it's the

1339
00:46:26,390 --> 00:46:24,800
whole entity that is everything we've

1340
00:46:29,430 --> 00:46:26,400
been taught to be as a human being in

1341
00:46:35,270 --> 00:46:33,430
80 of who you are is tv and music and

1342
00:46:37,030 --> 00:46:35,280
your parents

1343
00:46:39,030 --> 00:46:37,040
right and your friends your friends

1344
00:46:40,470 --> 00:46:39,040
that's you don't you're not you you're

1345
00:46:41,910 --> 00:46:40,480
not you

1346
00:46:43,750 --> 00:46:41,920
because you've been so heavily

1347
00:46:45,270 --> 00:46:43,760
influenced all of us have not just you

1348
00:46:47,910 --> 00:46:45,280
big billy sorry

1349
00:46:49,670 --> 00:46:47,920
you're okay no no

1350
00:46:52,550 --> 00:46:49,680
turn off the noise and look inside

1351
00:46:55,670 --> 00:46:52,560
spooky is exactly my message

1352
00:46:56,950 --> 00:46:55,680
exactly your healing is in here

1353
00:46:58,710 --> 00:46:56,960
right here

1354
00:47:00,710 --> 00:46:58,720
you already got it

1355
00:47:02,550 --> 00:47:00,720
now with people doing past life

1356
00:47:03,589 --> 00:47:02,560
regressions let me just hit on that for

1357
00:47:05,030 --> 00:47:03,599
just a second because you have something

1358
00:47:06,150 --> 00:47:05,040
really exciting guys i had never heard

1359
00:47:07,510 --> 00:47:06,160
of this one before i'd heard of the past

1360
00:47:09,109 --> 00:47:07,520
life regressions i had heard of the idea

1361
00:47:10,710 --> 00:47:09,119
of soul contracts

1362
00:47:13,430 --> 00:47:10,720
but i've never heard of progress i think

1363
00:47:15,750 --> 00:47:13,440
i'm saying it's right is it progression

1364
00:47:16,870 --> 00:47:15,760
which is like just go forward to go

1365
00:47:17,990 --> 00:47:16,880
forward

1366
00:47:19,109 --> 00:47:18,000
yeah we're going to hit on that in a

1367
00:47:20,470 --> 00:47:19,119
second because that to me i'm like

1368
00:47:22,390 --> 00:47:20,480
that's kind of that's kind of exciting

1369
00:47:24,069 --> 00:47:22,400
guys i've never even looked at that but

1370
00:47:25,270 --> 00:47:24,079
the idea of digging into someone's past

1371
00:47:26,870 --> 00:47:25,280
life

1372
00:47:28,630 --> 00:47:26,880
what are the

1373
00:47:30,549 --> 00:47:28,640
pros and cons of that is it just giving

1374
00:47:32,710 --> 00:47:30,559
someone a better understanding or how do

1375
00:47:35,190 --> 00:47:32,720
you approach that i guess so

1376
00:47:37,030 --> 00:47:35,200
past life regression the value of it i

1377
00:47:38,710 --> 00:47:37,040
really found through dolores cannon and

1378
00:47:40,390 --> 00:47:38,720
i think a lot of your followers might

1379
00:47:42,710 --> 00:47:40,400
have heard of her and if they haven't

1380
00:47:45,910 --> 00:47:42,720
please look into her you're gonna love

1381
00:47:48,309 --> 00:47:45,920
it dolores cannon um was one of the

1382
00:47:50,710 --> 00:47:48,319
major major

1383
00:47:51,430 --> 00:47:50,720
uh hypnotherapists of

1384
00:47:53,589 --> 00:47:51,440
or

1385
00:47:56,309 --> 00:47:53,599
regressionist so she's done thousands of

1386
00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:56,319
case wrote over 25 books she did pass

1387
00:48:02,390 --> 00:48:00,000
away in 2015 but she wrote 25 books and

1388
00:48:04,309 --> 00:48:02,400
i might be wrong it might be 23 24 but

1389
00:48:06,390 --> 00:48:04,319
she wrote a good amount of books

1390
00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:06,400
documenting her thousands of past life

1391
00:48:12,150 --> 00:48:08,240
regressions

1392
00:48:13,829 --> 00:48:12,160
and her work is just the way she cared

1393
00:48:16,309 --> 00:48:13,839
about her clients and the way she had

1394
00:48:18,390 --> 00:48:16,319
developed an understanding of if you go

1395
00:48:20,950 --> 00:48:18,400
into a past life

1396
00:48:22,870 --> 00:48:20,960
you can access your soul's history so

1397
00:48:25,270 --> 00:48:22,880
this goes back again to carl young's

1398
00:48:27,829 --> 00:48:25,280
collective unconscious accessing like

1399
00:48:31,430 --> 00:48:27,839
akashic records accessing your soul's

1400
00:48:33,829 --> 00:48:31,440
entire database entire memory um

1401
00:48:36,069 --> 00:48:33,839
and so she was working with that the

1402
00:48:37,910 --> 00:48:36,079
soul of her clients and what have you

1403
00:48:39,910 --> 00:48:37,920
been through and what does it have to do

1404
00:48:41,829 --> 00:48:39,920
with what where you are now

1405
00:48:43,990 --> 00:48:41,839
and then how is it going to affect your

1406
00:48:46,069 --> 00:48:44,000
soul and future lives because when we

1407
00:48:47,670 --> 00:48:46,079
talk about this quantum healing that

1408
00:48:50,470 --> 00:48:47,680
dolores cannon did in past life

1409
00:48:52,390 --> 00:48:50,480
regression work time is not linear in

1410
00:48:54,150 --> 00:48:52,400
the way that our brains usually want to

1411
00:48:56,870 --> 00:48:54,160
compartment compartment we're very

1412
00:48:59,270 --> 00:48:56,880
limited as human beings

1413
00:49:01,270 --> 00:48:59,280
i love dolores yeah so soul contracts

1414
00:49:03,190 --> 00:49:01,280
josh if you know dolores cannon if you

1415
00:49:05,430 --> 00:49:03,200
don't know her i would recommend you

1416
00:49:07,589 --> 00:49:05,440
look her up after this podcast she will

1417
00:49:09,750 --> 00:49:07,599
fascinate you and keep you riveted for

1418
00:49:11,349 --> 00:49:09,760
hours and days and months and years um

1419
00:49:15,349 --> 00:49:11,359
she's amazing

1420
00:49:17,670 --> 00:49:15,359
okay so yeah got me onto laura's door so

1421
00:49:19,510 --> 00:49:17,680
so you're looking at time is not linear

1422
00:49:21,109 --> 00:49:19,520
and you're looking at your soul

1423
00:49:23,510 --> 00:49:21,119
and what it's been through and how it's

1424
00:49:25,510 --> 00:49:23,520
affecting you now in this life because

1425
00:49:26,870 --> 00:49:25,520
what you can do this is like a quantum

1426
00:49:28,950 --> 00:49:26,880
healing thing

1427
00:49:31,190 --> 00:49:28,960
is um give me i want to give you an

1428
00:49:33,510 --> 00:49:31,200
example so let's say somebody's very

1429
00:49:35,190 --> 00:49:33,520
overweight in this lifetime they just

1430
00:49:36,710 --> 00:49:35,200
eat and and they're like well i don't

1431
00:49:38,549 --> 00:49:36,720
know why i do what i just do and there's

1432
00:49:40,549 --> 00:49:38,559
there seems to be no reason no

1433
00:49:41,589 --> 00:49:40,559
reasonable reason in this particular

1434
00:49:43,589 --> 00:49:41,599
lifetime

1435
00:49:44,950 --> 00:49:43,599
so as a hypnotherapist you might work

1436
00:49:46,549 --> 00:49:44,960
through that and go through their

1437
00:49:48,150 --> 00:49:46,559
current life does something happen in

1438
00:49:51,030 --> 00:49:48,160
childhood is there a reason they're

1439
00:49:52,790 --> 00:49:51,040
they're overeating it's an anxiety or a

1440
00:49:54,950 --> 00:49:52,800
comfort thing or a protection thing

1441
00:49:57,190 --> 00:49:54,960
what's going on and if there seems to be

1442
00:50:00,710 --> 00:49:57,200
no reason sometimes the reason is

1443
00:50:02,870 --> 00:50:00,720
actually in a past life meaning

1444
00:50:05,430 --> 00:50:02,880
they overeat in this life because one

1445
00:50:07,430 --> 00:50:05,440
client i had she was uh very very very

1446
00:50:08,950 --> 00:50:07,440
attractive in our last life

1447
00:50:11,190 --> 00:50:08,960
and our boyfriend killed her murdered

1448
00:50:13,829 --> 00:50:11,200
her because he was very jealous so in

1449
00:50:16,150 --> 00:50:13,839
this life she is like i'm gonna protect

1450
00:50:18,870 --> 00:50:16,160
my body from ever being super attractive

1451
00:50:23,910 --> 00:50:18,880
because super attractive equals danger

1452
00:50:28,230 --> 00:50:25,750
so sometimes these sometimes it's like

1453
00:50:30,630 --> 00:50:28,240
um like you're the way you died in a

1454
00:50:32,390 --> 00:50:30,640
past life so i always have throat issues

1455
00:50:34,630 --> 00:50:32,400
my whole life i've had throat issues

1456
00:50:37,430 --> 00:50:34,640
like throat chakra issues

1457
00:50:39,190 --> 00:50:37,440
and i've like this weird this giant

1458
00:50:41,190 --> 00:50:39,200
weird like birth mark on my neck and

1459
00:50:42,870 --> 00:50:41,200
everything so i did a passive aggression

1460
00:50:45,270 --> 00:50:42,880
and i actually died

1461
00:50:46,870 --> 00:50:45,280
as a native american boy i tell this

1462
00:50:48,630 --> 00:50:46,880
story in some of my youtube videos i

1463
00:50:51,270 --> 00:50:48,640
died i was shot by an arrow right here

1464
00:50:52,470 --> 00:50:51,280
in my throat and i in this past life

1465
00:50:54,150 --> 00:50:52,480
regression i don't want to freak out

1466
00:50:55,990 --> 00:50:54,160
your listeners but i actually i want you

1467
00:50:57,670 --> 00:50:56,000
to know that i have such a greater

1468
00:50:59,750 --> 00:50:57,680
understanding of death

1469
00:51:02,390 --> 00:50:59,760
and a really great respect for the

1470
00:51:04,230 --> 00:51:02,400
process of liv of being born and then

1471
00:51:06,150 --> 00:51:04,240
being deceased and like that whole

1472
00:51:08,549 --> 00:51:06,160
process of coming into a body and then

1473
00:51:10,069 --> 00:51:08,559
leaving the body because in past life

1474
00:51:11,270 --> 00:51:10,079
aggression sometimes you do go through a

1475
00:51:13,430 --> 00:51:11,280
death

1476
00:51:16,150 --> 00:51:13,440
dolores cannon did that a lot so i'm

1477
00:51:18,549 --> 00:51:16,160
trained in her modality and

1478
00:51:22,470 --> 00:51:18,559
when i was shot by an arrow

1479
00:51:25,510 --> 00:51:22,480
in under hypnosis i was i mean i i went

1480
00:51:28,470 --> 00:51:25,520
in i there was blood i could see feel it

1481
00:51:31,030 --> 00:51:28,480
taste it um wow and then all of a sudden

1482
00:51:32,790 --> 00:51:31,040
i got really tired like the most tired

1483
00:51:34,470 --> 00:51:32,800
i've ever felt in my life and i was like

1484
00:51:35,349 --> 00:51:34,480
i just want to sleep i just want to go

1485
00:51:37,190 --> 00:51:35,359
to bed

1486
00:51:39,109 --> 00:51:37,200
and you just your physical body doesn't

1487
00:51:41,109 --> 00:51:39,119
wake up from that sleep and then what

1488
00:51:42,870 --> 00:51:41,119
happened was next was my consciousness

1489
00:51:45,670 --> 00:51:42,880
brought me into a state where i believe

1490
00:51:46,870 --> 00:51:45,680
i went back to god meaning if i can

1491
00:51:49,190 --> 00:51:46,880
describe this

1492
00:51:51,109 --> 00:51:49,200
it felt like um you know like a love the

1493
00:51:53,030 --> 00:51:51,119
lamp how it's like this weird gelatinous

1494
00:51:55,670 --> 00:51:53,040
that's kind of oozing back and forth but

1495
00:51:57,910 --> 00:51:55,680
it's really slow and but it's pulling

1496
00:52:01,030 --> 00:51:57,920
so i felt this weird magnetic pull and

1497
00:52:02,549 --> 00:52:01,040
it felt like i was like like god source

1498
00:52:04,549 --> 00:52:02,559
was a giant

1499
00:52:07,430 --> 00:52:04,559
lava

1500
00:52:09,270 --> 00:52:07,440
but stuff

1501
00:52:11,190 --> 00:52:09,280
um whatever that's called lava let's

1502
00:52:12,790 --> 00:52:11,200
call it i know magma is like from the

1503
00:52:15,349 --> 00:52:12,800
regular one but i don't i don't know

1504
00:52:16,710 --> 00:52:15,359
what we're gonna call it

1505
00:52:17,990 --> 00:52:16,720
like yeah we're running with the now

1506
00:52:21,829 --> 00:52:18,000
right

1507
00:52:24,230 --> 00:52:21,839
white you could ever imagine your life

1508
00:52:25,829 --> 00:52:24,240
and it was pulling

1509
00:52:28,950 --> 00:52:25,839
me into it

1510
00:52:31,750 --> 00:52:28,960
and it felt so like i was going home

1511
00:52:32,390 --> 00:52:31,760
so i've experienced what i understand to

1512
00:52:35,030 --> 00:52:32,400
be

1513
00:52:37,349 --> 00:52:35,040
one variation of death and i understood

1514
00:52:39,670 --> 00:52:37,359
that by dying as an 11 year old boy by

1515
00:52:41,270 --> 00:52:39,680
an arrow to my throat that like

1516
00:52:42,950 --> 00:52:41,280
i'm still dealing with that in this life

1517
00:52:45,750 --> 00:52:42,960
i've had tonsillitis i got strep throat

1518
00:52:48,470 --> 00:52:45,760
11 times in one year when i was 11 years

1519
00:52:50,230 --> 00:52:48,480
old in this life now the day the year i

1520
00:52:51,990 --> 00:52:50,240
mean the age i died

1521
00:52:53,910 --> 00:52:52,000
as a native american boy in this life

1522
00:52:57,190 --> 00:52:53,920
now when i was 11 the same age that that

1523
00:52:59,190 --> 00:52:57,200
boy died i got strep throat 11 times in

1524
00:53:01,030 --> 00:52:59,200
three months so

1525
00:53:03,190 --> 00:53:01,040
and i have that tonsillitis i'd have my

1526
00:53:05,030 --> 00:53:03,200
tonsils removed i've had a lot of issues

1527
00:53:06,470 --> 00:53:05,040
with my throat so that's the point is

1528
00:53:08,630 --> 00:53:06,480
like you asked what is the what is the

1529
00:53:10,150 --> 00:53:08,640
point of it it actually once i did that

1530
00:53:11,990 --> 00:53:10,160
past life regression all my throat

1531
00:53:14,309 --> 00:53:12,000
issues went away

1532
00:53:16,309 --> 00:53:14,319
so through visiting those past lives and

1533
00:53:18,470 --> 00:53:16,319
through kind of like revisiting that

1534
00:53:21,109 --> 00:53:18,480
experience that memory

1535
00:53:23,750 --> 00:53:21,119
you actually get to heal it

1536
00:53:26,150 --> 00:53:23,760
and then through time as time isn't

1537
00:53:27,589 --> 00:53:26,160
linear through time and space it

1538
00:53:30,230 --> 00:53:27,599
actually gets healed in this current

1539
00:53:32,470 --> 00:53:30,240
life does that make sense so no yeah i

1540
00:53:34,549 --> 00:53:32,480
love doing this visiting the past life

1541
00:53:36,710 --> 00:53:34,559
yeah delores talks about that a lot it's

1542
00:53:40,710 --> 00:53:36,720
through visiting that past life that you

1543
00:53:42,870 --> 00:53:40,720
get to understand and heal from it

1544
00:53:44,630 --> 00:53:42,880
i'm hoping this makes sense to people

1545
00:53:46,150 --> 00:53:44,640
yeah hey and everybody's at a different

1546
00:53:48,630 --> 00:53:46,160
time i mean i think we can all relate to

1547
00:53:50,390 --> 00:53:48,640
this i've heard things

1548
00:53:52,309 --> 00:53:50,400
i heard things even six months ago that

1549
00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:52,319
i was shaking my head at i mean i will

1550
00:53:56,870 --> 00:53:54,480
always respectfully go into any

1551
00:53:58,950 --> 00:53:56,880
conversation and try to you can see i

1552
00:54:02,150 --> 00:53:58,960
could shake my head at you you said yeah

1553
00:54:04,950 --> 00:54:03,910
your head

1554
00:54:06,790 --> 00:54:04,960
listen

1555
00:54:07,829 --> 00:54:06,800
i always tell people you know people do

1556
00:54:09,510 --> 00:54:07,839
it's meal

1557
00:54:10,710 --> 00:54:09,520
all the time i'm in idaho shake their

1558
00:54:12,710 --> 00:54:10,720
head at me all the time i'm like that's

1559
00:54:13,589 --> 00:54:12,720
fine i don't care that's where you're at

1560
00:54:14,870 --> 00:54:13,599
yeah

1561
00:54:18,069 --> 00:54:14,880
well and that's the thing for me is like

1562
00:54:20,150 --> 00:54:18,079
i i look at that is

1563
00:54:22,069 --> 00:54:20,160
yeah who is it was it galileo that said

1564
00:54:23,910 --> 00:54:22,079
that the sign of intelligence is a

1565
00:54:25,190 --> 00:54:23,920
person that can have a detailed

1566
00:54:26,790 --> 00:54:25,200
conversation or

1567
00:54:28,870 --> 00:54:26,800
immerse themselves in a conversation

1568
00:54:30,309 --> 00:54:28,880
that they don't even believe in and i've

1569
00:54:31,349 --> 00:54:30,319
always tried to encapsulate that i've

1570
00:54:33,750 --> 00:54:31,359
always tried to

1571
00:54:35,910 --> 00:54:33,760
no matter what have the conversation and

1572
00:54:37,430 --> 00:54:35,920
be respectful of the person to give

1573
00:54:38,870 --> 00:54:37,440
their position because first of all if

1574
00:54:40,470 --> 00:54:38,880
you can't allow a person to explain

1575
00:54:42,069 --> 00:54:40,480
their position even if you have the

1576
00:54:43,190 --> 00:54:42,079
answer for them you're not gonna know

1577
00:54:45,190 --> 00:54:43,200
where they're coming from so how are you

1578
00:54:46,470 --> 00:54:45,200
ever gonna try and help them and then

1579
00:54:48,470 --> 00:54:46,480
secondly

1580
00:54:49,670 --> 00:54:48,480
who are we to think we've figured it all

1581
00:54:50,950 --> 00:54:49,680
out you're either gonna do two one or

1582
00:54:53,430 --> 00:54:50,960
two things you're either gonna reinforce

1583
00:54:54,630 --> 00:54:53,440
your current position and belief system

1584
00:54:55,589 --> 00:54:54,640
or you're going to learn something new

1585
00:54:57,349 --> 00:54:55,599
and grow

1586
00:54:59,030 --> 00:54:57,359
so i mean to me

1587
00:55:00,309 --> 00:54:59,040
you're kind of in a win-win situation

1588
00:55:01,510 --> 00:55:00,319
it's only like two things there's only

1589
00:55:03,270 --> 00:55:01,520
two subjects you never think of that

1590
00:55:04,549 --> 00:55:03,280
i've always said i won't i won't sit

1591
00:55:05,750 --> 00:55:04,559
there and try to get on board and see

1592
00:55:06,870 --> 00:55:05,760
where you're coming from and they're

1593
00:55:08,950 --> 00:55:06,880
pretty heinous things they're like

1594
00:55:09,910 --> 00:55:08,960
heinous crimes that we all agree are

1595
00:55:12,230 --> 00:55:09,920
deeply

1596
00:55:13,670 --> 00:55:12,240
wrong so other than that anybody can

1597
00:55:16,150 --> 00:55:13,680
come in with anything we've had we had

1598
00:55:18,230 --> 00:55:16,160
somebody not long ago a jim bim came out

1599
00:55:19,910 --> 00:55:18,240
and told us he can go invisible

1600
00:55:21,750 --> 00:55:19,920
i that's a big that's a big one i've

1601
00:55:23,990 --> 00:55:21,760
never heard that before

1602
00:55:25,990 --> 00:55:24,000
it's a big one but we talked about it

1603
00:55:27,670 --> 00:55:26,000
and we let him express

1604
00:55:28,710 --> 00:55:27,680
how this works for him and but for me

1605
00:55:31,510 --> 00:55:28,720
like i said

1606
00:55:32,789 --> 00:55:31,520
who knows i'm not him and maybe in two

1607
00:55:35,030 --> 00:55:32,799
years all of a sudden i'm gonna come on

1608
00:55:36,470 --> 00:55:35,040
and go guess what guys jim bim was right

1609
00:55:37,829 --> 00:55:36,480
you can totally go invisible i don't

1610
00:55:38,950 --> 00:55:37,839
know so i think it's amazing you're

1611
00:55:40,789 --> 00:55:38,960
expressing this stuff because even if

1612
00:55:42,789 --> 00:55:40,799
someone doesn't agree with it now i

1613
00:55:44,789 --> 00:55:42,799
always try to go back every

1614
00:55:45,750 --> 00:55:44,799
like year or so and check out stuff i've

1615
00:55:47,030 --> 00:55:45,760
checked out before that didn't really

1616
00:55:49,670 --> 00:55:47,040
resonate with me and see if something's

1617
00:55:52,069 --> 00:55:49,680
changed it's incremental and it's it's

1618
00:55:54,470 --> 00:55:52,079
like um it's like you're a baby and you

1619
00:55:55,270 --> 00:55:54,480
can't just have a steak dinner when

1620
00:56:01,030 --> 00:55:55,280
you're

1621
00:56:02,789 --> 00:56:01,040
slowly digest these things over time ten

1622
00:56:05,670 --> 00:56:02,799
years ago i would think that past life

1623
00:56:07,109 --> 00:56:05,680
regression was a crock a total crock so

1624
00:56:09,589 --> 00:56:07,119
anyone who thinks is a croc i'm like

1625
00:56:12,230 --> 00:56:09,599
that's fine i mind your own mountain

1626
00:56:14,789 --> 00:56:12,240
meaning mind your own path like you're

1627
00:56:16,230 --> 00:56:14,799
on your own they're on theirs don't tell

1628
00:56:18,230 --> 00:56:16,240
them what to do don't tell them to walk

1629
00:56:20,230 --> 00:56:18,240
with you you don't need to force anybody

1630
00:56:22,230 --> 00:56:20,240
to walk the same path as you let them be

1631
00:56:23,190 --> 00:56:22,240
where they are

1632
00:56:25,750 --> 00:56:23,200
yeah

1633
00:56:29,430 --> 00:56:25,760
by the way uh christina carlson i'm uh

1634
00:56:30,870 --> 00:56:29,440
i'm married just so you know that's uh

1635
00:56:35,750 --> 00:56:30,880
i'm just kidding that's actually my wife

1636
00:56:38,309 --> 00:56:37,109
i've seen i've had worse than that hey

1637
00:56:39,670 --> 00:56:38,319
what's up babe how's it going hopefully

1638
00:56:41,270 --> 00:56:39,680
the kids are asleep for us we'll see

1639
00:56:42,549 --> 00:56:41,280
what's going on up there

1640
00:56:44,309 --> 00:56:42,559
um

1641
00:56:45,990 --> 00:56:44,319
yeah i you know one thing i'd love to

1642
00:56:47,349 --> 00:56:46,000
hit on a little bit too because you've

1643
00:56:49,270 --> 00:56:47,359
done a beautiful job at explaining at

1644
00:56:50,710 --> 00:56:49,280
least trying right there's years and

1645
00:56:51,910 --> 00:56:50,720
years this research and i always find it

1646
00:56:54,309 --> 00:56:51,920
so interesting that someone's like well

1647
00:56:55,750 --> 00:56:54,319
explain that in 10 minutes and it's like

1648
00:56:57,750 --> 00:56:55,760
sure here we go here are the bullet

1649
00:56:59,829 --> 00:56:57,760
points

1650
00:57:00,630 --> 00:56:59,839
there's a lot of nuance you know there

1651
00:57:03,030 --> 00:57:00,640
is

1652
00:57:04,150 --> 00:57:03,040
but let's deal with the idea because i

1653
00:57:05,510 --> 00:57:04,160
know you don't have a whole lot of time

1654
00:57:07,829 --> 00:57:05,520
here and i'm already actually at my max

1655
00:57:10,470 --> 00:57:07,839
with you so i would love to to hit on

1656
00:57:11,990 --> 00:57:10,480
the the progression at least um yeah and

1657
00:57:14,309 --> 00:57:12,000
explain that because i have never really

1658
00:57:17,270 --> 00:57:14,319
looked into this ever okay

1659
00:57:19,510 --> 00:57:17,280
yes progressions um

1660
00:57:21,030 --> 00:57:19,520
i didn't know they were a thing dolores

1661
00:57:22,309 --> 00:57:21,040
alludes to them in some of her books so

1662
00:57:26,470 --> 00:57:22,319
i just want to circle back to that for a

1663
00:57:28,390 --> 00:57:26,480
second but when i had my own um qhht

1664
00:57:29,270 --> 00:57:28,400
session which is a dolores cannon

1665
00:57:32,470 --> 00:57:29,280
session

1666
00:57:35,030 --> 00:57:32,480
with a practitioner in massachusetts

1667
00:57:36,870 --> 00:57:35,040
she actually took me into a future i

1668
00:57:39,109 --> 00:57:36,880
thought it was my life now in the future

1669
00:57:41,829 --> 00:57:39,119
of my life now but i now i think it was

1670
00:57:43,990 --> 00:57:41,839
a future life that i'm gonna live

1671
00:57:45,990 --> 00:57:44,000
um these can happen by this has happened

1672
00:57:47,750 --> 00:57:46,000
by accident to me many times where i've

1673
00:57:49,910 --> 00:57:47,760
been working with a client and they

1674
00:57:51,030 --> 00:57:49,920
accidentally go into the future

1675
00:57:52,950 --> 00:57:51,040
um

1676
00:57:54,630 --> 00:57:52,960
one client i'll go back to my story but

1677
00:57:56,230 --> 00:57:54,640
one client i had one time it surprised

1678
00:57:58,710 --> 00:57:56,240
me she actually slipped into a future

1679
00:58:00,950 --> 00:57:58,720
where she was in japan and she was a man

1680
00:58:02,390 --> 00:58:00,960
in japan and it was like they had just

1681
00:58:04,870 --> 00:58:02,400
had a war

1682
00:58:07,190 --> 00:58:04,880
and she worked for some software company

1683
00:58:09,030 --> 00:58:07,200
and it was very i was thinking it was

1684
00:58:11,349 --> 00:58:09,040
the past because it was japan after a

1685
00:58:14,390 --> 00:58:11,359
war so i'm thinking hiroshima or

1686
00:58:16,150 --> 00:58:14,400
nagasaki no it was the future because of

1687
00:58:17,750 --> 00:58:16,160
the technology that she was witnessing

1688
00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:17,760
and when she came out of trance she was

1689
00:58:21,030 --> 00:58:19,680
like writing down and drawing what she

1690
00:58:23,109 --> 00:58:21,040
saw and i was like i we didn't

1691
00:58:24,710 --> 00:58:23,119
understand what we didn't understand it

1692
00:58:26,710 --> 00:58:24,720
was weird technology

1693
00:58:27,430 --> 00:58:26,720
i had a progression where

1694
00:58:28,789 --> 00:58:27,440
um

1695
00:58:30,710 --> 00:58:28,799
a person like i had said in

1696
00:58:32,309 --> 00:58:30,720
massachusetts had taken me

1697
00:58:34,870 --> 00:58:32,319
she was trying to do a past life and i

1698
00:58:36,710 --> 00:58:34,880
went to the future and i saw myself

1699
00:58:38,950 --> 00:58:36,720
living in some kind of weird community

1700
00:58:41,510 --> 00:58:38,960
dwelling community

1701
00:58:43,750 --> 00:58:41,520
uh in the desert of wall tents and stuff

1702
00:58:45,910 --> 00:58:43,760
it was very strange um and i had a

1703
00:58:47,670 --> 00:58:45,920
different body almost almost alien it

1704
00:58:50,069 --> 00:58:47,680
was like a hybrid body it was like i was

1705
00:58:51,829 --> 00:58:50,079
a human but i also was very tall like

1706
00:58:52,870 --> 00:58:51,839
unnaturally tall

1707
00:58:54,390 --> 00:58:52,880
and my

1708
00:58:56,150 --> 00:58:54,400
laying my limbs my fingers and

1709
00:58:57,430 --> 00:58:56,160
everything were very long and it was

1710
00:59:00,150 --> 00:58:57,440
just a strange body but it was

1711
00:59:01,990 --> 00:59:00,160
interesting it was human but it wasn't

1712
00:59:03,270 --> 00:59:02,000
um it was different

1713
00:59:05,670 --> 00:59:03,280
so this is the cool story i think your

1714
00:59:08,230 --> 00:59:05,680
listeners will really like is another

1715
00:59:10,390 --> 00:59:08,240
girl that i had worked with

1716
00:59:12,150 --> 00:59:10,400
accidentally we were doing past life

1717
00:59:13,829 --> 00:59:12,160
regression accidentally we were in a

1718
00:59:15,190 --> 00:59:13,839
progression which means the future in

1719
00:59:18,470 --> 00:59:15,200
her current life

1720
00:59:21,030 --> 00:59:18,480
she um was having a

1721
00:59:22,230 --> 00:59:21,040
dispute with her wife who she is married

1722
00:59:24,789 --> 00:59:22,240
to now

1723
00:59:26,789 --> 00:59:24,799
they were having a fight and then it

1724
00:59:28,950 --> 00:59:26,799
progressed further into that evening of

1725
00:59:30,069 --> 00:59:28,960
the fight

1726
00:59:36,789 --> 00:59:30,079
and

1727
00:59:38,230 --> 00:59:36,799
knew the area it was in concord new

1728
00:59:40,150 --> 00:59:38,240
hampshire and she doesn't live there but

1729
00:59:42,390 --> 00:59:40,160
she knew the area and she's like i'm

1730
00:59:43,829 --> 00:59:42,400
driving i'm driving my car and she and

1731
00:59:46,309 --> 00:59:43,839
then all of a sudden

1732
00:59:49,349 --> 00:59:46,319
there's a blackout and when she open and

1733
00:59:51,270 --> 00:59:49,359
when she re-rip when she comes back too

1734
00:59:52,950 --> 00:59:51,280
in this progression she's standing in

1735
00:59:55,750 --> 00:59:52,960
front of her car looking up at the sky a

1736
00:59:58,710 --> 00:59:55,760
ufo leaving

1737
01:00:00,950 --> 00:59:58,720
so she's and she's a ufo believer she's

1738
01:00:02,789 --> 01:00:00,960
a paranormal investigator i know back in

1739
01:00:04,789 --> 01:00:02,799
manchester new hampshire and when we did

1740
01:00:06,950 --> 01:00:04,799
this pro progression which was an

1741
01:00:08,870 --> 01:00:06,960
accidental progression i rarely do them

1742
01:00:09,910 --> 01:00:08,880
on purpose okay

1743
01:00:12,549 --> 01:00:09,920
if ever

1744
01:00:14,390 --> 01:00:12,559
um because the future isn't what's

1745
01:00:17,030 --> 01:00:14,400
always what we need but anyways yeah she

1746
01:00:18,470 --> 01:00:17,040
was standing before a ufo leaving her

1747
01:00:20,710 --> 01:00:18,480
and she's standing in front of her car

1748
01:00:22,549 --> 01:00:20,720
watching a ufo leave

1749
01:00:24,390 --> 01:00:22,559
and so we were trying to figure out we

1750
01:00:25,750 --> 01:00:24,400
went we spent about an hour on that

1751
01:00:31,190 --> 01:00:25,760
particular

1752
01:00:35,030 --> 01:00:33,349
how does one really process that you

1753
01:00:36,309 --> 01:00:35,040
know sunset kind of brings up an

1754
01:00:38,470 --> 01:00:36,319
interesting point here which is could be

1755
01:00:40,309 --> 01:00:38,480
remote viewing by accident and we've

1756
01:00:41,910 --> 01:00:40,319
seen even cia documents i have one on my

1757
01:00:43,109 --> 01:00:41,920
phone i've hit on this several times it

1758
01:00:44,950 --> 01:00:43,119
talks about

1759
01:00:46,069 --> 01:00:44,960
them remote viewing

1760
01:00:47,510 --> 01:00:46,079
i want to say i can't remember millions

1761
01:00:49,430 --> 01:00:47,520
of years in the past on mars it was not

1762
01:00:50,710 --> 01:00:49,440
the past might seem different but

1763
01:00:52,950 --> 01:00:50,720
again if we're coming back to the idea

1764
01:00:54,470 --> 01:00:52,960
that time is not linear

1765
01:00:56,150 --> 01:00:54,480
it's kind of just an illusion at this

1766
01:00:58,630 --> 01:00:56,160
point you know what i mean like it's a

1767
01:00:59,910 --> 01:00:58,640
very nothing else is it's a universal

1768
01:01:01,750 --> 01:00:59,920
non-ending

1769
01:01:02,630 --> 01:01:01,760
uh source of some sort

1770
01:01:04,549 --> 01:01:02,640
and

1771
01:01:06,309 --> 01:01:04,559
it's just the way that we process i

1772
01:01:08,390 --> 01:01:06,319
remember that broke my mind when i was a

1773
01:01:10,069 --> 01:01:08,400
kid again being really raised in a

1774
01:01:11,190 --> 01:01:10,079
really religious home i had a moment

1775
01:01:12,390 --> 01:01:11,200
where it was like

1776
01:01:15,430 --> 01:01:12,400
i was probably

1777
01:01:17,430 --> 01:01:15,440
10 9 or 10 and we would do bible study

1778
01:01:18,710 --> 01:01:17,440
at the house and dad was reading the

1779
01:01:20,549 --> 01:01:18,720
spot talking about how like in the

1780
01:01:22,870 --> 01:01:20,559
beginning was god and god what the word

1781
01:01:24,470 --> 01:01:22,880
was with god and how god there was no

1782
01:01:26,710 --> 01:01:24,480
beginning and no end

1783
01:01:28,630 --> 01:01:26,720
and it just it couldn't it like legit

1784
01:01:29,910 --> 01:01:28,640
made me go pale like trying to think

1785
01:01:32,150 --> 01:01:29,920
about this for a while because i was

1786
01:01:33,430 --> 01:01:32,160
like it did register right like we're

1787
01:01:34,630 --> 01:01:33,440
just everything for us has always been

1788
01:01:36,470 --> 01:01:34,640
taught is

1789
01:01:38,470 --> 01:01:36,480
the beginning

1790
01:01:40,630 --> 01:01:38,480
right and now

1791
01:01:42,390 --> 01:01:40,640
i love the fact that i don't understand

1792
01:01:44,390 --> 01:01:42,400
it right like i'm okay with that i'm

1793
01:01:45,910 --> 01:01:44,400
just enjoying the journey at this point

1794
01:01:48,230 --> 01:01:45,920
but at that ten-year-old stage it was

1795
01:01:50,789 --> 01:01:48,240
like how can something not be that never

1796
01:01:52,710 --> 01:01:50,799
was and never will be and will never end

1797
01:01:54,230 --> 01:01:52,720
you know it really really could not get

1798
01:01:56,309 --> 01:01:54,240
my mind around it and at a certain point

1799
01:01:58,950 --> 01:01:56,319
i think you just have to say it is what

1800
01:02:00,470 --> 01:01:58,960
it is and just just enjoy it i mean

1801
01:02:02,309 --> 01:02:00,480
that's i mean everybody do their own

1802
01:02:03,430 --> 01:02:02,319
thing but for me that's more where i'm

1803
01:02:04,390 --> 01:02:03,440
at i'm definitely starting to realize

1804
01:02:05,270 --> 01:02:04,400
that

1805
01:02:07,109 --> 01:02:05,280
this

1806
01:02:08,710 --> 01:02:07,119
life that i viewed that i thought i had

1807
01:02:10,950 --> 01:02:08,720
figured out or thought we knew how

1808
01:02:12,710 --> 01:02:10,960
things were it's it's not

1809
01:02:15,990 --> 01:02:12,720
maybe the case and that's kind of a

1810
01:02:19,190 --> 01:02:17,190
i don't know what your thoughts on that

1811
01:02:21,829 --> 01:02:19,200
might be compared to we don't really

1812
01:02:22,950 --> 01:02:21,839
understand it

1813
01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:22,960
yeah

1814
01:02:27,270 --> 01:02:24,000
now

1815
01:02:28,710 --> 01:02:27,280
no and and it's a good point

1816
01:02:30,069 --> 01:02:28,720
also say go ahead it might sometimes it

1817
01:02:31,270 --> 01:02:30,079
glitches out for a second and we'll get

1818
01:02:34,549 --> 01:02:31,280
lost in time but you go ahead and tell

1819
01:02:36,470 --> 01:02:34,559
me what you're going to say

1820
01:02:38,150 --> 01:02:36,480
i was just gonna respond and say that

1821
01:02:40,710 --> 01:02:38,160
you're absolutely right we don't really

1822
01:02:43,349 --> 01:02:40,720
understand time and space i mean we can

1823
01:02:45,750 --> 01:02:43,359
look to the teachings of let's say

1824
01:02:47,270 --> 01:02:45,760
physicists like albert einstein we can

1825
01:02:48,870 --> 01:02:47,280
look at stephen hawking's writings i

1826
01:02:50,150 --> 01:02:48,880
used to read those all the time i used

1827
01:02:51,029 --> 01:02:50,160
to read their books

1828
01:02:52,549 --> 01:02:51,039
um

1829
01:02:55,510 --> 01:02:52,559
who's the other guy i'm going to say

1830
01:02:56,789 --> 01:02:55,520
this wrong neil degrasse tyson oh yeah i

1831
01:02:58,789 --> 01:02:56,799
know you did way better than i did with

1832
01:03:01,430 --> 01:02:58,799
your last name so you're already winning

1833
01:03:03,270 --> 01:03:01,440
neil degrasse and yeah yeah so so if you

1834
01:03:04,950 --> 01:03:03,280
if you read like what astrophysicists

1835
01:03:06,789 --> 01:03:04,960
are working on

1836
01:03:08,710 --> 01:03:06,799
uh stephen hawkings does have a book

1837
01:03:09,670 --> 01:03:08,720
that's like for the more

1838
01:03:12,470 --> 01:03:09,680
um

1839
01:03:14,230 --> 01:03:12,480
like the everyday mind right so i like

1840
01:03:15,750 --> 01:03:14,240
if you read their texts and if you look

1841
01:03:19,029 --> 01:03:15,760
at carl young and stuff like that you

1842
01:03:20,470 --> 01:03:19,039
can start to piece together this idea of

1843
01:03:22,309 --> 01:03:20,480
like

1844
01:03:24,230 --> 01:03:22,319
there's more to this world than what

1845
01:03:26,069 --> 01:03:24,240
we're actually seeing in viewing and

1846
01:03:28,870 --> 01:03:26,079
we're just scratching the surface and

1847
01:03:30,870 --> 01:03:28,880
just again be open-minded because

1848
01:03:32,950 --> 01:03:30,880
we don't really have all the pieces to

1849
01:03:33,990 --> 01:03:32,960
this puzzle and we're trying to fill

1850
01:03:35,270 --> 01:03:34,000
that we're trying to fill all those

1851
01:03:36,309 --> 01:03:35,280
holes in

1852
01:03:38,630 --> 01:03:36,319
um

1853
01:03:41,589 --> 01:03:38,640
i'm just reading josh's comments yeah

1854
01:03:43,430 --> 01:03:41,599
very intriguing stuff yeah so i mean

1855
01:03:45,270 --> 01:03:43,440
yeah i'm following here and

1856
01:03:46,870 --> 01:03:45,280
understanding infinity

1857
01:03:48,470 --> 01:03:46,880
like as a child

1858
01:03:50,549 --> 01:03:48,480
just blows your mind

1859
01:03:53,990 --> 01:03:50,559
trying to understand infinity the fact

1860
01:03:55,910 --> 01:03:54,000
that the universe is ever expanding and

1861
01:03:57,589 --> 01:03:55,920
that there was existence before the big

1862
01:03:59,750 --> 01:03:57,599
bang i mean these things are these

1863
01:04:01,670 --> 01:03:59,760
things are wild these things are wild

1864
01:04:04,870 --> 01:04:01,680
and they're very difficult for our human

1865
01:04:07,589 --> 01:04:04,880
mind to comprehend and dolores cannon

1866
01:04:09,670 --> 01:04:07,599
was a big proponent that human beings

1867
01:04:11,990 --> 01:04:09,680
you and i were actually hybrids from

1868
01:04:14,630 --> 01:04:12,000
aliens we were we were chimps and then

1869
01:04:16,150 --> 01:04:14,640
we are an experiment um that is being

1870
01:04:17,750 --> 01:04:16,160
monitored and we're still being

1871
01:04:19,990 --> 01:04:17,760
monitored and that's why abductions

1872
01:04:22,230 --> 01:04:20,000
occur dolores cannon was big on that she

1873
01:04:25,349 --> 01:04:22,240
worked with a lot of like is it mufo

1874
01:04:27,190 --> 01:04:25,359
mufo um

1875
01:04:29,670 --> 01:04:27,200
am i saying that right i'm so sorry if

1876
01:04:31,589 --> 01:04:29,680
i'm not um she worked with ufo

1877
01:04:32,870 --> 01:04:31,599
organizations and she was oh move on

1878
01:04:35,109 --> 01:04:32,880
yeah yeah

1879
01:04:37,349 --> 01:04:35,119
mufon thank you she worked with a lot of

1880
01:04:39,670 --> 01:04:37,359
alien abductions and she was very close

1881
01:04:42,710 --> 01:04:39,680
with those groups in the 90s in the 90s

1882
01:04:45,109 --> 01:04:42,720
and early 2000s and she did a lot of

1883
01:04:47,829 --> 01:04:45,119
alien abductions and she did a lot of

1884
01:04:49,029 --> 01:04:47,839
work with people who were abducted or

1885
01:04:50,950 --> 01:04:49,039
might have had spirit guys that were

1886
01:04:52,630 --> 01:04:50,960
aliens

1887
01:04:54,549 --> 01:04:52,640
i would love to hit on that for a second

1888
01:04:56,390 --> 01:04:54,559
too um

1889
01:04:58,069 --> 01:04:56,400
and i know we're shifting back to

1890
01:05:00,950 --> 01:04:58,079
childhood a little bit but i think it's

1891
01:05:02,630 --> 01:05:00,960
so important sometimes i feel

1892
01:05:03,990 --> 01:05:02,640
that a lot of us had experiences when we

1893
01:05:06,870 --> 01:05:04,000
were kids

1894
01:05:09,190 --> 01:05:06,880
that we've either chalked up as

1895
01:05:10,710 --> 01:05:09,200
misunderstood or

1896
01:05:11,990 --> 01:05:10,720
maybe we just had a big imagination

1897
01:05:13,990 --> 01:05:12,000
whatever it might have been we've kind

1898
01:05:15,750 --> 01:05:14,000
of rationalized it over the years

1899
01:05:17,990 --> 01:05:15,760
and i do remember i mean besides and

1900
01:05:19,589 --> 01:05:18,000
i've i've only briefly like hinted at

1901
01:05:20,470 --> 01:05:19,599
with like well i have to one time going

1902
01:05:22,150 --> 01:05:20,480
with ben and joe and talk about

1903
01:05:24,230 --> 01:05:22,160
everything but i definitely had some

1904
01:05:27,349 --> 01:05:24,240
stuff that happened that i recognized

1905
01:05:29,270 --> 01:05:27,359
either as it was a real experience or or

1906
01:05:30,630 --> 01:05:29,280
something traumatic because you can have

1907
01:05:32,710 --> 01:05:30,640
traumatic things happen from just other

1908
01:05:34,710 --> 01:05:32,720
people in this earth happened when i was

1909
01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:34,720
younger but one thing that always stuck

1910
01:05:40,069 --> 01:05:38,319
with me was i always felt like

1911
01:05:41,750 --> 01:05:40,079
and it was weird because we the way we

1912
01:05:43,349 --> 01:05:41,760
were taught we had like oh there's

1913
01:05:45,349 --> 01:05:43,359
heaven there's paradise like the loved

1914
01:05:46,630 --> 01:05:45,359
ones we've lost are there

1915
01:05:48,150 --> 01:05:46,640
and but they can't really see us or

1916
01:05:49,670 --> 01:05:48,160
whatever they could still see us but i

1917
01:05:50,710 --> 01:05:49,680
always felt like i was being watched

1918
01:05:52,549 --> 01:05:50,720
like i always felt like when i was

1919
01:05:54,470 --> 01:05:52,559
making decisions it always felt like

1920
01:05:56,950 --> 01:05:54,480
someone was there with me

1921
01:05:59,029 --> 01:05:56,960
and yeah i don't know what that was all

1922
01:06:00,549 --> 01:05:59,039
about as a young kid i was like is it

1923
01:06:01,670 --> 01:06:00,559
imagination or what it was weird i would

1924
01:06:03,190 --> 01:06:01,680
literally be doing something like would

1925
01:06:04,710 --> 01:06:03,200
this make my grandfather probably it was

1926
01:06:06,309 --> 01:06:04,720
you know like people i didn't even know

1927
01:06:07,270 --> 01:06:06,319
yeah i mean it was kind of a strange

1928
01:06:08,309 --> 01:06:07,280
thing that

1929
01:06:10,470 --> 01:06:08,319
um

1930
01:06:12,150 --> 01:06:10,480
always i guess i i would ask other

1931
01:06:14,069 --> 01:06:12,160
people and some people do feel that way

1932
01:06:15,670 --> 01:06:14,079
and then most though i feel like they

1933
01:06:17,349 --> 01:06:15,680
don't they were like no i never really

1934
01:06:19,589 --> 01:06:17,359
had that and i was like well

1935
01:06:20,470 --> 01:06:19,599
i thought most of us did that's my whole

1936
01:06:21,589 --> 01:06:20,480
life

1937
01:06:23,990 --> 01:06:21,599
yeah so

1938
01:06:26,069 --> 01:06:24,000
i don't i'm curious in the comments

1939
01:06:27,589 --> 01:06:26,079
anybody else feel like this because i

1940
01:06:29,029 --> 01:06:27,599
felt like that my whole life that i've

1941
01:06:31,510 --> 01:06:29,039
been watched

1942
01:06:33,670 --> 01:06:31,520
um and who and i can't really answer if

1943
01:06:35,510 --> 01:06:33,680
you're being watched by

1944
01:06:37,589 --> 01:06:35,520
extraterrestrials

1945
01:06:40,870 --> 01:06:37,599
guides spirit guides

1946
01:06:43,510 --> 01:06:40,880
or your ancestors or

1947
01:06:45,910 --> 01:06:43,520
write this one out with me that

1948
01:06:51,589 --> 01:06:45,920
we are constantly surrounded by energy

1949
01:06:55,750 --> 01:06:52,950
one thing that i've been thinking about

1950
01:06:57,349 --> 01:06:55,760
a lot lately is um and i'm not somebody

1951
01:06:58,710 --> 01:06:57,359
this isn't like i never want anybody to

1952
01:06:59,990 --> 01:06:58,720
think like i'm trying to sell something

1953
01:07:01,750 --> 01:07:00,000
like oh this is my idea this is stuff

1954
01:07:03,990 --> 01:07:01,760
that's being talked about but the idea

1955
01:07:06,230 --> 01:07:04,000
that perhaps

1956
01:07:08,069 --> 01:07:06,240
consciousness itself is

1957
01:07:09,670 --> 01:07:08,079
one of the other uh dimensions that we

1958
01:07:11,829 --> 01:07:09,680
just don't quite understand it's it's

1959
01:07:13,670 --> 01:07:11,839
much more than this

1960
01:07:15,910 --> 01:07:13,680
this idea because we've always boiled it

1961
01:07:18,390 --> 01:07:15,920
down such a simple format of

1962
01:07:20,309 --> 01:07:18,400
uh basically sentient life which kind of

1963
01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:20,319
really simplifies what consciousness can

1964
01:07:23,990 --> 01:07:21,680
really be

1965
01:07:25,750 --> 01:07:24,000
um because

1966
01:07:26,630 --> 01:07:25,760
and it can get dark because some people

1967
01:07:27,829 --> 01:07:26,640
are like well where are you taking this

1968
01:07:29,270 --> 01:07:27,839
you think we're just a brain sitting in

1969
01:07:30,789 --> 01:07:29,280
a jar and i'm like i'm not exactly i'm

1970
01:07:32,950 --> 01:07:30,799
not saying that

1971
01:07:34,150 --> 01:07:32,960
but the idea that

1972
01:07:35,829 --> 01:07:34,160
all of this

1973
01:07:38,470 --> 01:07:35,839
could legitimately be

1974
01:07:40,069 --> 01:07:38,480
something you're just experiencing and

1975
01:07:41,510 --> 01:07:40,079
it sounds silly and i've compared this

1976
01:07:42,630 --> 01:07:41,520
maybe somebody if you're listening

1977
01:07:44,470 --> 01:07:42,640
you're just getting on board with some

1978
01:07:46,069 --> 01:07:44,480
stuff so to compare it to this i hate

1979
01:07:47,109 --> 01:07:46,079
doing this but like the sims or video

1980
01:07:48,470 --> 01:07:47,119
games

1981
01:07:50,630 --> 01:07:48,480
um

1982
01:07:51,910 --> 01:07:50,640
that thing in there doesn't know that

1983
01:07:52,950 --> 01:07:51,920
it's in there right it doesn't know it's

1984
01:07:54,549 --> 01:07:52,960
a game

1985
01:07:56,150 --> 01:07:54,559
and we immerse ourselves in the game

1986
01:07:58,230 --> 01:07:56,160
especially like vr and stuff now you

1987
01:07:59,910 --> 01:07:58,240
fully immerse yourself in this game and

1988
01:08:01,670 --> 01:07:59,920
you play this character

1989
01:08:03,750 --> 01:08:01,680
and sometimes time can become very like

1990
01:08:04,710 --> 01:08:03,760
non-existent in those moments and then

1991
01:08:06,870 --> 01:08:04,720
you come out of it you're like oh it's

1992
01:08:08,549 --> 01:08:06,880
over but what if this was even more than

1993
01:08:10,390 --> 01:08:08,559
that i'm not trying to oversimplify it

1994
01:08:11,589 --> 01:08:10,400
but what if you just wake up and some of

1995
01:08:13,190 --> 01:08:11,599
this

1996
01:08:15,029 --> 01:08:13,200
everything you've just experienced was

1997
01:08:17,510 --> 01:08:15,039
only a little bit of time and you just

1998
01:08:18,950 --> 01:08:17,520
didn't know that and it you know i don't

1999
01:08:20,470 --> 01:08:18,960
know who knows and that's the fun stuff

2000
01:08:22,870 --> 01:08:20,480
about this like we can speculate all day

2001
01:08:25,990 --> 01:08:22,880
we don't i mean

2002
01:08:28,550 --> 01:08:26,000
exactly and that's why i do the work i

2003
01:08:31,110 --> 01:08:28,560
do because i'm trying to figure it out

2004
01:08:33,510 --> 01:08:31,120
and i have a very curious mind as you as

2005
01:08:34,950 --> 01:08:33,520
you do and your listeners do and

2006
01:08:37,510 --> 01:08:34,960
and it's like we're trying to figure

2007
01:08:39,510 --> 01:08:37,520
this out so it's cool because

2008
01:08:41,110 --> 01:08:39,520
it's what i've noticed in the last few

2009
01:08:42,870 --> 01:08:41,120
months is like when i'm doing past life

2010
01:08:45,189 --> 01:08:42,880
regressions or the intention is to do a

2011
01:08:46,070 --> 01:08:45,199
past life regression that you actually

2012
01:08:47,910 --> 01:08:46,080
don't

2013
01:08:49,749 --> 01:08:47,920
my clients having have not been going

2014
01:08:51,590 --> 01:08:49,759
into past lives they've actually been

2015
01:08:55,910 --> 01:08:51,600
going back to

2016
01:09:00,070 --> 01:08:55,920
source

2017
01:09:01,749 --> 01:09:00,080
you can

2018
01:09:02,789 --> 01:09:01,759
the universal like

2019
01:09:04,550 --> 01:09:02,799
um

2020
01:09:07,189 --> 01:09:04,560
the motherboard whatever you want to

2021
01:09:08,870 --> 01:09:07,199
call it um and so more and more people

2022
01:09:11,189 --> 01:09:08,880
are going back to there and then when

2023
01:09:13,030 --> 01:09:11,199
they get there what i start doing is my

2024
01:09:14,309 --> 01:09:13,040
curiosity kicks in and i'm like i'm

2025
01:09:15,669 --> 01:09:14,319
going to ask some freaking questions

2026
01:09:17,189 --> 01:09:15,679
here because i want to freaking know

2027
01:09:18,550 --> 01:09:17,199
what the hell is going on

2028
01:09:23,030 --> 01:09:18,560
and um

2029
01:09:27,829 --> 01:09:26,630
right um no but seriously and and so

2030
01:09:29,829 --> 01:09:27,839
yeah so

2031
01:09:31,669 --> 01:09:29,839
i think that that's what i'm trying to

2032
01:09:34,390 --> 01:09:31,679
uncover in the work i'm doing i'm not

2033
01:09:37,269 --> 01:09:34,400
trying to exploit my clients i'm

2034
01:09:38,630 --> 01:09:37,279
i'm working in tandem with my clients to

2035
01:09:40,550 --> 01:09:38,640
heal them

2036
01:09:42,149 --> 01:09:40,560
yeah and then and that's my goal too

2037
01:09:44,309 --> 01:09:42,159
because i think that's another that's

2038
01:09:47,349 --> 01:09:44,319
another part of my project is like when

2039
01:09:49,110 --> 01:09:47,359
we heal each individual person we're

2040
01:09:50,630 --> 01:09:49,120
healing the collective

2041
01:09:53,990 --> 01:09:50,640
um and when you heal an individual

2042
01:09:55,910 --> 01:09:54,000
person you're healing um their soul and

2043
01:09:57,669 --> 01:09:55,920
in the loss of timelines that their soul

2044
01:10:00,709 --> 01:09:57,679
has been through so this work is

2045
01:10:02,630 --> 01:10:00,719
important because it helps them progress

2046
01:10:04,550 --> 01:10:02,640
in this current life that we need now

2047
01:10:07,990 --> 01:10:04,560
and humans need to progress right now we

2048
01:10:09,830 --> 01:10:08,000
need to progress we are um our fears are

2049
01:10:11,030 --> 01:10:09,840
being mirrored back to us that's what

2050
01:10:12,310 --> 01:10:11,040
you're seeing in the last couple years

2051
01:10:13,590 --> 01:10:12,320
we're seeing all of our fears being

2052
01:10:15,189 --> 01:10:13,600
mirrored back at us i mean we've been

2053
01:10:16,630 --> 01:10:15,199
seeing that since the dawn of human

2054
01:10:17,350 --> 01:10:16,640
existence by the way

2055
01:10:18,790 --> 01:10:17,360
but

2056
01:10:20,950 --> 01:10:18,800
i just want to speak in like modern

2057
01:10:22,470 --> 01:10:20,960
terms too i mean just just remember that

2058
01:10:24,229 --> 01:10:22,480
whenever stuff gets really crazy and

2059
01:10:26,470 --> 01:10:24,239
wild in the world it's just mirroring

2060
01:10:28,550 --> 01:10:26,480
back the collective

2061
01:10:30,630 --> 01:10:28,560
humans collective

2062
01:10:32,390 --> 01:10:30,640
um you can call it unconscious but it's

2063
01:10:35,270 --> 01:10:32,400
mirroring back what is going on our

2064
01:10:37,270 --> 01:10:35,280
fears and our and what is what we still

2065
01:10:39,910 --> 01:10:37,280
need to evolve out of

2066
01:10:42,470 --> 01:10:39,920
and i'm apologizing if i'm going way off

2067
01:10:43,830 --> 01:10:42,480
on a tangent i don't know

2068
01:10:46,149 --> 01:10:43,840
this is what it's all about my brain

2069
01:10:47,350 --> 01:10:46,159
just goes my brain is like perfect

2070
01:10:50,070 --> 01:10:47,360
um so it goes in a lot of different

2071
01:10:51,910 --> 01:10:50,080
directions but this is all it's all part

2072
01:10:54,070 --> 01:10:51,920
of like my mission is to help people

2073
01:10:55,030 --> 01:10:54,080
heal because when you heal one you heal

2074
01:10:58,070 --> 01:10:55,040
a lot

2075
01:11:00,310 --> 01:10:58,080
um you heal many on the collective level

2076
01:11:02,630 --> 01:11:00,320
and this work is important because we're

2077
01:11:04,390 --> 01:11:02,640
starting to uncover these these secrets

2078
01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:04,400
these we're uncovering

2079
01:11:08,709 --> 01:11:07,440
truths about what are we where did we

2080
01:11:10,870 --> 01:11:08,719
come from

2081
01:11:12,950 --> 01:11:10,880
and what the heck where are we going and

2082
01:11:15,750 --> 01:11:12,960
what's you know what's going on so yeah

2083
01:11:17,430 --> 01:11:15,760
well and and i hate to get like uh again

2084
01:11:19,030 --> 01:11:17,440
i keep this separate from my show or

2085
01:11:20,070 --> 01:11:19,040
from working here with joe and ben but

2086
01:11:20,950 --> 01:11:20,080
like on the show that i do with my

2087
01:11:22,229 --> 01:11:20,960
brother

2088
01:11:24,870 --> 01:11:22,239
um

2089
01:11:27,750 --> 01:11:24,880
he he bling he's the person who knows

2090
01:11:29,750 --> 01:11:27,760
laws inside and out like the the

2091
01:11:31,669 --> 01:11:29,760
the actual laws of the land right that's

2092
01:11:33,030 --> 01:11:31,679
his that's his realm the political realm

2093
01:11:34,149 --> 01:11:33,040
and so he plays with that i bring this

2094
01:11:35,669 --> 01:11:34,159
side

2095
01:11:37,750 --> 01:11:35,679
yeah and

2096
01:11:39,590 --> 01:11:37,760
it matters when you're covering some of

2097
01:11:41,990 --> 01:11:39,600
the the stuff that went on with the

2098
01:11:43,990 --> 01:11:42,000
phenomenon related to ufos and and

2099
01:11:46,070 --> 01:11:44,000
things that nature because

2100
01:11:47,750 --> 01:11:46,080
understanding how the government works

2101
01:11:49,270 --> 01:11:47,760
and how it's all compartmentalized it is

2102
01:11:50,950 --> 01:11:49,280
important to bring in that aspect of it

2103
01:11:52,310 --> 01:11:50,960
but to take it a step further

2104
01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:52,320
where i got really interested was when

2105
01:11:55,189 --> 01:11:54,320
the rockefellers and some of those got

2106
01:11:57,030 --> 01:11:55,199
really

2107
01:11:58,550 --> 01:11:57,040
involved in the early education system

2108
01:12:00,229 --> 01:11:58,560
of the 1900s and they formed the

2109
01:12:02,229 --> 01:12:00,239
political school board or the public

2110
01:12:04,229 --> 01:12:02,239
education board as what it is now

2111
01:12:06,149 --> 01:12:04,239
and we changed a lot

2112
01:12:08,550 --> 01:12:06,159
i mean there's so much that

2113
01:12:10,149 --> 01:12:08,560
has altered and been we're now three

2114
01:12:11,189 --> 01:12:10,159
generations four generations out from

2115
01:12:12,709 --> 01:12:11,199
that so for us we're not even

2116
01:12:14,390 --> 01:12:12,719
questioning it it's just become well

2117
01:12:15,750 --> 01:12:14,400
this is the way it's always been and we

2118
01:12:18,470 --> 01:12:15,760
i think there's so much missing there

2119
01:12:19,750 --> 01:12:18,480
that at the turn of that century

2120
01:12:21,350 --> 01:12:19,760
how they're trying to make a human being

2121
01:12:23,669 --> 01:12:21,360
live their life is literally killing

2122
01:12:26,070 --> 01:12:23,679
them it's it's i feel it kills the soul

2123
01:12:28,229 --> 01:12:26,080
slowly i'm sorry go ahead please that's

2124
01:12:31,510 --> 01:12:28,239
called mass hypnosis

2125
01:12:33,270 --> 01:12:31,520
it really is it's so bad but it is yeah

2126
01:12:35,669 --> 01:12:33,280
i i mean look at the the push to push

2127
01:12:36,790 --> 01:12:35,679
people into this inner cities and yes

2128
01:12:37,750 --> 01:12:36,800
cities are beautiful and they're nice

2129
01:12:38,870 --> 01:12:37,760
and they're helpful and everything is

2130
01:12:40,390 --> 01:12:38,880
nearest

2131
01:12:41,750 --> 01:12:40,400
but the difference i was working with

2132
01:12:44,229 --> 01:12:41,760
the buddy um

2133
01:12:46,149 --> 01:12:44,239
just just this past week and we live in

2134
01:12:47,350 --> 01:12:46,159
a not massive city but there's about 60

2135
01:12:48,630 --> 01:12:47,360
60 something thousand people i think

2136
01:12:50,229 --> 01:12:48,640
here where we live

2137
01:12:51,590 --> 01:12:50,239
and going about an hour out to where he

2138
01:12:54,390 --> 01:12:51,600
lives in the country

2139
01:12:57,510 --> 01:12:54,400
just the smell of the air to actually

2140
01:13:00,229 --> 01:12:57,520
smell nature like trees just smelling

2141
01:13:01,910 --> 01:13:00,239
leaves and just smelling nature

2142
01:13:03,270 --> 01:13:01,920
i don't get that here even with the

2143
01:13:05,669 --> 01:13:03,280
trees and the grass and stuff we have

2144
01:13:07,430 --> 01:13:05,679
here it just doesn't exist the idea of

2145
01:13:09,830 --> 01:13:07,440
grounding like you hit on that in some

2146
01:13:11,669 --> 01:13:09,840
of your bio there that's a huge one for

2147
01:13:12,790 --> 01:13:11,679
me i think that's so important whatever

2148
01:13:14,790 --> 01:13:12,800
it might be putting your hands in the

2149
01:13:16,310 --> 01:13:14,800
dirt touching a tree i'm not saying like

2150
01:13:18,070 --> 01:13:16,320
hugging a tree you can do what you want

2151
01:13:19,990 --> 01:13:18,080
though if you want to hug the trees hug

2152
01:13:22,149 --> 01:13:20,000
the crap out of those trees whatever

2153
01:13:23,750 --> 01:13:22,159
helps you reconnect back to nature i

2154
01:13:25,270 --> 01:13:23,760
mean i think ryan blutz on josh you

2155
01:13:27,830 --> 01:13:25,280
might know this ryan bledsoe had said

2156
01:13:29,669 --> 01:13:27,840
that his dad had been told that uh the

2157
01:13:31,189 --> 01:13:29,679
idea that god or source whatever you

2158
01:13:33,750 --> 01:13:31,199
want to call is literally nature it's

2159
01:13:36,790 --> 01:13:33,760
nature itself is that so for me i've

2160
01:13:38,390 --> 01:13:36,800
always tried to really focus on that one

2161
01:13:41,110 --> 01:13:38,400
and we don't see any of that in our

2162
01:13:43,110 --> 01:13:41,120
current educational system i'm not

2163
01:13:45,110 --> 01:13:43,120
knocking education just to be clear but

2164
01:13:47,189 --> 01:13:45,120
yeah it's got some problems if you if

2165
01:13:50,070 --> 01:13:47,199
you want to understand the artist you

2166
01:13:51,510 --> 01:13:50,080
have to look at his works so carl jung

2167
01:13:53,350 --> 01:13:51,520
talks about this when you want to

2168
01:13:55,750 --> 01:13:53,360
understand god you have to look at what

2169
01:13:57,510 --> 01:13:55,760
he's created nature

2170
01:13:59,669 --> 01:13:57,520
um the patriarchal system the

2171
01:14:01,110 --> 01:13:59,679
capitalistic system just whatever you

2172
01:14:03,590 --> 01:14:01,120
want to whatever label you want to throw

2173
01:14:05,510 --> 01:14:03,600
at this what we're living in now is so

2174
01:14:07,350 --> 01:14:05,520
far from nature and it's kind of a

2175
01:14:09,430 --> 01:14:07,360
detriment because think about what what

2176
01:14:11,990 --> 01:14:09,440
the white man did who came from europe

2177
01:14:15,189 --> 01:14:12,000
he came into this this this continent

2178
01:14:17,510 --> 01:14:15,199
that was inhabited by natives tribes who

2179
01:14:20,149 --> 01:14:17,520
worked in tandem with nature

2180
01:14:23,189 --> 01:14:20,159
they respected that every everything in

2181
01:14:24,870 --> 01:14:23,199
nature had an a spirit an energy a god

2182
01:14:27,590 --> 01:14:24,880
to it you can call it a god that's an

2183
01:14:29,590 --> 01:14:27,600
energy of spirit to it and the natives

2184
01:14:31,270 --> 01:14:29,600
worked with spirit they worked with

2185
01:14:32,870 --> 01:14:31,280
energy

2186
01:14:35,510 --> 01:14:32,880
we came

2187
01:14:37,430 --> 01:14:35,520
meaning white people from europe

2188
01:14:39,750 --> 01:14:37,440
and we decided that that wasn't good

2189
01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:39,760
enough we wanted a capitalistic system

2190
01:14:44,390 --> 01:14:42,400
well eventually we did right adam smith

2191
01:14:46,149 --> 01:14:44,400
um we wanted a different system we

2192
01:14:47,750 --> 01:14:46,159
wanted something else and so what we've

2193
01:14:49,750 --> 01:14:47,760
done is we've turned america as george

2194
01:14:51,750 --> 01:14:49,760
carlin's uh is it george carlin yeah i

2195
01:14:53,990 --> 01:14:51,760
almost said carlton george carlin said

2196
01:14:57,590 --> 01:14:54,000
we've turned america into one giant

2197
01:14:59,270 --> 01:14:57,600
shopping mall one giant effing

2198
01:15:00,950 --> 01:14:59,280
paved shopping mall

2199
01:15:03,430 --> 01:15:00,960
what you're seeing this is the the

2200
01:15:06,310 --> 01:15:03,440
disease in society today or like

2201
01:15:08,310 --> 01:15:06,320
the liberal virus in society today

2202
01:15:10,390 --> 01:15:08,320
literal and figuratively is our

2203
01:15:12,470 --> 01:15:10,400
disconnect from nature we have

2204
01:15:14,709 --> 01:15:12,480
disconnected from the importance of

2205
01:15:16,390 --> 01:15:14,719
mothering we've disconnected and and i

2206
01:15:18,070 --> 01:15:16,400
can get into that later like i want to

2207
01:15:19,990 --> 01:15:18,080
get into like i'm not saying mothers at

2208
01:15:21,910 --> 01:15:20,000
all i'm saying the most important job is

2209
01:15:23,669 --> 01:15:21,920
to be a mother and the reason we have so

2210
01:15:26,709 --> 01:15:23,679
much anxiety depression insomnia

2211
01:15:28,390 --> 01:15:26,719
overweight obesity health issues is

2212
01:15:31,990 --> 01:15:28,400
because we haven't

2213
01:15:35,669 --> 01:15:32,000
we have not we have not as a collective

2214
01:15:37,910 --> 01:15:35,679
in modern society mothered well we so

2215
01:15:40,709 --> 01:15:37,920
look at tribal communities when you have

2216
01:15:42,070 --> 01:15:40,719
a baby the community the tribe embraces

2217
01:15:43,590 --> 01:15:42,080
that baby

2218
01:15:45,430 --> 01:15:43,600
and they're very connected to nature and

2219
01:15:47,510 --> 01:15:45,440
spirit and energy

2220
01:15:50,070 --> 01:15:47,520
we decided um when we were trying to

2221
01:15:51,430 --> 01:15:50,080
evolve ourselves into capitalism

2222
01:15:53,110 --> 01:15:51,440
that that wasn't good enough that wasn't

2223
01:15:55,030 --> 01:15:53,120
gonna work anymore we wanted to have

2224
01:15:56,149 --> 01:15:55,040
materialistic things and we still do

2225
01:15:57,990 --> 01:15:56,159
don't we

2226
01:16:00,070 --> 01:15:58,000
so yeah so circling back to what you're

2227
01:16:02,870 --> 01:16:00,080
saying yes we've disconnected from

2228
01:16:05,350 --> 01:16:02,880
nature and the way to get back to

2229
01:16:07,189 --> 01:16:05,360
god is and get back to our hearts and

2230
01:16:09,270 --> 01:16:07,199
compassion kindness non-judgmental

2231
01:16:10,790 --> 01:16:09,280
living getting back to the center of our

2232
01:16:11,990 --> 01:16:10,800
energetic bodies which is our heart

2233
01:16:13,510 --> 01:16:12,000
center

2234
01:16:15,350 --> 01:16:13,520
is nature

2235
01:16:16,790 --> 01:16:15,360
the color of the heart chakra is green

2236
01:16:20,390 --> 01:16:16,800
when you think of nature you think of

2237
01:16:22,229 --> 01:16:20,400
green green leaves green grass nature in

2238
01:16:23,750 --> 01:16:22,239
the heart center when we go back to

2239
01:16:25,350 --> 01:16:23,760
nature we go back to the heart we go

2240
01:16:27,510 --> 01:16:25,360
back to community we go back to the

2241
01:16:29,189 --> 01:16:27,520
connection of human existence and we've

2242
01:16:31,030 --> 01:16:29,199
become so disconnected from that that's

2243
01:16:33,110 --> 01:16:31,040
why we are suffering from viruses

2244
01:16:36,070 --> 01:16:33,120
literally and figuratively mental

2245
01:16:38,149 --> 01:16:36,080
viruses physical viruses whatever it is

2246
01:16:39,750 --> 01:16:38,159
we and i'm i might be going off too hard

2247
01:16:42,070 --> 01:16:39,760
on that right now and i don't there's a

2248
01:16:43,270 --> 01:16:42,080
lot to it i i can pull back a bit

2249
01:16:44,790 --> 01:16:43,280
because i think i'm going a little too

2250
01:16:47,189 --> 01:16:44,800
crazy but

2251
01:16:49,189 --> 01:16:47,199
we need to be connected to nature we

2252
01:16:50,870 --> 01:16:49,199
need to reconnect to humans we need to

2253
01:16:54,390 --> 01:16:50,880
reconnect to community

2254
01:16:56,709 --> 01:16:54,400
and we have become so big and so and the

2255
01:16:58,630 --> 01:16:56,719
internet has been so wonderful

2256
01:17:00,709 --> 01:16:58,640
but we really guys

2257
01:17:02,550 --> 01:17:00,719
as a society we need to heal

2258
01:17:04,070 --> 01:17:02,560
that's

2259
01:17:05,430 --> 01:17:04,080
look at look at what tammy said i mean

2260
01:17:07,669 --> 01:17:05,440
like she said don't knock trees until

2261
01:17:09,910 --> 01:17:07,679
you do it i mean obviously a sun saver

2262
01:17:12,790 --> 01:17:09,920
says he hugs trees it's right on his bio

2263
01:17:15,350 --> 01:17:12,800
you know i i think the importance

2264
01:17:17,590 --> 01:17:15,360
i have often wondered no and this isn't

2265
01:17:20,870 --> 01:17:17,600
exclusive but i've noticed you know when

2266
01:17:22,229 --> 01:17:20,880
it comes to bigfoot or um and even some

2267
01:17:24,149 --> 01:17:22,239
of the ufo encounters or paranormal

2268
01:17:26,070 --> 01:17:24,159
encounters a lot of outdoors men

2269
01:17:28,149 --> 01:17:26,080
outdoors people experience this and i've

2270
01:17:30,149 --> 01:17:28,159
often found it like my father raised me

2271
01:17:31,669 --> 01:17:30,159
was a huge outdoorsman like he just

2272
01:17:32,950 --> 01:17:31,679
loved being in nature even if he didn't

2273
01:17:34,310 --> 01:17:32,960
i mean he was a big you know honda and

2274
01:17:36,310 --> 01:17:34,320
everything but even if he didn't get

2275
01:17:37,990 --> 01:17:36,320
anything that day he just loved sitting

2276
01:17:39,350 --> 01:17:38,000
in nature that was like his goal right

2277
01:17:41,590 --> 01:17:39,360
he just he would sit out there from sun

2278
01:17:42,870 --> 01:17:41,600
up to sundown like he just he loved it

2279
01:17:43,990 --> 01:17:42,880
but it was his form i don't think he

2280
01:17:46,229 --> 01:17:44,000
even admitted it but it was like his

2281
01:17:47,510 --> 01:17:46,239
form of meditation he wasn't a person

2282
01:17:49,590 --> 01:17:47,520
who was all about meditation or anything

2283
01:17:51,350 --> 01:17:49,600
like that but looking back like oh that

2284
01:17:53,990 --> 01:17:51,360
was just that's how he meditated

2285
01:17:55,510 --> 01:17:54,000
essentially and i've often wondered when

2286
01:17:56,950 --> 01:17:55,520
one meditates

2287
01:17:59,270 --> 01:17:56,960
which is something i need to do spooky

2288
01:18:01,110 --> 01:17:59,280
i'm so sorry i promise i will do it i

2289
01:18:02,149 --> 01:18:01,120
promise i will i will i need to try and

2290
01:18:03,110 --> 01:18:02,159
meditate

2291
01:18:04,870 --> 01:18:03,120
um

2292
01:18:06,070 --> 01:18:04,880
i feel that for those outdoorsmen

2293
01:18:07,830 --> 01:18:06,080
sitting there just being in nature and

2294
01:18:09,830 --> 01:18:07,840
being open-minded maybe that's why the

2295
01:18:12,630 --> 01:18:09,840
phenomenon reveals itself to them you

2296
01:18:15,910 --> 01:18:12,640
know yes yes yes

2297
01:18:18,070 --> 01:18:15,920
yeah my guy i'm dating is not uh he's

2298
01:18:20,310 --> 01:18:18,080
not a yoga person he's not a conscious

2299
01:18:22,950 --> 01:18:20,320
person he's on a meditator

2300
01:18:24,709 --> 01:18:22,960
but he actually is he is because he

2301
01:18:28,470 --> 01:18:24,719
loves nature and he loves spending time

2302
01:18:30,070 --> 01:18:28,480
in nature and a walk in the woods

2303
01:18:31,990 --> 01:18:30,080
is more valuable

2304
01:18:33,590 --> 01:18:32,000
as a meditative experience than just

2305
01:18:34,950 --> 01:18:33,600
sitting and saying home sometimes for

2306
01:18:36,149 --> 01:18:34,960
some people

2307
01:18:37,350 --> 01:18:36,159
yeah

2308
01:18:38,790 --> 01:18:37,360
and that could be you know that's a

2309
01:18:42,149 --> 01:18:38,800
great point i never thought of it that

2310
01:18:44,550 --> 01:18:42,159
way because i'm not again you know i

2311
01:18:46,070 --> 01:18:44,560
forget what is it adhd or what never

2312
01:18:49,270 --> 01:18:46,080
like medically got but clearly whatever

2313
01:18:51,510 --> 01:18:49,280
that is yeah i've got yeah i've got the

2314
01:18:52,870 --> 01:18:51,520
uh the the running squirrel in my head

2315
01:18:54,630 --> 01:18:52,880
is it where i joke about or like it's

2316
01:18:56,630 --> 01:18:54,640
always bringing questions so sitting

2317
01:18:58,550 --> 01:18:56,640
still was always very hard for me

2318
01:19:00,390 --> 01:18:58,560
but it was always curious like i wanted

2319
01:19:01,990 --> 01:19:00,400
to explore it wasn't the idea of not

2320
01:19:03,510 --> 01:19:02,000
wanting to explore

2321
01:19:04,790 --> 01:19:03,520
but i do think the idea that maybe

2322
01:19:06,550 --> 01:19:04,800
there's different forms of meditation

2323
01:19:08,310 --> 01:19:06,560
for some people um

2324
01:19:10,229 --> 01:19:08,320
so yeah i guess i could look in that and

2325
01:19:12,950 --> 01:19:10,239
one thing i've noticed too and i

2326
01:19:15,350 --> 01:19:12,960
remember this happened to me

2327
01:19:17,030 --> 01:19:15,360
i don't know maybe like

2328
01:19:19,270 --> 01:19:17,040
maybe 12 somewhere in that age range

2329
01:19:21,189 --> 01:19:19,280
where every time i close my eyes i would

2330
01:19:22,550 --> 01:19:21,199
get these um

2331
01:19:24,070 --> 01:19:22,560
almost like if i tried to meditate

2332
01:19:26,229 --> 01:19:24,080
because i did try a little bit guys

2333
01:19:27,510 --> 01:19:26,239
spooky i tried it one time i did try

2334
01:19:29,110 --> 01:19:27,520
more than once

2335
01:19:31,030 --> 01:19:29,120
it but i would get like swirling like

2336
01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:31,040
pops like little like circles and when i

2337
01:19:33,430 --> 01:19:32,320
asked my mom about i was like what's up

2338
01:19:34,870 --> 01:19:33,440
with that she was like oh that's high

2339
01:19:36,149 --> 01:19:34,880
blood pressure and i was like well okay

2340
01:19:37,750 --> 01:19:36,159
and so i never wanted to concentrate

2341
01:19:40,070 --> 01:19:37,760
that again and then i came across your

2342
01:19:42,149 --> 01:19:40,080
episode where you were talking to lynn

2343
01:19:43,910 --> 01:19:42,159
about that and i was like oh that's a

2344
01:19:45,350 --> 01:19:43,920
different answer so maybe you know and

2345
01:19:46,709 --> 01:19:45,360
at the time it made sense i was like

2346
01:19:49,030 --> 01:19:46,719
really overweight i was like oh that's

2347
01:19:50,550 --> 01:19:49,040
100 probably just high blood pressure

2348
01:19:52,470 --> 01:19:50,560
because it can be if you're like seeing

2349
01:19:53,350 --> 01:19:52,480
the uh the veins or whatever in your

2350
01:19:54,550 --> 01:19:53,360
eyes

2351
01:19:56,310 --> 01:19:54,560
it could be

2352
01:19:57,990 --> 01:19:56,320
but now it's gone from like the the

2353
01:19:59,510 --> 01:19:58,000
popping surgeons where like they're like

2354
01:20:01,669 --> 01:19:59,520
faint and i was talking to spooky about

2355
01:20:03,270 --> 01:20:01,679
this the other day like emit like

2356
01:20:04,870 --> 01:20:03,280
symbols and they're not super clear

2357
01:20:06,229 --> 01:20:04,880
they're foggy so i was telling them i

2358
01:20:08,310 --> 01:20:06,239
was like all right i promise i will try

2359
01:20:09,590 --> 01:20:08,320
to like go meditate and see if something

2360
01:20:10,950 --> 01:20:09,600
opens up a little more so i'm curious

2361
01:20:13,030 --> 01:20:10,960
for everybody to chat to have you guys

2362
01:20:14,709 --> 01:20:13,040
experienced like what is this

2363
01:20:16,229 --> 01:20:14,719
what is can i see something

2364
01:20:18,950 --> 01:20:16,239
yeah i'm talking sorry go ahead i was

2365
01:20:21,350 --> 01:20:18,960
rambling you can talk

2366
01:20:25,270 --> 01:20:23,189
but what i wanted to say is to you is

2367
01:20:26,709 --> 01:20:25,280
what does it matter what it is

2368
01:20:33,030 --> 01:20:26,719
does it matter

2369
01:20:35,910 --> 01:20:33,040
whatever you're seeing so it's i mean

2370
01:20:37,750 --> 01:20:35,920
whatever i mean meditation for some

2371
01:20:39,669 --> 01:20:37,760
people is sitting and closing their eyes

2372
01:20:40,870 --> 01:20:39,679
and saying oh for some people it's

2373
01:20:42,310 --> 01:20:40,880
sitting and being still and just

2374
01:20:44,149 --> 01:20:42,320
breathing for some people it's walking

2375
01:20:47,590 --> 01:20:44,159
in nature for some people it's just

2376
01:20:49,189 --> 01:20:47,600
driving and processing um it doesn't

2377
01:20:51,910 --> 01:20:49,199
have it can be listening to music it can

2378
01:20:54,149 --> 01:20:51,920
be saying a mantra like like please do

2379
01:20:55,430 --> 01:20:54,159
not anyone listening to this do not get

2380
01:20:57,110 --> 01:20:55,440
caught up in the idea i think that's

2381
01:20:59,189 --> 01:20:57,120
that's where we get tripped up as humans

2382
01:21:00,870 --> 01:20:59,199
we try to be very rigid in our thinking

2383
01:21:03,590 --> 01:21:00,880
like there's this is the way you do it

2384
01:21:05,270 --> 01:21:03,600
and this is it and i i want people to be

2385
01:21:06,550 --> 01:21:05,280
a little bit more

2386
01:21:11,510 --> 01:21:06,560
fluid

2387
01:21:14,070 --> 01:21:11,520
to be not everything's gonna look

2388
01:21:16,470 --> 01:21:14,080
this one way like like it would be like

2389
01:21:18,550 --> 01:21:16,480
giving somebody um a guitar and saying

2390
01:21:19,910 --> 01:21:18,560
the only way to play guitar is like this

2391
01:21:21,669 --> 01:21:19,920
like carlos sends hannah and there's no

2392
01:21:23,030 --> 01:21:21,679
other way to play guitar

2393
01:21:24,629 --> 01:21:23,040
well good luck

2394
01:21:26,310 --> 01:21:24,639
no there's no other and to say that

2395
01:21:27,750 --> 01:21:26,320
there's no other way to play guitar i

2396
01:21:31,189 --> 01:21:27,760
mean we all know that's silly that's

2397
01:21:34,550 --> 01:21:31,199
ludicrous there's no one way to meditate

2398
01:21:36,070 --> 01:21:34,560
guitar playing as josh just said can be

2399
01:21:39,510 --> 01:21:36,080
the meditation

2400
01:21:41,030 --> 01:21:39,520
i do ariel i play music i get up on

2401
01:21:43,270 --> 01:21:41,040
these two pieces of fabric like in

2402
01:21:44,709 --> 01:21:43,280
cirque de soleil and i will dance on the

2403
01:21:45,990 --> 01:21:44,719
fabric i do all these acrobatic

2404
01:21:47,830 --> 01:21:46,000
movements that i know the sequences i

2405
01:21:48,790 --> 01:21:47,840
know or i freestyle and make stuff up as

2406
01:21:51,350 --> 01:21:48,800
i go

2407
01:21:53,430 --> 01:21:51,360
that is my meditation sometimes some

2408
01:21:54,310 --> 01:21:53,440
days it looks like that

2409
01:21:57,430 --> 01:21:54,320
so

2410
01:21:59,270 --> 01:21:57,440
say the only way to play is like carlos

2411
01:22:01,270 --> 01:21:59,280
and hannah and that's that's meditation

2412
01:22:03,430 --> 01:22:01,280
no no no there's a million ways to play

2413
01:22:04,870 --> 01:22:03,440
this guitar there's a million ways to do

2414
01:22:07,030 --> 01:22:04,880
meditation

2415
01:22:08,709 --> 01:22:07,040
the goal and you can still create music

2416
01:22:10,229 --> 01:22:08,719
no matter what

2417
01:22:12,390 --> 01:22:10,239
yeah that's what i really wanted to hone

2418
01:22:14,149 --> 01:22:12,400
in i'm sorry to like like oh no no yeah

2419
01:22:15,590 --> 01:22:14,159
you're seeing my personality i'm like no

2420
01:22:17,830 --> 01:22:15,600
wait

2421
01:22:20,629 --> 01:22:17,840
listen

2422
01:22:21,910 --> 01:22:20,639
i i 100 get that i've

2423
01:22:23,270 --> 01:22:21,920
who and what i am when i'm behind the

2424
01:22:25,030 --> 01:22:23,280
mic that i put together and hold

2425
01:22:25,910 --> 01:22:25,040
together for like two three hours is

2426
01:22:27,110 --> 01:22:25,920
gonna be way different than when you

2427
01:22:28,629 --> 01:22:27,120
guys meet in a conference like i'm not

2428
01:22:29,990 --> 01:22:28,639
that person i'm not i'm the kind of

2429
01:22:32,470 --> 01:22:30,000
person who's gonna be like all over and

2430
01:22:33,669 --> 01:22:32,480
like not collected and calm or any of

2431
01:22:34,709 --> 01:22:33,679
that i'm very

2432
01:22:36,310 --> 01:22:34,719
i don't know

2433
01:22:37,830 --> 01:22:36,320
i've always i feel like you're probably

2434
01:22:39,910 --> 01:22:37,840
the same i've always felt people's

2435
01:22:41,350 --> 01:22:39,920
energy so wherever you go and people can

2436
01:22:42,470 --> 01:22:41,360
call it whatever the terms don't really

2437
01:22:44,550 --> 01:22:42,480
matter to me i think just what you're

2438
01:22:46,470 --> 01:22:44,560
feeling is what you're feeling so

2439
01:22:49,189 --> 01:22:46,480
feeling people's energy has always fed

2440
01:22:51,189 --> 01:22:49,199
me both positively and negatively but it

2441
01:22:53,189 --> 01:22:51,199
always usually energized me so just

2442
01:22:54,550 --> 01:22:53,199
helping people feel good if i could help

2443
01:22:55,510 --> 01:22:54,560
and i recognize the badness in this

2444
01:22:57,030 --> 01:22:55,520
where if you're helping them feel good

2445
01:22:59,189 --> 01:22:57,040
it made you feel better and that can be

2446
01:23:01,590 --> 01:22:59,199
a weird thing sometimes but

2447
01:23:03,590 --> 01:23:01,600
it did help far as just that energy i've

2448
01:23:05,189 --> 01:23:03,600
always people were so much more than the

2449
01:23:06,790 --> 01:23:05,199
face that i'm looking at their name

2450
01:23:08,709 --> 01:23:06,800
their job and what they do like there's

2451
01:23:11,189 --> 01:23:08,719
so much more there than that

2452
01:23:13,030 --> 01:23:11,199
and um it's been it's been an amazing

2453
01:23:14,709 --> 01:23:13,040
experience and kind of i guess start to

2454
01:23:15,510 --> 01:23:14,719
allow myself to open up to that a little

2455
01:23:18,629 --> 01:23:15,520
more

2456
01:23:20,790 --> 01:23:18,639
um to an amazing community like i i mean

2457
01:23:22,229 --> 01:23:20,800
joe and ben are not the only ones in the

2458
01:23:23,510 --> 01:23:22,239
community but obviously this is how i

2459
01:23:24,950 --> 01:23:23,520
came in the community was through them

2460
01:23:25,830 --> 01:23:24,960
and they've created a great group here

2461
01:23:28,229 --> 01:23:25,840
that

2462
01:23:30,709 --> 01:23:28,239
comes and supports uh almost every week

2463
01:23:32,310 --> 01:23:30,719
we have people who show up and i

2464
01:23:33,270 --> 01:23:32,320
definitely believe in the collective

2465
01:23:35,110 --> 01:23:33,280
consciousness like you were talking

2466
01:23:37,270 --> 01:23:35,120
about helping one heal helps heal all

2467
01:23:38,870 --> 01:23:37,280
and um the collective consciousness is a

2468
01:23:40,149 --> 01:23:38,880
big deal sharing these ideas even if

2469
01:23:41,669 --> 01:23:40,159
they're like oh that's a different idea

2470
01:23:43,830 --> 01:23:41,679
it triggers someone else's idea and then

2471
01:23:45,189 --> 01:23:43,840
it seems to like we're just adapting

2472
01:23:49,030 --> 01:23:45,199
this and also getting on the same like

2473
01:23:50,310 --> 01:23:49,040
frequency or waveform like wave uh

2474
01:23:52,790 --> 01:23:50,320
what's the term what's better term you'd

2475
01:23:53,830 --> 01:23:52,800
use their frequency or wave length

2476
01:23:55,189 --> 01:23:53,840
thank you i don't know why i wasn't

2477
01:23:55,990 --> 01:23:55,199
coming to it i was like there's a term

2478
01:23:57,750 --> 01:23:56,000
here

2479
01:24:00,830 --> 01:23:57,760
but i feel like a lot of us are honing

2480
01:24:05,430 --> 01:24:03,590
know oh sorry oh there it goes it's

2481
01:24:07,270 --> 01:24:05,440
really cool it's almost like watching a

2482
01:24:08,470 --> 01:24:07,280
school of fish you know

2483
01:24:09,750 --> 01:24:08,480
you know like you see a school of fish

2484
01:24:11,350 --> 01:24:09,760
and they're all going one way and then

2485
01:24:13,110 --> 01:24:11,360
they switch and go the other way

2486
01:24:15,510 --> 01:24:13,120
i think the human consciousness can be

2487
01:24:16,870 --> 01:24:15,520
like that that um that like when a wave

2488
01:24:19,270 --> 01:24:16,880
of fear comes through it comes through a

2489
01:24:20,629 --> 01:24:19,280
lot of us and when a wave of like um

2490
01:24:21,910 --> 01:24:20,639
enlightenment comes through it comes

2491
01:24:24,790 --> 01:24:21,920
through a lot of us

2492
01:24:26,070 --> 01:24:24,800
and i mean i'm just i'm definitely con

2493
01:24:27,110 --> 01:24:26,080
conjecturing and that's a word i just

2494
01:24:33,189 --> 01:24:27,120
made up

2495
01:24:37,030 --> 01:24:34,790
um but i'm definitely like just throwing

2496
01:24:39,990 --> 01:24:37,040
that out there like i but that's that's

2497
01:24:42,070 --> 01:24:40,000
my internal dialogue telling me this

2498
01:24:43,830 --> 01:24:42,080
like i feel like we're all just kind of

2499
01:24:46,229 --> 01:24:43,840
going with the flow and then when

2500
01:24:48,870 --> 01:24:46,239
there's a shift we all like fads like

2501
01:24:51,030 --> 01:24:48,880
fad fads like when they happen also like

2502
01:24:53,270 --> 01:24:51,040
oh yeah we all have like like millions

2503
01:24:55,590 --> 01:24:53,280
of humans love this particular thing or

2504
01:24:57,590 --> 01:24:55,600
this word or this this genre this this

2505
01:25:00,070 --> 01:24:57,600
idea and that's like the school of fish

2506
01:25:02,390 --> 01:25:00,080
just shifting gears and i talk a lot

2507
01:25:04,149 --> 01:25:02,400
about taking autonomy over like being

2508
01:25:06,390 --> 01:25:04,159
aware of that of

2509
01:25:07,910 --> 01:25:06,400
that flow that wavelength

2510
01:25:10,550 --> 01:25:07,920
but then also being aware of your own

2511
01:25:12,149 --> 01:25:10,560
autonomy as a single individual unit

2512
01:25:14,390 --> 01:25:12,159
because that you are source god

2513
01:25:16,870 --> 01:25:14,400
expressing itself you are an individual

2514
01:25:18,790 --> 01:25:16,880
like tiny little flame in this giant

2515
01:25:20,470 --> 01:25:18,800
bonfire of life

2516
01:25:23,189 --> 01:25:20,480
and you just want to take back a little

2517
01:25:24,950 --> 01:25:23,199
bit and go go inside which is meditation

2518
01:25:26,870 --> 01:25:24,960
which doesn't have to look one certain

2519
01:25:28,550 --> 01:25:26,880
way we just said that but you just want

2520
01:25:31,510 --> 01:25:28,560
to go inside for a few minutes and if

2521
01:25:33,590 --> 01:25:31,520
you have to use medicine plant medicine

2522
01:25:35,270 --> 01:25:33,600
whether that's marijuana ayahuasca

2523
01:25:38,070 --> 01:25:35,280
mushroom psilocybin whatever it's going

2524
01:25:40,310 --> 01:25:38,080
to be or just you

2525
01:25:41,830 --> 01:25:40,320
going inside

2526
01:25:43,750 --> 01:25:41,840
whether your nature eyes closed and just

2527
01:25:46,229 --> 01:25:43,760
going okay okay what's my truth what's

2528
01:25:47,990 --> 01:25:46,239
what's what do i what do i really really

2529
01:25:49,830 --> 01:25:48,000
feel is real and then i want you to

2530
01:25:51,830 --> 01:25:49,840
constantly question it question it

2531
01:25:54,629 --> 01:25:51,840
question it um because you don't want to

2532
01:25:57,110 --> 01:25:54,639
pull yourself out of real reality to

2533
01:25:58,790 --> 01:25:57,120
create this false truth because some

2534
01:26:00,310 --> 01:25:58,800
that's that's the shadow side of what

2535
01:26:02,149 --> 01:26:00,320
i'm talking about i don't want anyone to

2536
01:26:03,430 --> 01:26:02,159
go too far extreme

2537
01:26:04,950 --> 01:26:03,440
but i'm just saying

2538
01:26:07,350 --> 01:26:04,960
find the balance

2539
01:26:10,070 --> 01:26:07,360
go inside get quiet

2540
01:26:12,870 --> 01:26:10,080
and when things are going in one way one

2541
01:26:14,229 --> 01:26:12,880
direction get off the bandwagon and go

2542
01:26:16,629 --> 01:26:14,239
inside listen

2543
01:26:18,790 --> 01:26:16,639
yeah because that's taking autonomy um

2544
01:26:21,110 --> 01:26:18,800
for your own it's your sovereignty it's

2545
01:26:22,470 --> 01:26:21,120
your it's your inner dialogue and you

2546
01:26:24,229 --> 01:26:22,480
actually

2547
01:26:26,709 --> 01:26:24,239
believe it or not you have the answers

2548
01:26:28,870 --> 01:26:26,719
inside but i do think that like we get

2549
01:26:30,470 --> 01:26:28,880
so dependent on

2550
01:26:31,669 --> 01:26:30,480
um screens

2551
01:26:33,830 --> 01:26:31,679
and on

2552
01:26:35,510 --> 01:26:33,840
the people on the screens telling us

2553
01:26:37,430 --> 01:26:35,520
what to think including me right now

2554
01:26:38,550 --> 01:26:37,440
like pointing my finger like this like

2555
01:26:42,950 --> 01:26:38,560
like don't

2556
01:26:45,030 --> 01:26:42,960
listen to yourself so if you think i'm

2557
01:26:47,350 --> 01:26:45,040
full of crap like oh my gosh listen to

2558
01:26:49,270 --> 01:26:47,360
that um but if you think i'm right then

2559
01:26:50,870 --> 01:26:49,280
listen to that and if you think i'm kind

2560
01:26:52,629 --> 01:26:50,880
of right listen to that

2561
01:26:54,550 --> 01:26:52,639
you gotta talk you gotta check things in

2562
01:26:56,550 --> 01:26:54,560
here and don't go to the extreme where

2563
01:26:59,669 --> 01:26:56,560
you create a false reality

2564
01:27:01,750 --> 01:26:59,679
but just keep yourself balanced

2565
01:27:03,590 --> 01:27:01,760
within what's actually happening on the

2566
01:27:05,430 --> 01:27:03,600
outside world and what people say and do

2567
01:27:08,070 --> 01:27:05,440
and then check it in with yourself check

2568
01:27:09,750 --> 01:27:08,080
in with yourself and that's meditation

2569
01:27:11,590 --> 01:27:09,760
that check-in

2570
01:27:12,709 --> 01:27:11,600
where you spend quiet time i don't know

2571
01:27:15,350 --> 01:27:12,719
about you guys i don't know about you

2572
01:27:16,870 --> 01:27:15,360
big willy but i love my quiet time alone

2573
01:27:17,590 --> 01:27:16,880
it's my favorite

2574
01:27:36,390 --> 01:27:17,600
i

2575
01:27:38,070 --> 01:27:36,400
then um almost two-year-old so you have

2576
01:27:40,550 --> 01:27:38,080
a really important job

2577
01:27:42,149 --> 01:27:40,560
yeah yeah we we love like it's the most

2578
01:27:43,350 --> 01:27:42,159
awesome responsibility i've ever taken

2579
01:27:44,709 --> 01:27:43,360
on it but it's definitely a

2580
01:27:46,470 --> 01:27:44,719
responsibility

2581
01:27:47,990 --> 01:27:46,480
and um

2582
01:27:49,430 --> 01:27:48,000
i would love that and i've been talking

2583
01:27:50,470 --> 01:27:49,440
to my wife about this for a while i was

2584
01:27:51,830 --> 01:27:50,480
telling her and i don't know when we

2585
01:27:53,189 --> 01:27:51,840
would find the time to do it but i told

2586
01:27:54,950 --> 01:27:53,199
her i said we should really like do it

2587
01:27:55,910 --> 01:27:54,960
just even a 15-minute podcast of some

2588
01:27:57,830 --> 01:27:55,920
sort

2589
01:27:59,030 --> 01:27:57,840
it talks about

2590
01:28:00,709 --> 01:27:59,040
and i'm sure some people have written on

2591
01:28:02,790 --> 01:28:00,719
this but the idea that parents can

2592
01:28:06,390 --> 01:28:02,800
sometimes lose themselves a little bit

2593
01:28:09,030 --> 01:28:06,400
and specifically moms i feel um yes you

2594
01:28:11,350 --> 01:28:09,040
get so wrapped up in being a mom

2595
01:28:13,510 --> 01:28:11,360
that you can lose oneself

2596
01:28:15,030 --> 01:28:13,520
and it's it's a slippery slope and it's

2597
01:28:16,229 --> 01:28:15,040
something i think it should be more

2598
01:28:18,310 --> 01:28:16,239
tension on

2599
01:28:20,550 --> 01:28:18,320
it a hundred percent is thank you

2600
01:28:23,030 --> 01:28:20,560
when you give away a party yourself in

2601
01:28:25,030 --> 01:28:23,040
service so your wife for example as a

2602
01:28:27,510 --> 01:28:25,040
mother she's giving a part of herself

2603
01:28:29,510 --> 01:28:27,520
her energy in service to the child

2604
01:28:31,990 --> 01:28:29,520
because that's the that's the future

2605
01:28:33,110 --> 01:28:32,000
that's your genetic future

2606
01:28:35,590 --> 01:28:33,120
and

2607
01:28:37,110 --> 01:28:35,600
you guys have created these little

2608
01:28:38,070 --> 01:28:37,120
children three of them you have three

2609
01:28:38,790 --> 01:28:38,080
babies

2610
01:28:40,950 --> 01:28:38,800
so

2611
01:28:43,990 --> 01:28:40,960
yeah yeah three

2612
01:28:46,310 --> 01:28:44,000
um so you ha you both parents have the

2613
01:28:48,709 --> 01:28:46,320
most important job in the world

2614
01:28:49,990 --> 01:28:48,719
hands down i don't care what you say

2615
01:28:52,149 --> 01:28:50,000
parents have the most important and i'm

2616
01:28:54,470 --> 01:28:52,159
not a parent i'm not a parent and i wish

2617
01:28:56,550 --> 01:28:54,480
i was but i i think that fate was like

2618
01:28:58,709 --> 01:28:56,560
no that's not for you

2619
01:29:00,950 --> 01:28:58,719
but being a parent is the most important

2620
01:29:03,110 --> 01:29:00,960
job in the world because what you're

2621
01:29:04,950 --> 01:29:03,120
doing is you're shaping this little

2622
01:29:06,790 --> 01:29:04,960
being this little miracle this

2623
01:29:08,149 --> 01:29:06,800
consciousness that you created

2624
01:29:09,990 --> 01:29:08,159
into

2625
01:29:11,750 --> 01:29:10,000
shaping the future like they have to

2626
01:29:13,189 --> 01:29:11,760
adapt to the world as it is they have to

2627
01:29:16,070 --> 01:29:13,199
learn to adapt and then they have to

2628
01:29:18,790 --> 01:29:16,080
learn to work with it and then hopefully

2629
01:29:21,350 --> 01:29:18,800
shape it into what we need to the for

2630
01:29:22,310 --> 01:29:21,360
generations to come of our species

2631
01:29:23,830 --> 01:29:22,320
and

2632
01:29:25,590 --> 01:29:23,840
raising a child

2633
01:29:27,430 --> 01:29:25,600
is not a light task it's not a light

2634
01:29:29,510 --> 01:29:27,440
task at all

2635
01:29:31,669 --> 01:29:29,520
it's a very difficult job so i i commend

2636
01:29:34,550 --> 01:29:31,679
you for having three babies oh well

2637
01:29:36,830 --> 01:29:34,560
thank you i i suppose some sometimes

2638
01:29:39,510 --> 01:29:36,840
some people i think approach it with

2639
01:29:40,870 --> 01:29:39,520
uh i don't know i think we all that

2640
01:29:42,149 --> 01:29:40,880
first of all there's no book out there

2641
01:29:43,990 --> 01:29:42,159
and i think anybody who's ever been a

2642
01:29:45,990 --> 01:29:44,000
parent or any of that even if that means

2643
01:29:48,629 --> 01:29:46,000
you just took over being stepping up and

2644
01:29:49,750 --> 01:29:48,639
being someone's parent uh you know that

2645
01:29:50,870 --> 01:29:49,760
there's no book out there that actually

2646
01:29:53,430 --> 01:29:50,880
gets you ready for it because they're

2647
01:29:54,950 --> 01:29:53,440
all such unique little individuals

2648
01:29:56,870 --> 01:29:54,960
it's amazing

2649
01:29:59,910 --> 01:29:56,880
it's frustrating and they're used

2650
01:30:03,430 --> 01:30:00,870
yes

2651
01:30:04,870 --> 01:30:03,440
um and and ben knows this he's got just

2652
01:30:06,229 --> 01:30:04,880
now almost a month old baby or maybe

2653
01:30:08,149 --> 01:30:06,239
just over a month old so he's a brand

2654
01:30:09,590 --> 01:30:08,159
new daddy and he's he's just enjoying it

2655
01:30:11,910 --> 01:30:09,600
having his little girl

2656
01:30:13,350 --> 01:30:11,920
like i tell people i i used to not get

2657
01:30:14,550 --> 01:30:13,360
people who said

2658
01:30:16,550 --> 01:30:14,560
you know they're like oh i never want

2659
01:30:18,709 --> 01:30:16,560
kids and i couldn't relate to it but

2660
01:30:21,030 --> 01:30:18,719
then we had kids and once you realize

2661
01:30:22,390 --> 01:30:21,040
you're like hmm people definitely should

2662
01:30:23,669 --> 01:30:22,400
know if they want to have kids like it's

2663
01:30:24,390 --> 01:30:23,679
it's important because like you said

2664
01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:24,400
it's

2665
01:30:29,510 --> 01:30:27,760
know what i mean i'm viewing it as like

2666
01:30:30,629 --> 01:30:29,520
huge

2667
01:30:32,709 --> 01:30:30,639
it's it's

2668
01:30:34,629 --> 01:30:32,719
sometimes i think christina does a great

2669
01:30:36,229 --> 01:30:34,639
job at it and i usually don't let it get

2670
01:30:37,590 --> 01:30:36,239
to me but every once in a while if i do

2671
01:30:39,590 --> 01:30:37,600
get some quiet time it will hit me

2672
01:30:41,750 --> 01:30:39,600
everyone so i'm like oh my god there's

2673
01:30:43,430 --> 01:30:41,760
like three people that i am like you

2674
01:30:45,270 --> 01:30:43,440
just put in the context where i was like

2675
01:30:48,870 --> 01:30:45,280
they're the next generation and things

2676
01:30:50,870 --> 01:30:48,880
that i'm doing and saying affect that

2677
01:30:53,669 --> 01:30:50,880
in ways that you can't even imagine i

2678
01:30:56,310 --> 01:30:53,679
know it's it's very intriguing but they

2679
01:30:58,629 --> 01:30:56,320
do have such beautiful imaginative minds

2680
01:31:00,550 --> 01:30:58,639
and they're so open things i am

2681
01:31:02,070 --> 01:31:00,560
intrigued to see with i guess the

2682
01:31:03,669 --> 01:31:02,080
difference in how we were raised how

2683
01:31:04,470 --> 01:31:03,679
we're raising them

2684
01:31:05,750 --> 01:31:04,480
uh

2685
01:31:07,189 --> 01:31:05,760
josh hit on this earlier he said you

2686
01:31:08,870 --> 01:31:07,199
know like some of the the kids in school

2687
01:31:11,270 --> 01:31:08,880
now that are openly talking about ufos

2688
01:31:12,870 --> 01:31:11,280
or aliens and stuff and

2689
01:31:14,950 --> 01:31:12,880
this idea of like consciousness and

2690
01:31:16,790 --> 01:31:14,960
helping them recognize that if you put

2691
01:31:18,310 --> 01:31:16,800
in the belief or you i'm sorry if you

2692
01:31:19,590 --> 01:31:18,320
put in the work

2693
01:31:21,189 --> 01:31:19,600
you kind of manifest the reality you

2694
01:31:22,470 --> 01:31:21,199
want and you do believe you have to put

2695
01:31:24,470 --> 01:31:22,480
in work but if you put in the work and

2696
01:31:26,709 --> 01:31:24,480
you keep that in front of you

2697
01:31:28,629 --> 01:31:26,719
you can achieve amazing things but

2698
01:31:29,669 --> 01:31:28,639
really trying to help them achieve at an

2699
01:31:31,110 --> 01:31:29,679
early age

2700
01:31:33,030 --> 01:31:31,120
and it's going to fluctuate but who and

2701
01:31:34,550 --> 01:31:33,040
what they are like what are you really

2702
01:31:35,430 --> 01:31:34,560
what do you really want to do with this

2703
01:31:37,750 --> 01:31:35,440
life

2704
01:31:40,229 --> 01:31:37,760
um because my parents were great but

2705
01:31:41,750 --> 01:31:40,239
that wasn't something that was really

2706
01:31:43,750 --> 01:31:41,760
we were because of the religious aspect

2707
01:31:46,790 --> 01:31:43,760
you had a job like you know what i mean

2708
01:31:49,110 --> 01:31:46,800
your job was kind of a sign from day one

2709
01:31:52,870 --> 01:31:49,120
and it wasn't a lot of talk but like

2710
01:31:54,629 --> 01:31:52,880
yeah it's involved it has evolved

2711
01:31:56,229 --> 01:31:54,639
right

2712
01:31:58,470 --> 01:31:56,239
like 100

2713
01:31:59,830 --> 01:31:58,480
how we were parented and how our parents

2714
01:32:02,470 --> 01:31:59,840
were parented

2715
01:32:04,470 --> 01:32:02,480
is completely different than how our

2716
01:32:06,709 --> 01:32:04,480
generation parents

2717
01:32:09,910 --> 01:32:06,719
and i feel and i don't know if you if

2718
01:32:12,229 --> 01:32:09,920
you if you are on board with this but i

2719
01:32:14,070 --> 01:32:12,239
you're an example to me of like how

2720
01:32:16,070 --> 01:32:14,080
parenting is becoming more heart

2721
01:32:18,870 --> 01:32:16,080
centered and more compassionate than it

2722
01:32:21,350 --> 01:32:18,880
was in previous generations for sure

2723
01:32:22,950 --> 01:32:21,360
yeah yeah i mean we some some have felt

2724
01:32:24,629 --> 01:32:22,960
not for the better and some have felt

2725
01:32:25,910 --> 01:32:24,639
that i you know there's there's give and

2726
01:32:27,430 --> 01:32:25,920
take and we should have balance in

2727
01:32:28,470 --> 01:32:27,440
things and right now i do feel that

2728
01:32:30,229 --> 01:32:28,480
we're

2729
01:32:32,149 --> 01:32:30,239
we are in a generation where there's

2730
01:32:35,110 --> 01:32:32,159
gonna be two extremes coming out of this

2731
01:32:36,629 --> 01:32:35,120
i do feel like there's gonna be for sure

2732
01:32:38,629 --> 01:32:36,639
there's two extremes forming i would say

2733
01:32:40,629 --> 01:32:38,639
maybe even three that are very different

2734
01:32:42,149 --> 01:32:40,639
from one another and who knows how

2735
01:32:43,270 --> 01:32:42,159
that's going to work out i can't tell

2736
01:32:44,870 --> 01:32:43,280
anybody i don't want anybody to really

2737
01:32:46,149 --> 01:32:44,880
tell me how to like have to raise my

2738
01:32:47,750 --> 01:32:46,159
kids so i don't tell the people how to

2739
01:32:49,910 --> 01:32:47,760
raise their kids unless they ever ask

2740
01:32:51,189 --> 01:32:49,920
something i'm like oh maybe try this but

2741
01:32:52,950 --> 01:32:51,199
i'm not that person who's out there

2742
01:32:54,229 --> 01:32:52,960
because like honestly

2743
01:32:55,750 --> 01:32:54,239
if they're alive at the end of the day

2744
01:32:57,510 --> 01:32:55,760
there's no broken bones and everybody

2745
01:32:59,750 --> 01:32:57,520
ate dinner and like all that jazz is

2746
01:33:01,590 --> 01:32:59,760
good we were winning we're that's a

2747
01:33:02,950 --> 01:33:01,600
successful day and some people are like

2748
01:33:04,550 --> 01:33:02,960
man you gotta be teaching them french

2749
01:33:05,910 --> 01:33:04,560
and sign language and spanish and i'm

2750
01:33:07,669 --> 01:33:05,920
like we're just trying to say normal

2751
01:33:09,030 --> 01:33:07,679
words like properly

2752
01:33:10,550 --> 01:33:09,040
so

2753
01:33:12,070 --> 01:33:10,560
not to say you couldn't do those things

2754
01:33:14,310 --> 01:33:12,080
they have amazing minds that can retain

2755
01:33:15,990 --> 01:33:14,320
a ton of information but it is kind of

2756
01:33:17,510 --> 01:33:16,000
funny the uh

2757
01:33:19,590 --> 01:33:17,520
the different parenting styles are

2758
01:33:22,470 --> 01:33:19,600
always very unique i'll say that

2759
01:33:23,830 --> 01:33:22,480
um but yeah i i i don't

2760
01:33:25,510 --> 01:33:23,840
regret it all the

2761
01:33:27,830 --> 01:33:25,520
and that's and that's just a reflection

2762
01:33:30,070 --> 01:33:27,840
of personality you know mm-hmm that's

2763
01:33:31,910 --> 01:33:30,080
his reflection

2764
01:33:34,070 --> 01:33:31,920
your parenting style is reflection of

2765
01:33:36,149 --> 01:33:34,080
your personalities you know you guys are

2766
01:33:37,830 --> 01:33:36,159
just more relaxed and more like this is

2767
01:33:39,990 --> 01:33:37,840
what they need to learn they don't need

2768
01:33:41,270 --> 01:33:40,000
these crazy lessons in french or

2769
01:33:42,709 --> 01:33:41,280
whatever and learn 10 different

2770
01:33:44,790 --> 01:33:42,719
languages they need to learn how to be a

2771
01:33:46,550 --> 01:33:44,800
decent human being and pay their bills

2772
01:33:48,229 --> 01:33:46,560
you know and have a healthy relationship

2773
01:33:49,110 --> 01:33:48,239
with their significant other or whatever

2774
01:33:50,550 --> 01:33:49,120
it is

2775
01:33:52,870 --> 01:33:50,560
um yeah

2776
01:33:54,229 --> 01:33:52,880
priorities are different yeah priorities

2777
01:33:56,070 --> 01:33:54,239
are different and the way people raise

2778
01:33:58,470 --> 01:33:56,080
their kids is just a reflection of where

2779
01:33:59,430 --> 01:33:58,480
they're at you know so

2780
01:34:01,750 --> 01:33:59,440
yeah

2781
01:34:03,669 --> 01:34:01,760
spooky we love you here so much but

2782
01:34:05,590 --> 01:34:03,679
you make me laugh every single time

2783
01:34:07,270 --> 01:34:05,600
you're in the chat

2784
01:34:09,030 --> 01:34:07,280
you know what here's one for you guys

2785
01:34:10,629 --> 01:34:09,040
tonight that's kind of sus whatever

2786
01:34:12,310 --> 01:34:10,639
you're sipping on tonight when i mention

2787
01:34:14,390 --> 01:34:12,320
sauce you may take a sip because that's

2788
01:34:21,910 --> 01:34:14,400
a little sus but i appreciate it spooky

2789
01:34:25,830 --> 01:34:23,590
do you want me to like take questions or

2790
01:34:27,110 --> 01:34:25,840
anything or no i was just going to ask

2791
01:34:28,229 --> 01:34:27,120
you if there's anything you want to get

2792
01:34:29,510 --> 01:34:28,239
out i had already mentioned them to

2793
01:34:31,110 --> 01:34:29,520
bring forth questions i hadn't seen

2794
01:34:32,390 --> 01:34:31,120
anything pop up but i was gonna i was

2795
01:34:34,149 --> 01:34:32,400
just gonna bring it up to you i was like

2796
01:34:36,390 --> 01:34:34,159
i'm sorry you were 30 minutes over at

2797
01:34:40,470 --> 01:34:36,400
least of the time you said you could do

2798
01:34:44,629 --> 01:34:42,950
oh sorry um you know i said i know

2799
01:34:46,790 --> 01:34:44,639
you'll be sorry i've said i was looking

2800
01:34:47,750 --> 01:34:46,800
at the chat box real quick um i have

2801
01:34:49,510 --> 01:34:47,760
said

2802
01:34:50,709 --> 01:34:49,520
everything i've wanted to say and if

2803
01:34:53,189 --> 01:34:50,719
people have

2804
01:34:55,350 --> 01:34:53,199
specific questions um i want people to

2805
01:34:57,350 --> 01:34:55,360
know if you are curious about hypnosis i

2806
01:34:59,590 --> 01:34:57,360
mean you want to choose a hypnotherapist

2807
01:35:01,669 --> 01:34:59,600
that's the right person for you um and

2808
01:35:03,350 --> 01:35:01,679
that might not be me but it might be me

2809
01:35:05,030 --> 01:35:03,360
the only way like there's like you can

2810
01:35:07,030 --> 01:35:05,040
just listen to me talk and you might

2811
01:35:09,350 --> 01:35:07,040
already know right now if you are

2812
01:35:10,950 --> 01:35:09,360
interested in

2813
01:35:12,550 --> 01:35:10,960
having a session or at least talking

2814
01:35:15,109 --> 01:35:12,560
about having a session i do offer

2815
01:35:16,709 --> 01:35:15,119
20-minute free consultations and you can

2816
01:35:18,229 --> 01:35:16,719
book those on my website so i just want

2817
01:35:19,430 --> 01:35:18,239
people to know that like if you're

2818
01:35:20,310 --> 01:35:19,440
curious

2819
01:35:21,990 --> 01:35:20,320
um

2820
01:35:22,870 --> 01:35:22,000
and you want to know more

2821
01:35:24,790 --> 01:35:22,880
and

2822
01:35:26,709 --> 01:35:24,800
but if you just want to watch stuff i'm

2823
01:35:28,709 --> 01:35:26,719
i have my sessions on youtube i have a

2824
01:35:30,070 --> 01:35:28,719
lot of my sessions on youtube

2825
01:35:32,149 --> 01:35:30,080
and they can go there and then on

2826
01:35:34,070 --> 01:35:32,159
instagram i post a lot of philosophical

2827
01:35:35,510 --> 01:35:34,080
stuff with pictures from the area that i

2828
01:35:37,590 --> 01:35:35,520
live in so i just wanted people to know

2829
01:35:39,350 --> 01:35:37,600
like that's what i'm offering online and

2830
01:35:41,350 --> 01:35:39,360
how to reach out if they're if they need

2831
01:35:42,870 --> 01:35:41,360
more information after tonight

2832
01:35:44,629 --> 01:35:42,880
yeah and for those that are watching

2833
01:35:45,910 --> 01:35:44,639
currently in the chat like i said i put

2834
01:35:47,189 --> 01:35:45,920
her links in there a couple times so you

2835
01:35:48,629 --> 01:35:47,199
guys can click on those they're awesome

2836
01:35:50,550 --> 01:35:48,639
the show notes so if you're watching

2837
01:35:51,750 --> 01:35:50,560
this video at a later date scroll down

2838
01:35:52,790 --> 01:35:51,760
they're gonna be right there and if

2839
01:35:54,070 --> 01:35:52,800
you're listening to this in podcast

2840
01:35:55,350 --> 01:35:54,080
formats we have a ton of people who

2841
01:35:57,030 --> 01:35:55,360
listen podcasts strictly they're gonna

2842
01:35:58,310 --> 01:35:57,040
come on youtube and i get it we'll make

2843
01:35:59,830 --> 01:35:58,320
sure that's in the show notes as well so

2844
01:36:01,109 --> 01:35:59,840
be able to go down there and click on it

2845
01:36:02,310 --> 01:36:01,119
like i said we got your youtube linked

2846
01:36:03,350 --> 01:36:02,320
but if you sure got your website at the

2847
01:36:05,030 --> 01:36:03,360
top and i believe you also give me your

2848
01:36:06,390 --> 01:36:05,040
instagram um if you wanted to follow me

2849
01:36:07,510 --> 01:36:06,400
over there so

2850
01:36:09,270 --> 01:36:07,520
perfect

2851
01:36:11,590 --> 01:36:09,280
um spooky you just asked if i'm going to

2852
01:36:13,830 --> 01:36:11,600
be on lin's show

2853
01:36:15,350 --> 01:36:13,840
i would ask lynn specifically if i were

2854
01:36:17,510 --> 01:36:15,360
you spooky if you could

2855
01:36:19,430 --> 01:36:17,520
i know i'm going to be a regular she has

2856
01:36:20,550 --> 01:36:19,440
a she had said i would be a regular

2857
01:36:22,229 --> 01:36:20,560
guest

2858
01:36:24,310 --> 01:36:22,239
um monthly

2859
01:36:27,030 --> 01:36:24,320
i'm not sure like if that's the

2860
01:36:28,629 --> 01:36:27,040
experience or group though

2861
01:36:30,470 --> 01:36:28,639
that could be i know that's a big thing

2862
01:36:32,310 --> 01:36:30,480
she's got coming coming forward so

2863
01:36:34,550 --> 01:36:32,320
that's going to be a good time and like

2864
01:36:35,830 --> 01:36:34,560
i said i i really appreciate you hanging

2865
01:36:36,790 --> 01:36:35,840
over your time here because i know we

2866
01:36:37,910 --> 01:36:36,800
had so much we could have covered we

2867
01:36:40,070 --> 01:36:37,920
could have gone into some of your

2868
01:36:41,189 --> 01:36:40,080
experiences there's a lot to do there so

2869
01:36:42,709 --> 01:36:41,199
people have to check you out this guy

2870
01:36:45,350 --> 01:36:42,719
i've always said we always we were big

2871
01:36:46,629 --> 01:36:45,360
supporters of space.radio sor with dave

2872
01:36:47,990 --> 01:36:46,639
scott and lynn wallington matter of fact

2873
01:36:49,830 --> 01:36:48,000
lynn will be going on in about an hour

2874
01:36:53,030 --> 01:36:49,840
and 19 minutes here i don't know she's

2875
01:36:54,629 --> 01:36:53,040
got tonight ask her guys ask her

2876
01:36:55,990 --> 01:36:54,639
yeah so we can also say we can

2877
01:36:57,350 --> 01:36:56,000
definitely be in the chat and ask her

2878
01:36:58,629 --> 01:36:57,360
tonight and maybe i'll just message her

2879
01:37:01,750 --> 01:36:58,639
and i get off here and be like hey

2880
01:37:03,990 --> 01:37:01,760
what's up what's this going down yeah

2881
01:37:05,109 --> 01:37:04,000
ask her about that melissa i'm looking

2882
01:37:06,870 --> 01:37:05,119
forward to

2883
01:37:08,790 --> 01:37:06,880
consulting with you

2884
01:37:10,629 --> 01:37:08,800
the links are broken how are the links

2885
01:37:12,149 --> 01:37:10,639
broken what do you mean bob

2886
01:37:14,550 --> 01:37:12,159
so they shouldn't be

2887
01:37:15,990 --> 01:37:14,560
i was gonna say i checked i could have

2888
01:37:19,990 --> 01:37:16,000
swore

2889
01:37:20,790 --> 01:37:20,000
swings hypnosis.com is good youtube.com

2890
01:37:22,870 --> 01:37:20,800
um

2891
01:37:24,310 --> 01:37:22,880
i mean and the way it's showing up is

2892
01:37:25,830 --> 01:37:24,320
like it's not totally their instagram it

2893
01:37:27,830 --> 01:37:25,840
doesn't look like it's a little off

2894
01:37:29,990 --> 01:37:27,840
roots underscore wings underscore

2895
01:37:31,510 --> 01:37:30,000
hypnosis is my instagram

2896
01:37:33,590 --> 01:37:31,520
you might have cut them off

2897
01:37:34,709 --> 01:37:33,600
okay so go to my website guys and then

2898
01:37:36,790 --> 01:37:34,719
the the

2899
01:37:39,510 --> 01:37:36,800
icons in the top right hand corner will

2900
01:37:41,350 --> 01:37:39,520
be there for youtube and facebook and

2901
01:37:43,990 --> 01:37:41,360
instagram it's all there so just perfect

2902
01:37:45,430 --> 01:37:44,000
it's hypnosis.com and i'll make sure if

2903
01:37:46,870 --> 01:37:45,440
you're listening in podcast format right

2904
01:37:48,390 --> 01:37:46,880
now that we fixed that so the link

2905
01:37:49,510 --> 01:37:48,400
should be good but if nothing else guys

2906
01:37:50,550 --> 01:37:49,520
go check out our website like she said

2907
01:37:52,149 --> 01:37:50,560
it's all gonna be right there and you

2908
01:37:53,430 --> 01:37:52,159
can read all about it

2909
01:37:56,470 --> 01:37:53,440
you can read all those words i couldn't

2910
01:37:56,480 --> 01:37:59,990
all of that

2911
01:38:03,030 --> 01:38:01,750
all right well carlene thank you so much

2912
01:38:04,629 --> 01:38:03,040
for coming on to hang out tonight and

2913
01:38:06,149 --> 01:38:04,639
guys like i said i'm going to be on here

2914
01:38:07,750 --> 01:38:06,159
for a little bit longer if anybody wants

2915
01:38:08,629 --> 01:38:07,760
to hop on you just want to talk for a

2916
01:38:10,229 --> 01:38:08,639
little bit

2917
01:38:11,590 --> 01:38:10,239
we always open up the door and say hey

2918
01:38:13,109 --> 01:38:11,600
we got any hitchhikers want us to talk

2919
01:38:14,790 --> 01:38:13,119
come in and talk about something

2920
01:38:15,669 --> 01:38:14,800
feel free hop on

2921
01:38:17,430 --> 01:38:15,679
uh

2922
01:38:19,109 --> 01:38:17,440
but yeah thank you so much carly and

2923
01:38:21,030 --> 01:38:19,119
then like i said hopefully wait to see a

2924
01:38:22,149 --> 01:38:21,040
little more of you with uh with lynn i

2925
01:38:24,629 --> 01:38:22,159
don't know if it'll be directly through

2926
01:38:26,390 --> 01:38:24,639
sorry or how that's gonna work out but

2927
01:38:28,870 --> 01:38:26,400
show yes i'll see you guys on lynn's

2928
01:38:30,790 --> 01:38:28,880
show i'll be in the chat box

2929
01:38:33,109 --> 01:38:30,800
all right well you have a good night and

2930
01:38:35,750 --> 01:38:33,119
thank you once again for coming on okay

2931
01:38:38,149 --> 01:38:35,760
beast love taco grease bye guys

2932
01:38:40,149 --> 01:38:38,159
this is so fun bye oh for sure have a

2933
01:38:42,629 --> 01:38:40,159
good one

2934
01:38:44,550 --> 01:38:42,639
oh man guys there was so much more we

2935
01:38:46,070 --> 01:38:44,560
could have gone into so much she had so

2936
01:38:47,510 --> 01:38:46,080
many of her own experiences not to

2937
01:38:49,350 --> 01:38:47,520
mention those experiences of those that

2938
01:38:50,310 --> 01:38:49,360
she's helped along the way there's a lot

2939
01:38:51,270 --> 01:38:50,320
there

2940
01:38:52,629 --> 01:38:51,280
um

2941
01:38:53,830 --> 01:38:52,639
so i'll make sure hopefully if she's

2942
01:38:55,430 --> 01:38:53,840
still watching her pops up i'll leave

2943
01:38:56,790 --> 01:38:55,440
that up there for you brother what's up

2944
01:38:58,790 --> 01:38:56,800
let's see what's josh casey saying here

2945
01:39:01,830 --> 01:38:58,800
big willy your beard is is throwing the

2946
01:39:04,629 --> 01:39:01,840
signal off too much much too much macho

2947
01:39:06,790 --> 01:39:04,639
or macho it's not even that big i i took

2948
01:39:08,709 --> 01:39:06,800
off um i actually

2949
01:39:10,709 --> 01:39:08,719
i just cut it the other night i took off

2950
01:39:11,830 --> 01:39:10,719
quite a bit uh look at it i'm gonna

2951
01:39:13,750 --> 01:39:11,840
slide it to the side i took off like a

2952
01:39:16,550 --> 01:39:13,760
couple inches look at it

2953
01:39:18,790 --> 01:39:16,560
see it's shorter

2954
01:39:20,149 --> 01:39:18,800
i cleaned it all up like huh

2955
01:39:22,229 --> 01:39:20,159
yeah for anybody who wants to hop on

2956
01:39:24,709 --> 01:39:22,239
here like i said feel free no pressure

2957
01:39:25,510 --> 01:39:24,719
you can come on with or without a camera

2958
01:39:29,189 --> 01:39:25,520
uh

2959
01:39:31,510 --> 01:39:29,199
but man how about that i i'm fascinated

2960
01:39:33,189 --> 01:39:31,520
i really am fascinated with the

2961
01:39:34,950 --> 01:39:33,199
past life regression

2962
01:39:36,550 --> 01:39:34,960
and progression i had never even heard

2963
01:39:38,310 --> 01:39:36,560
of that and i could see how that one

2964
01:39:40,870 --> 01:39:38,320
could get conflated perhaps or maybe

2965
01:39:42,790 --> 01:39:40,880
even mistaken with the uh i believe

2966
01:39:45,430 --> 01:39:42,800
sunsaver brought this up earlier

2967
01:39:47,510 --> 01:39:45,440
uh the idea of

2968
01:39:49,910 --> 01:39:47,520
like remote viewing you know but maybe

2969
01:39:53,030 --> 01:39:49,920
not who knows i mean for me i think it's

2970
01:39:54,550 --> 01:39:53,040
uh oh it's quite oh you know what guys

2971
01:39:57,189 --> 01:39:54,560
i just realized i'm gonna need to put

2972
01:39:58,950 --> 01:39:57,199
the link in the chat if anybody does

2973
01:40:00,950 --> 01:39:58,960
want to hop in here because i just

2974
01:40:02,149 --> 01:40:00,960
realized i'm like hey guys you want to

2975
01:40:03,109 --> 01:40:02,159
hop in here and i haven't even put the

2976
01:40:04,470 --> 01:40:03,119
link out there for you guys all right

2977
01:40:06,310 --> 01:40:04,480
hang on a second let me get the link up

2978
01:40:11,669 --> 01:40:06,320
here

2979
01:40:13,910 --> 01:40:11,679
way if it disappears

2980
01:40:15,350 --> 01:40:13,920
you guys can hop back on there again

2981
01:40:18,790 --> 01:40:15,360
i don't know why i forgot about that

2982
01:40:20,790 --> 01:40:18,800
thurston what's happening heck yeah

2983
01:40:23,669 --> 01:40:20,800
heck yeah why cool woman yes she was she

2984
01:40:25,430 --> 01:40:23,679
was a great lady i noticed we lost uh we

2985
01:40:27,270 --> 01:40:25,440
lost one of our listeners after she

2986
01:40:29,590 --> 01:40:27,280
called him out she called him out on it

2987
01:40:31,830 --> 01:40:29,600
i feel bad i feel bad that uh she had to

2988
01:40:33,750 --> 01:40:31,840
do that but it still made me laugh a

2989
01:40:34,950 --> 01:40:33,760
little bit guys i apologize tonight too

2990
01:40:36,390 --> 01:40:34,960
i got going a couple times with her and

2991
01:40:38,390 --> 01:40:36,400
i did lose track of you guys over here

2992
01:40:39,750 --> 01:40:38,400
in the chat so if you had asked a

2993
01:40:42,149 --> 01:40:39,760
question earlier

2994
01:40:43,910 --> 01:40:42,159
that you wanted either myself to answer

2995
01:40:45,109 --> 01:40:43,920
or her and i missed it i do apologize i

2996
01:40:46,790 --> 01:40:45,119
normally do a little bit better job at

2997
01:40:47,990 --> 01:40:46,800
keeping up with it but i was kind of

2998
01:40:49,910 --> 01:40:48,000
jumping between the two i've gotta

2999
01:40:52,709 --> 01:40:49,920
actually update the information we have

3000
01:40:55,189 --> 01:40:52,719
going on over here with chrome

3001
01:40:56,550 --> 01:40:55,199
versus the uh

3002
01:40:57,830 --> 01:40:56,560
the browser that i'm using because the

3003
01:41:00,149 --> 01:40:57,840
browser i'm using doesn't allow me to

3004
01:41:02,149 --> 01:41:00,159
quite utilize streamer to its full

3005
01:41:03,669 --> 01:41:02,159
capacity so

3006
01:41:06,870 --> 01:41:03,679
but yeah it's

3007
01:41:08,709 --> 01:41:06,880
melissa thurston josh casey let's see

3008
01:41:10,310 --> 01:41:08,719
who else we got here sun saver why

3009
01:41:12,470 --> 01:41:10,320
spooky morales

3010
01:41:13,350 --> 01:41:12,480
zero cool i know spaghetti lee i know

3011
01:41:14,709 --> 01:41:13,360
you're gone brother but you were here

3012
01:41:17,030 --> 01:41:14,719
for a little while all guys thank you so

3013
01:41:19,430 --> 01:41:17,040
much for hanging out in here and and and

3014
01:41:22,629 --> 01:41:19,440
just conversating wait tammy you as well

3015
01:41:24,470 --> 01:41:22,639
uh justin a.d menard thank you so much

3016
01:41:25,669 --> 01:41:24,480
um

3017
01:41:26,790 --> 01:41:25,679
agreed i'm just going back here i'm just

3018
01:41:28,709 --> 01:41:26,800
reading some of the old comments that i

3019
01:41:30,390 --> 01:41:28,719
missed that he says who doesn't melt

3020
01:41:32,709 --> 01:41:30,400
when a very young baby looks intensely

3021
01:41:35,189 --> 01:41:32,719
at you 100 percent i remember one of the

3022
01:41:37,510 --> 01:41:35,199
most fascinating things for me

3023
01:41:38,870 --> 01:41:37,520
even still to this day but especially i

3024
01:41:40,149 --> 01:41:38,880
mean they can use their words more now

3025
01:41:41,750 --> 01:41:40,159
but when they were that baby right in

3026
01:41:43,669 --> 01:41:41,760
that first couple of months and they

3027
01:41:45,030 --> 01:41:43,679
would just lock eyes with you you know

3028
01:41:46,870 --> 01:41:45,040
maybe you're feeding them or whatever is

3029
01:41:48,390 --> 01:41:46,880
going on and they would just stare

3030
01:41:50,470 --> 01:41:48,400
i was always like

3031
01:41:52,310 --> 01:41:50,480
i would give you anything to just get in

3032
01:41:54,070 --> 01:41:52,320
that head for a little bit just what's

3033
01:41:56,550 --> 01:41:54,080
going on right maybe there's not even

3034
01:41:57,750 --> 01:41:56,560
words yet it's just thoughts that are

3035
01:41:59,590 --> 01:41:57,760
feelings

3036
01:42:01,590 --> 01:41:59,600
always fascinated me i always was like

3037
01:42:03,350 --> 01:42:01,600
what what could be in there and you

3038
01:42:04,470 --> 01:42:03,360
could feel so much love from something

3039
01:42:07,109 --> 01:42:04,480
that's not

3040
01:42:08,390 --> 01:42:07,119
expressing the words that say i love you

3041
01:42:09,669 --> 01:42:08,400
and sometimes

3042
01:42:11,189 --> 01:42:09,679
contextually

3043
01:42:13,030 --> 01:42:11,199
they lose a lot of meaning we just

3044
01:42:14,790 --> 01:42:13,040
freely throw that term out there a lot

3045
01:42:15,990 --> 01:42:14,800
sometimes and i feel like that's

3046
01:42:17,510 --> 01:42:16,000
something we should always concentrate

3047
01:42:19,830 --> 01:42:17,520
on

3048
01:42:23,030 --> 01:42:19,840
all right hey grand master i tell you

3049
01:42:24,470 --> 01:42:23,040
what i've seen you brother partying up

3050
01:42:26,229 --> 01:42:24,480
hard you guys don't talk about a guy who

3051
01:42:29,590 --> 01:42:26,239
parties hard

3052
01:42:30,790 --> 01:42:29,600
real hard he was running hard on sor

3053
01:42:32,950 --> 01:42:30,800
there's a link right there if you want

3054
01:42:34,790 --> 01:42:32,960
to get on and you can just party in the

3055
01:42:35,990 --> 01:42:34,800
background i'll throw you up or you can

3056
01:42:37,590 --> 01:42:36,000
talk to me if you would like a little

3057
01:42:39,669 --> 01:42:37,600
bit

3058
01:42:42,629 --> 01:42:39,679
oh you're wait wait you're in a

3059
01:42:44,950 --> 01:42:42,639
i'm on oh you're on

3060
01:42:46,149 --> 01:42:44,960
what is the poopy duke patrol guys what

3061
01:42:49,030 --> 01:42:46,159
is does anybody in the chat know what a

3062
01:42:51,750 --> 01:42:49,040
poopy duke patrol is he said i'm on poop

3063
01:42:53,990 --> 01:42:51,760
e duke patrol am i reading it wrong am i

3064
01:42:56,070 --> 01:42:54,000
reading that wrong guys

3065
01:42:57,590 --> 01:42:56,080
i don't know uh champ cam i know you

3066
01:42:59,109 --> 01:42:57,600
were on here before brother uh like i

3067
01:43:01,910 --> 01:42:59,119
said i that link's in there if anybody

3068
01:43:03,990 --> 01:43:01,920
wants to hop on there's no pressure

3069
01:43:06,149 --> 01:43:04,000
oh we got one hey look at this hang on

3070
01:43:09,030 --> 01:43:06,159
one second

3071
01:43:10,229 --> 01:43:09,040
uh let's see uh oh here we go

3072
01:43:11,750 --> 01:43:10,239
you all said brother before i bring you

3073
01:43:13,590 --> 01:43:11,760
in you're all good

3074
01:43:15,030 --> 01:43:13,600
good all right so what's happening guys

3075
01:43:16,310 --> 01:43:15,040
we got we got a hitchhiker here we got

3076
01:43:18,390 --> 01:43:16,320
josh casey in the house what's up

3077
01:43:20,070 --> 01:43:18,400
brother or joshua sorry about that josh

3078
01:43:21,750 --> 01:43:20,080
or jason brother

3079
01:43:24,629 --> 01:43:21,760
man

3080
01:43:27,750 --> 01:43:24,639
oh yeah dude she's i i when i came

3081
01:43:29,350 --> 01:43:27,760
across her with lynn it was a couple

3082
01:43:31,350 --> 01:43:29,360
months maybe four months back or so it

3083
01:43:33,109 --> 01:43:31,360
was her last episode with lynn and i was

3084
01:43:35,030 --> 01:43:33,119
like this lady's like

3085
01:43:37,030 --> 01:43:35,040
this is pretty awesome right

3086
01:43:38,149 --> 01:43:37,040
and and she got to anybody should go

3087
01:43:39,270 --> 01:43:38,159
check out that interview with her

3088
01:43:40,790 --> 01:43:39,280
because they got to get a lot more

3089
01:43:42,149 --> 01:43:40,800
detail as far as like some of her

3090
01:43:43,830 --> 01:43:42,159
personal encounters i think she's

3091
01:43:45,030 --> 01:43:43,840
actually been on lynn twice i haven't

3092
01:43:47,590 --> 01:43:45,040
listened to the very first time she was

3093
01:43:49,590 --> 01:43:47,600
on but yeah man just a lot of knowledge

3094
01:43:51,430 --> 01:43:49,600
that just resonates with me pretty

3095
01:43:52,390 --> 01:43:51,440
deeply and what's amazing what i learned

3096
01:43:54,950 --> 01:43:52,400
tonight a little more is i didn't

3097
01:43:56,950 --> 01:43:54,960
realize a lot of this just happens to be

3098
01:43:58,709 --> 01:43:56,960
more as of the

3099
01:44:00,709 --> 01:43:58,719
as of late it's not necessarily

3100
01:44:02,149 --> 01:44:00,719
information that's like

3101
01:44:03,750 --> 01:44:02,159
always been there with her maybe it has

3102
01:44:05,350 --> 01:44:03,760
but she's just now really putting it out

3103
01:44:07,109 --> 01:44:05,360
there and then seems the universe is

3104
01:44:09,350 --> 01:44:07,119
really responding to her so

3105
01:44:10,950 --> 01:44:09,360
you know yeah a lot of people are are

3106
01:44:12,870 --> 01:44:10,960
waking up i was stoked that she brought

3107
01:44:14,709 --> 01:44:12,880
up from divorce came because i don't

3108
01:44:16,629 --> 01:44:14,719
you're hardly anybody talk about her my

3109
01:44:18,310 --> 01:44:16,639
um my investigator got beyond her she's

3110
01:44:20,709 --> 01:44:18,320
awesome i love dolores

3111
01:44:23,109 --> 01:44:20,719
yeah yeah dolores is great

3112
01:44:25,189 --> 01:44:23,119
i uh i would like to do a lot more

3113
01:44:26,790 --> 01:44:25,199
especially since the the consciousness

3114
01:44:28,390 --> 01:44:26,800
wave that's coming man it's like a tidal

3115
01:44:30,550 --> 01:44:28,400
wave anymore it's a tsunami at this

3116
01:44:33,350 --> 01:44:30,560
point anyway it's not even it's not a

3117
01:44:34,870 --> 01:44:33,360
storm uh and i do want to read up on

3118
01:44:36,629 --> 01:44:34,880
some of that history because i one of

3119
01:44:37,990 --> 01:44:36,639
the great things that i've noticed

3120
01:44:39,030 --> 01:44:38,000
is there is and i respect there's a

3121
01:44:40,390 --> 01:44:39,040
couple people out there doing some great

3122
01:44:42,390 --> 01:44:40,400
work i think ben and joe are doing great

3123
01:44:44,550 --> 01:44:42,400
work i think um

3124
01:44:46,470 --> 01:44:44,560
i think christina gomez is doing good

3125
01:44:48,550 --> 01:44:46,480
work and there's some people i think i

3126
01:44:50,070 --> 01:44:48,560
think uh dave scott is doing great work

3127
01:44:51,510 --> 01:44:50,080
for us is the community that's kind of

3128
01:44:53,270 --> 01:44:51,520
in between those that

3129
01:44:55,350 --> 01:44:53,280
have come the greats that are maybe some

3130
01:44:56,629 --> 01:44:55,360
of you have passed on and then there's a

3131
01:44:58,470 --> 01:44:56,639
younger group of people that are

3132
01:45:00,070 --> 01:44:58,480
experiencing things and but there's the

3133
01:45:02,550 --> 01:45:00,080
history there's this lineage that's

3134
01:45:04,470 --> 01:45:02,560
almost lost and trying to keep that

3135
01:45:06,790 --> 01:45:04,480
intact you know there's been a stretch a

3136
01:45:08,950 --> 01:45:06,800
stretch i feel that in the middle a lot

3137
01:45:10,470 --> 01:45:08,960
got lost and so most exciting thing for

3138
01:45:12,149 --> 01:45:10,480
me is to go back and find these old

3139
01:45:13,510 --> 01:45:12,159
stories in this lineage

3140
01:45:14,870 --> 01:45:13,520
and find out that they were hitting on

3141
01:45:17,430 --> 01:45:14,880
some of the stuff that we're just now

3142
01:45:19,270 --> 01:45:17,440
kind of all like really accepting i

3143
01:45:20,950 --> 01:45:19,280
guess and it wasn't like a lot of them

3144
01:45:22,149 --> 01:45:20,960
and they were definitely ostracized for

3145
01:45:24,550 --> 01:45:22,159
bringing it up

3146
01:45:27,270 --> 01:45:24,560
but for me it is pretty exciting to see

3147
01:45:28,870 --> 01:45:27,280
uh to see it all coming about

3148
01:45:30,229 --> 01:45:28,880
yeah i think we're all like pieces to

3149
01:45:32,310 --> 01:45:30,239
the puzzle you got to give yourself

3150
01:45:34,390 --> 01:45:32,320
credit man you're part of it too

3151
01:45:36,470 --> 01:45:34,400
i don't know about all that like i said

3152
01:45:37,990 --> 01:45:36,480
i'm just here riding that i'm just

3153
01:45:40,149 --> 01:45:38,000
running away like the tsunami i mean i

3154
01:45:42,629 --> 01:45:40,159
can't surf to save my life or skateboard

3155
01:45:44,790 --> 01:45:42,639
i'm sure but i'm i'm surfing i'm surfing

3156
01:45:47,350 --> 01:45:44,800
on these waves

3157
01:45:49,189 --> 01:45:47,360
i'm just relaxing and chilling

3158
01:45:51,270 --> 01:45:49,199
yeah definitely i think a lot more

3159
01:45:53,430 --> 01:45:51,280
people are getting more like like

3160
01:45:54,870 --> 01:45:53,440
whenever my nephew just told me that him

3161
01:45:56,470 --> 01:45:54,880
and his friends were at the lunch table

3162
01:45:57,990 --> 01:45:56,480
talking about efforts he's like eight

3163
01:45:59,430 --> 01:45:58,000
years old that blew my mind because you

3164
01:46:01,270 --> 01:45:59,440
know like a few years ago you would have

3165
01:46:02,870 --> 01:46:01,280
never heard especially an eight-year-old

3166
01:46:04,470 --> 01:46:02,880
say something about that i didn't even

3167
01:46:06,070 --> 01:46:04,480
bring it up this part of my family that

3168
01:46:07,030 --> 01:46:06,080
doesn't even know what i'm experiencing

3169
01:46:09,669 --> 01:46:07,040
yet

3170
01:46:10,709 --> 01:46:09,679
um yeah come on you i can see the [\h__\h]

3171
01:46:12,550 --> 01:46:10,719
happening

3172
01:46:14,310 --> 01:46:12,560
um i want to say something else you guys

3173
01:46:16,629 --> 01:46:14,320
were talking about um

3174
01:46:18,229 --> 01:46:16,639
uh god just being kind of like you know

3175
01:46:19,990 --> 01:46:18,239
just a spirit that runs through

3176
01:46:22,550 --> 01:46:20,000
everything you know just like life the

3177
01:46:24,310 --> 01:46:22,560
universe itself which i completely agree

3178
01:46:25,830 --> 01:46:24,320
um yeah you know i'm more spiritual i

3179
01:46:28,149 --> 01:46:25,840
don't put labels on things but it does

3180
01:46:30,149 --> 01:46:28,159
say like in the bible i am that i am i

3181
01:46:32,310 --> 01:46:30,159
always took that like i am just i am

3182
01:46:33,430 --> 01:46:32,320
everything but um it made me think i

3183
01:46:34,709 --> 01:46:33,440
wanted to say something me and chad

3184
01:46:36,790 --> 01:46:34,719
smith were just talking about this here

3185
01:46:38,550 --> 01:46:36,800
today i saw something where they did

3186
01:46:40,070 --> 01:46:38,560
this experiment and they had a leaf i

3187
01:46:41,750 --> 01:46:40,080
don't know if i told you about this

3188
01:46:43,510 --> 01:46:41,760
there's a caterpillar eating asleep in

3189
01:46:45,270 --> 01:46:43,520
the sleep uh it puts off like a

3190
01:46:46,950 --> 01:46:45,280
pheromone uh kind of like a bug

3191
01:46:48,709 --> 01:46:46,960
repellent where they did an experiment

3192
01:46:50,629 --> 01:46:48,719
where they recorded the frequencies from

3193
01:46:53,590 --> 01:46:50,639
this caterpillar that a human came in

3194
01:46:55,270 --> 01:46:53,600
here you know with their own senses they

3195
01:46:57,510 --> 01:46:55,280
play this frequency to this leap and

3196
01:46:59,030 --> 01:46:57,520
there's no caterpillar around him at all

3197
01:47:01,590 --> 01:46:59,040
and the leaf still produces that

3198
01:47:02,709 --> 01:47:01,600
pheromone so i mean really

3199
01:47:04,149 --> 01:47:02,719
well yeah to me i thought it was

3200
01:47:05,669 --> 01:47:04,159
incredible you know like people talk

3201
01:47:07,350 --> 01:47:05,679
about things being conscious you know

3202
01:47:09,109 --> 01:47:07,360
that's it's not conscious the way that

3203
01:47:10,709 --> 01:47:09,119
we are but still it seems like some form

3204
01:47:12,070 --> 01:47:10,719
of conscience

3205
01:47:15,270 --> 01:47:12,080
yeah

3206
01:47:17,350 --> 01:47:15,280
though so like

3207
01:47:18,709 --> 01:47:17,360
i mean it with it releasing that

3208
01:47:20,229 --> 01:47:18,719
pheromone right like i mean like you're

3209
01:47:22,070 --> 01:47:20,239
saying there's not even a bug there it's

3210
01:47:24,390 --> 01:47:22,080
just that idea of uh it's almost like

3211
01:47:25,750 --> 01:47:24,400
the old the well it can't compare to

3212
01:47:26,950 --> 01:47:25,760
this this is downgrading compared to two

3213
01:47:28,950 --> 01:47:26,960
said so we'll see if what you said but

3214
01:47:30,149 --> 01:47:28,960
it's the idea of like the old school uh

3215
01:47:32,390 --> 01:47:30,159
test with the dog where they'd ring the

3216
01:47:33,669 --> 01:47:32,400
bell and it would sabotage for for the

3217
01:47:35,510 --> 01:47:33,679
food eventually that wasn't even there

3218
01:47:37,350 --> 01:47:35,520
just based off the bell but with the

3219
01:47:39,350 --> 01:47:37,360
frequency thing

3220
01:47:42,709 --> 01:47:39,360
i and this is where with the frequency

3221
01:47:44,790 --> 01:47:42,719
stuff it's so um

3222
01:47:46,149 --> 01:47:44,800
it's not an area of expertise for me so

3223
01:47:48,390 --> 01:47:46,159
it fascinates me you know what i mean

3224
01:47:49,510 --> 01:47:48,400
it's i love it but i usually never want

3225
01:47:50,950 --> 01:47:49,520
to give too much of an opinion on it

3226
01:47:53,189 --> 01:47:50,960
because

3227
01:47:55,030 --> 01:47:53,199
i just don't know you know what i mean i

3228
01:47:56,950 --> 01:47:55,040
i just know that it's

3229
01:47:58,310 --> 01:47:56,960
it seems to be everything along with

3230
01:48:00,629 --> 01:47:58,320
consciousness

3231
01:48:02,629 --> 01:48:00,639
you know it's all i can say

3232
01:48:04,390 --> 01:48:02,639
yeah even though rock has a frequency

3233
01:48:06,629 --> 01:48:04,400
you know that's i mean i think

3234
01:48:08,390 --> 01:48:06,639
incredible and that's why i can't come

3235
01:48:09,910 --> 01:48:08,400
because after my near-death experience i

3236
01:48:11,590 --> 01:48:09,920
know i told you i got really into

3237
01:48:13,990 --> 01:48:11,600
quantum physics off and on for like the

3238
01:48:16,229 --> 01:48:14,000
past 10 years i think that's what really

3239
01:48:18,790 --> 01:48:16,239
helped me be able to

3240
01:48:20,229 --> 01:48:18,800
i guess be open and accept all this

3241
01:48:21,510 --> 01:48:20,239
weird stuff that's been happening me

3242
01:48:23,350 --> 01:48:21,520
here lately

3243
01:48:25,270 --> 01:48:23,360
um i mean whenever you look at like

3244
01:48:27,270 --> 01:48:25,280
quantum physics it's it's weird like it

3245
01:48:28,950 --> 01:48:27,280
there's things that shouldn't make sense

3246
01:48:30,229 --> 01:48:28,960
you know things that seem almost like

3247
01:48:32,790 --> 01:48:30,239
magic you know

3248
01:48:34,550 --> 01:48:32,800
um the electron clouds and electrons

3249
01:48:36,470 --> 01:48:34,560
being in multiple places at the same

3250
01:48:38,550 --> 01:48:36,480
time and quantum entanglement all that

3251
01:48:40,550 --> 01:48:38,560
stuff you know it's it really it seems

3252
01:48:42,229 --> 01:48:40,560
like magic so i think you know about

3253
01:48:44,629 --> 01:48:42,239
being you know being more advanced than

3254
01:48:46,790 --> 01:48:44,639
us by like a thousand or million years

3255
01:48:48,390 --> 01:48:46,800
you know they it would you know

3256
01:48:49,990 --> 01:48:48,400
technology we have right now would seem

3257
01:48:51,910 --> 01:48:50,000
like complete matters many hundred years

3258
01:48:53,189 --> 01:48:51,920
ago 100

3259
01:48:54,870 --> 01:48:53,199
100

3260
01:48:57,910 --> 01:48:54,880
i mean

3261
01:49:01,830 --> 01:48:57,920
i would go as far as to say honestly

3262
01:49:03,910 --> 01:49:01,840
even what we're using now to the 80s

3263
01:49:06,070 --> 01:49:03,920
could almost be quantified as being

3264
01:49:07,430 --> 01:49:06,080
magic i mean if you look if you go back

3265
01:49:09,669 --> 01:49:07,440
and look what was going on and what was

3266
01:49:11,669 --> 01:49:09,679
at least available to the general public

3267
01:49:12,950 --> 01:49:11,679
i would say that we're uh

3268
01:49:14,870 --> 01:49:12,960
man we're kind of in the future right

3269
01:49:16,390 --> 01:49:14,880
now i mean literally we are but like

3270
01:49:18,470 --> 01:49:16,400
we're really in the future compared to

3271
01:49:20,390 --> 01:49:18,480
what was going on you know

3272
01:49:21,910 --> 01:49:20,400
yeah definitely um

3273
01:49:23,830 --> 01:49:21,920
i don't i don't even know how i got on

3274
01:49:26,229 --> 01:49:23,840
that topic but um have you seen the

3275
01:49:29,669 --> 01:49:26,239
thing where the um idea sometimes my adv

3276
01:49:32,550 --> 01:49:30,790
they had the

3277
01:49:34,070 --> 01:49:32,560
the guy flying the plane with a [\h__\h]

3278
01:49:35,189 --> 01:49:34,080
helmet i mean it's like that's like

3279
01:49:37,669 --> 01:49:35,199
straight up

3280
01:49:40,550 --> 01:49:37,679
type stuff you know i mean like these

3281
01:49:43,109 --> 01:49:40,560
brain waves are flying or planets

3282
01:49:45,270 --> 01:49:43,119
that stuff you know 10 years ago would

3283
01:49:46,629 --> 01:49:45,280
seem like complete you know softball

3284
01:49:48,470 --> 01:49:46,639
fantasy

3285
01:49:50,550 --> 01:49:48,480
but i don't want to say i know i think

3286
01:49:51,510 --> 01:49:50,560
you had three kids man that's awesome

3287
01:49:59,669 --> 01:49:51,520
yeah

3288
01:50:00,790 --> 01:49:59,679
i i always i make sure i make it clear

3289
01:50:03,189 --> 01:50:00,800
to people it's the most awesome

3290
01:50:03,990 --> 01:50:03,199
responsibility i've ever had and

3291
01:50:06,550 --> 01:50:04,000
it's

3292
01:50:09,189 --> 01:50:06,560
terrifying but in a in a really good way

3293
01:50:10,709 --> 01:50:09,199
i really i i thoroughly

3294
01:50:11,750 --> 01:50:10,719
enjoy being a father it's one of those

3295
01:50:13,109 --> 01:50:11,760
things that

3296
01:50:14,470 --> 01:50:13,119
it sounds kind of silly to say i never

3297
01:50:16,950 --> 01:50:14,480
knew what else i was going to be in life

3298
01:50:18,550 --> 01:50:16,960
i mean i had a couple ideas but being a

3299
01:50:19,750 --> 01:50:18,560
father was something that i always knew

3300
01:50:22,070 --> 01:50:19,760
like i don't know how it's going to

3301
01:50:23,109 --> 01:50:22,080
happen but i'm going to be a dad and

3302
01:50:24,149 --> 01:50:23,119
it's kind of

3303
01:50:26,470 --> 01:50:24,159
i don't know if that's something that

3304
01:50:28,629 --> 01:50:26,480
just because of like she brought up we

3305
01:50:31,750 --> 01:50:28,639
think that we thought and formulated our

3306
01:50:33,510 --> 01:50:31,760
own ideas but your parents play such a

3307
01:50:35,350 --> 01:50:33,520
crucial part

3308
01:50:37,189 --> 01:50:35,360
in formulating your

3309
01:50:39,589 --> 01:50:37,199
perception of the world

3310
01:50:42,470 --> 01:50:39,599
and and depending on what kind of

3311
01:50:44,310 --> 01:50:42,480
music or movies or anything that they

3312
01:50:47,030 --> 01:50:44,320
allow in your life at a young age it

3313
01:50:48,229 --> 01:50:47,040
really just sets you up for that path

3314
01:50:49,430 --> 01:50:48,239
you know but it's something that we kind

3315
01:50:50,550 --> 01:50:49,440
of forget about

3316
01:50:51,990 --> 01:50:50,560
you know there's certain things we just

3317
01:50:53,750 --> 01:50:52,000
accepted and if we don't think about it

3318
01:50:55,109 --> 01:50:53,760
until we're older

3319
01:50:56,790 --> 01:50:55,119
you know

3320
01:50:58,550 --> 01:50:56,800
chris

3321
01:50:59,990 --> 01:50:58,560
sorry oh no no you're good i was gonna

3322
01:51:01,750 --> 01:51:00,000
say chris what's up yeah you did miss

3323
01:51:02,950 --> 01:51:01,760
her brother she she only had about an

3324
01:51:04,950 --> 01:51:02,960
hour but she gave us about an hour and a

3325
01:51:06,709 --> 01:51:04,960
half so i don't think i laughed too much

3326
01:51:09,109 --> 01:51:06,719
this time we'll see what happens you can

3327
01:51:10,550 --> 01:51:09,119
listen back to it uh dude you should if

3328
01:51:12,149 --> 01:51:10,560
you could reach out to her see if she

3329
01:51:14,709 --> 01:51:12,159
can come on the show with you over there

3330
01:51:17,270 --> 01:51:14,719
uh with the conspiracy podcast

3331
01:51:19,189 --> 01:51:17,280
she's got a lot she's got a lot to talk

3332
01:51:20,229 --> 01:51:19,199
about

3333
01:51:22,070 --> 01:51:20,239
i'm sorry though what were you saying

3334
01:51:24,229 --> 01:51:22,080
there josh i interrupted you

3335
01:51:27,030 --> 01:51:24,239
uh honestly i totally lost my train of

3336
01:51:32,709 --> 01:51:30,310
i don't have any kids my own but um

3337
01:51:35,270 --> 01:51:32,719
before i did have two step-kids with uh

3338
01:51:36,790 --> 01:51:35,280
my ex-wife for four years um

3339
01:51:38,470 --> 01:51:36,800
still think about them all all the time

3340
01:51:40,390 --> 01:51:38,480
you know their dad was completely out of

3341
01:51:42,550 --> 01:51:40,400
picture so i pretty much raised them as

3342
01:51:43,910 --> 01:51:42,560
my own for four years so i mean i don't

3343
01:51:45,750 --> 01:51:43,920
have flesh and blood kids but you know

3344
01:51:48,149 --> 01:51:45,760
i've done the whole parenting thing and

3345
01:51:50,629 --> 01:51:48,159
i know having multiple kids is not easy

3346
01:51:52,390 --> 01:51:50,639
i have two so i can't imagine ever three

3347
01:51:54,229 --> 01:51:52,400
but uh it's it's humbling though like

3348
01:51:55,990 --> 01:51:54,239
you said it makes you look at everything

3349
01:51:57,350 --> 01:51:56,000
different everything you do

3350
01:51:59,510 --> 01:51:57,360
i remember

3351
01:52:01,510 --> 01:51:59,520
one day um my stepson was out on the

3352
01:52:03,030 --> 01:52:01,520
trampoline i told me you know chase it's

3353
01:52:05,990 --> 01:52:03,040
time to come inside and he just goes

3354
01:52:10,310 --> 01:52:06,000
damn it josh and i'm like oh

3355
01:52:15,510 --> 01:52:13,430
oh yeah you get to see uh

3356
01:52:17,109 --> 01:52:15,520
no matter well for sure genetics play a

3357
01:52:18,629 --> 01:52:17,119
role too i mean it does just naturally

3358
01:52:20,470 --> 01:52:18,639
but even without genetically being

3359
01:52:21,750 --> 01:52:20,480
connected to somebody

3360
01:52:23,030 --> 01:52:21,760
there's a lot of who and what you are

3361
01:52:25,669 --> 01:52:23,040
starts to

3362
01:52:28,870 --> 01:52:25,679
they just absorb it man they just absorb

3363
01:52:30,470 --> 01:52:28,880
your energy your thought process and uh

3364
01:52:31,910 --> 01:52:30,480
you definitely see it coming back out of

3365
01:52:34,070 --> 01:52:31,920
them sometimes and that can be a great

3366
01:52:35,830 --> 01:52:34,080
thing and it can also be a you know

3367
01:52:38,470 --> 01:52:35,840
a little bit of a reality check

3368
01:52:39,430 --> 01:52:38,480
sometimes

3369
01:52:41,030 --> 01:52:39,440
but

3370
01:52:42,149 --> 01:52:41,040
yeah so man i guess if you're okay to

3371
01:52:43,669 --> 01:52:42,159
talk about i know you already talked

3372
01:52:45,990 --> 01:52:43,679
obviously guys too everybody should go

3373
01:52:47,830 --> 01:52:46,000
check out the uh the chad smith podcast

3374
01:52:49,830 --> 01:52:47,840
uh you've got that set up you've also

3375
01:52:51,350 --> 01:52:49,840
got the paranormal chop shop with sonny

3376
01:52:53,109 --> 01:52:51,360
and him and sonny are now kind of

3377
01:52:54,870 --> 01:52:53,119
running a co thing there

3378
01:52:57,750 --> 01:52:54,880
which guys if you haven't checked this

3379
01:52:59,990 --> 01:52:57,760
out jim goodall jim goodall

3380
01:53:02,070 --> 01:53:00,000
uh he was in the paranormal chop shop

3381
01:53:03,990 --> 01:53:02,080
earlier guys he he drove out he was oh

3382
01:53:05,750 --> 01:53:04,000
hey what's up speaking of uh speaking of

3383
01:53:07,109 --> 01:53:05,760
sonny like literally just his ears must

3384
01:53:08,709 --> 01:53:07,119
have been ringing

3385
01:53:11,109 --> 01:53:08,719
i was just

3386
01:53:13,430 --> 01:53:11,119
hanging out literally at the garage with

3387
01:53:14,870 --> 01:53:13,440
with sunny so

3388
01:53:16,070 --> 01:53:14,880
kind of jelly on that one i got to say

3389
01:53:17,350 --> 01:53:16,080
hi to him in the beginning and that was

3390
01:53:20,149 --> 01:53:17,360
about it but

3391
01:53:22,870 --> 01:53:20,159
uh you guys should go check that out too

3392
01:53:25,109 --> 01:53:22,880
oh y'all listen i dozed off thank you

3393
01:53:27,109 --> 01:53:25,119
sony for inviting me on there to ask a

3394
01:53:29,030 --> 01:53:27,119
question i'm gonna beat myself up

3395
01:53:31,189 --> 01:53:29,040
falling asleep on that forever but i got

3396
01:53:32,629 --> 01:53:31,199
to catch most of it that's awesome i

3397
01:53:34,070 --> 01:53:32,639
want to know how sonny made that

3398
01:53:35,750 --> 01:53:34,080
connection like

3399
01:53:36,870 --> 01:53:35,760
i thought he told me something about i

3400
01:53:38,310 --> 01:53:36,880
thought he was just going to have him on

3401
01:53:40,709 --> 01:53:38,320
there i think he's going to be in garage

3402
01:53:41,589 --> 01:53:40,719
chilling with them that's awesome yeah

3403
01:53:43,669 --> 01:53:41,599
yeah

3404
01:53:46,229 --> 01:53:43,679
no he uh he's got you got the

3405
01:53:48,070 --> 01:53:46,239
connections right sunny sonny's a g

3406
01:53:50,310 --> 01:53:48,080
sonny sonny knows what's up he's got

3407
01:53:53,270 --> 01:53:50,320
he's got connections out there

3408
01:53:55,030 --> 01:53:53,280
but yeah i i think it'll be a great time

3409
01:53:57,030 --> 01:53:55,040
i told jim i said hey

3410
01:53:58,790 --> 01:53:57,040
i said one day i'm gonna meet you in

3411
01:54:00,629 --> 01:53:58,800
person at a conference if we can never

3412
01:54:02,070 --> 01:54:00,639
get us all together it's gonna happen

3413
01:54:04,310 --> 01:54:02,080
just like yourself like there's so many

3414
01:54:05,990 --> 01:54:04,320
of us that uh

3415
01:54:08,390 --> 01:54:06,000
man there's so many people that i talk

3416
01:54:10,229 --> 01:54:08,400
with it seems like we at least weekly if

3417
01:54:12,229 --> 01:54:10,239
not every day or every other day that

3418
01:54:13,910 --> 01:54:12,239
i've never met like maturing the people

3419
01:54:15,990 --> 01:54:13,920
i keep up with anymore or people that

3420
01:54:17,830 --> 01:54:16,000
have never met i'm telling you

3421
01:54:19,669 --> 01:54:17,840
oh sonny uh

3422
01:54:20,709 --> 01:54:19,679
yeah here what's up hey lynn what's

3423
01:54:22,390 --> 01:54:20,719
happening

3424
01:54:23,910 --> 01:54:22,400
we just had uh

3425
01:54:25,350 --> 01:54:23,920
she just got off not that long ago but

3426
01:54:27,350 --> 01:54:25,360
you know what you could answer a

3427
01:54:28,790 --> 01:54:27,360
question because we were all curious she

3428
01:54:30,070 --> 01:54:28,800
was talking about working with you soon

3429
01:54:31,510 --> 01:54:30,080
here and we didn't know all the dates or

3430
01:54:32,709 --> 01:54:31,520
information

3431
01:54:34,709 --> 01:54:32,719
so maybe if you want to put in the chat

3432
01:54:35,990 --> 01:54:34,719
because a lot of people were asking

3433
01:54:37,510 --> 01:54:36,000
to let us know is she going to be part

3434
01:54:39,270 --> 01:54:37,520
of the new support group is that what

3435
01:54:40,149 --> 01:54:39,280
she's maybe coming over to help you out

3436
01:54:41,750 --> 01:54:40,159
unless we're talking about stuff we

3437
01:54:44,550 --> 01:54:41,760
shouldn't be talking about i don't know

3438
01:54:46,470 --> 01:54:44,560
but hey he was put out there so i'm just

3439
01:54:48,390 --> 01:54:46,480
i'm just uh

3440
01:54:50,229 --> 01:54:48,400
restating what's been already stated i

3441
01:54:52,470 --> 01:54:50,239
guess

3442
01:54:53,669 --> 01:54:52,480
i want to tell lynn real quick thank you

3443
01:54:55,270 --> 01:54:53,679
for everything that you're doing you're

3444
01:54:57,109 --> 01:54:55,280
awesome i've seen her a couple times on

3445
01:54:58,470 --> 01:54:57,119
space already

3446
01:55:00,870 --> 01:54:58,480
she is

3447
01:55:02,709 --> 01:55:00,880
yep no she i found out too when i went

3448
01:55:05,109 --> 01:55:02,719
on there with her as like the the whole

3449
01:55:06,629 --> 01:55:05,119
reason that uh oh man we have somebody

3450
01:55:08,550 --> 01:55:06,639
else backstage

3451
01:55:09,910 --> 01:55:08,560
we'll make sure they're good before we

3452
01:55:12,790 --> 01:55:09,920
bring them in or anything one second

3453
01:55:15,350 --> 01:55:12,800
here ben says with fam

3454
01:55:17,270 --> 01:55:15,360
uh with fam all day what's good hey ben

3455
01:55:19,030 --> 01:55:17,280
what's shakin yeah no no worries brother

3456
01:55:21,109 --> 01:55:19,040
i just sent that i always send invites

3457
01:55:22,390 --> 01:55:21,119
out after a guest is done anybody that

3458
01:55:23,830 --> 01:55:22,400
might want to come on i put in the chat

3459
01:55:25,669 --> 01:55:23,840
i also throw it out you know messengered

3460
01:55:28,629 --> 01:55:25,679
a couple people so

3461
01:55:30,470 --> 01:55:28,639
uh yeah yeah lynn i'll send you a link

3462
01:55:32,310 --> 01:55:30,480
in just a second here so let me send

3463
01:55:34,470 --> 01:55:32,320
this over to lynn and then and backstage

3464
01:55:36,950 --> 01:55:34,480
we have melissa nicole who's been

3465
01:55:38,470 --> 01:55:36,960
hanging out in the chat lately and uh i

3466
01:55:39,990 --> 01:55:38,480
gotta see i know she knows quite a few

3467
01:55:42,709 --> 01:55:40,000
other people too

3468
01:55:44,950 --> 01:55:43,830
well try to remember and i guess we

3469
01:55:46,149 --> 01:55:44,960
could just ask once i bring once i

3470
01:55:47,430 --> 01:55:46,159
finish sending this i'll ask her in

3471
01:55:49,270 --> 01:55:47,440
person i think

3472
01:55:50,310 --> 01:55:49,280
gemma jade if that's kind of the

3473
01:55:51,990 --> 01:55:50,320
connection and some of them over there

3474
01:55:53,350 --> 01:55:52,000
which i started said the name gemma j

3475
01:55:55,030 --> 01:55:53,360
and i started typing it up instead of

3476
01:55:56,709 --> 01:55:55,040
lynn hang on here

3477
01:55:58,709 --> 01:55:56,719
i believe that's how she kind of found

3478
01:56:00,390 --> 01:55:58,719
us or we were hanging out over there

3479
01:56:01,830 --> 01:56:00,400
and that's how we uh

3480
01:56:03,350 --> 01:56:01,840
kind of got connected but either way we

3481
01:56:05,350 --> 01:56:03,360
appreciate your support we appreciate

3482
01:56:06,709 --> 01:56:05,360
you hanging out with us and then also

3483
01:56:08,390 --> 01:56:06,719
you guys sharing honestly i know it

3484
01:56:09,669 --> 01:56:08,400
doesn't maybe you might not think it's

3485
01:56:11,270 --> 01:56:09,679
much but i really do appreciate when you

3486
01:56:12,629 --> 01:56:11,280
guys share your story so

3487
01:56:13,910 --> 01:56:12,639
let's go ahead and i've got too many

3488
01:56:15,430 --> 01:56:13,920
tabs open i'm going the wrong thing here

3489
01:56:16,550 --> 01:56:15,440
we go i'm going to bring her on it

3490
01:56:18,709 --> 01:56:16,560
what's happening melissa how's your

3491
01:56:21,270 --> 01:56:18,719
night going

3492
01:56:24,070 --> 01:56:22,470
i can

3493
01:56:25,510 --> 01:56:24,080
we can hear you well too this is a good

3494
01:56:28,070 --> 01:56:25,520
thing some people come on and we never

3495
01:56:29,830 --> 01:56:28,080
know what's going to happen you know

3496
01:56:31,510 --> 01:56:29,840
hi melissa i see you in the chat all the

3497
01:56:34,629 --> 01:56:31,520
time

3498
01:56:38,709 --> 01:56:36,709
is champ campbell saying that melissa is

3499
01:56:39,669 --> 01:56:38,719
turning phantom

3500
01:56:41,109 --> 01:56:39,679
i don't know if that's what he's saying

3501
01:56:43,350 --> 01:56:41,119
or not but are you being accused of

3502
01:56:44,950 --> 01:56:43,360
being are you the one that called me the

3503
01:56:48,149 --> 01:56:44,960
the fort

3504
01:56:50,870 --> 01:56:49,589
that's still one of my favorite memories

3505
01:56:51,910 --> 01:56:50,880
i had a great time with that that was a

3506
01:56:54,390 --> 01:56:51,920
fun night

3507
01:56:56,310 --> 01:56:54,400
it's a great time so yeah melissa i i

3508
01:56:57,750 --> 01:56:56,320
say by the way if you and i should've

3509
01:56:58,950 --> 01:56:57,760
done this for you joshua let me start

3510
01:57:00,709 --> 01:56:58,960
with you really quick do you have any

3511
01:57:01,669 --> 01:57:00,719
more people can follow you you feel free

3512
01:57:02,629 --> 01:57:01,679
to mention that right now what we got

3513
01:57:04,870 --> 01:57:02,639
some people in here and then i'll do the

3514
01:57:06,790 --> 01:57:04,880
same for two melissa in a second

3515
01:57:08,870 --> 01:57:06,800
i mean right now uh chad's been having

3516
01:57:11,669 --> 01:57:08,880
me on his podcast a lot here lady

3517
01:57:13,350 --> 01:57:11,679
actually tomorrow we might have a um

3518
01:57:15,669 --> 01:57:13,360
sort of story about a remote viewer that

3519
01:57:17,510 --> 01:57:15,679
i met that pretty much proved to me that

3520
01:57:19,669 --> 01:57:17,520
remote viewing is real when i was just

3521
01:57:21,990 --> 01:57:19,679
getting into all this she she might be

3522
01:57:24,310 --> 01:57:22,000
on there with tomorrow with me and chad

3523
01:57:25,589 --> 01:57:24,320
i'm waiting to hear back from him but um

3524
01:57:27,189 --> 01:57:25,599
if not i'm probably just going to end up

3525
01:57:28,950 --> 01:57:27,199
getting sunny and have her on there with

3526
01:57:32,390 --> 01:57:28,960
them if he's cool with it

3527
01:57:34,629 --> 01:57:32,400
but um i'm i'm thinking about maybe

3528
01:57:36,550 --> 01:57:34,639
starting a podcast sometime here soon

3529
01:57:39,430 --> 01:57:36,560
i'm still just um

3530
01:57:42,229 --> 01:57:39,440
uh going through a lot on a you know

3531
01:57:43,910 --> 01:57:42,239
experience required now but um if i

3532
01:57:47,510 --> 01:57:43,920
don't anytime soon i'll be on there with

3533
01:57:49,830 --> 01:57:47,520
chad pretty often as much as i can

3534
01:57:51,350 --> 01:57:49,840
very nice and then for yourself melissa

3535
01:57:52,950 --> 01:57:51,360
by the way chris holmes says melissa

3536
01:57:57,510 --> 01:57:52,960
can't be the farting phantom girls don't

3537
01:58:00,390 --> 01:57:58,950
and is there a place anybody can follow

3538
01:58:02,390 --> 01:58:00,400
you youtube channel or anything like

3539
01:58:05,189 --> 01:58:02,400
that that you can let us know about

3540
01:58:06,790 --> 01:58:05,199
no i'm freelance right now i'm i'm in

3541
01:58:07,910 --> 01:58:06,800
the middle of figuring out what i'm

3542
01:58:10,629 --> 01:58:07,920
gonna do

3543
01:58:11,910 --> 01:58:10,639
i was on with um steve on his 13 past

3544
01:58:13,270 --> 01:58:11,920
midnight but

3545
01:58:16,070 --> 01:58:13,280
um

3546
01:58:18,870 --> 01:58:16,080
i kind of got replaced

3547
01:58:19,990 --> 01:58:18,880
oh man well that's hey we've all had

3548
01:58:22,629 --> 01:58:20,000
that happen in our life i've been

3549
01:58:25,270 --> 01:58:22,639
replaced a couple times along the way

3550
01:58:28,870 --> 01:58:27,830
well i can trust me we're

3551
01:58:32,830 --> 01:58:28,880
we're not

3552
01:58:35,589 --> 01:58:32,840
replaceable as an individual that is us

3553
01:58:38,070 --> 01:58:35,599
right positions come and go and

3554
01:58:39,589 --> 01:58:38,080
sometimes it's rough but then like

3555
01:58:41,270 --> 01:58:39,599
better things come along even if it

3556
01:58:42,950 --> 01:58:41,280
takes a little bit i always feel like

3557
01:58:44,950 --> 01:58:42,960
it's always it's always gotten better

3558
01:58:46,830 --> 01:58:44,960
i'll say that even if it sucked at the

3559
01:58:47,990 --> 01:58:46,840
time it always sucks a little

3560
01:58:49,430 --> 01:58:48,000
bit maybe

3561
01:58:51,430 --> 01:58:49,440
come here what do you want why are you

3562
01:58:52,470 --> 01:58:51,440
talking come here now come over here and

3563
01:58:54,550 --> 01:58:52,480
say hello

3564
01:58:55,910 --> 01:58:54,560
billy says being fired is funny yeah you

3565
01:58:58,390 --> 01:58:55,920
know what two

3566
01:59:00,790 --> 01:58:58,400
fingers crossed i've never been fired

3567
01:59:02,950 --> 01:59:00,800
and i've only ever quit one job

3568
01:59:04,470 --> 01:59:02,960
one time that was it

3569
01:59:06,070 --> 01:59:04,480
and i was because i had three jobs at

3570
01:59:06,950 --> 01:59:06,080
the time and i didn't need that third

3571
01:59:08,629 --> 01:59:06,960
job

3572
01:59:10,950 --> 01:59:08,639
so i was like i'm done i don't need this

3573
01:59:11,830 --> 01:59:10,960
in my life

3574
01:59:13,270 --> 01:59:11,840
so

3575
01:59:15,430 --> 01:59:13,280
they're working multiple jobs yeah

3576
01:59:17,350 --> 01:59:15,440
struggle is just nature's way of

3577
01:59:19,109 --> 01:59:17,360
them heck yeah

3578
01:59:20,550 --> 01:59:19,119
all right well real quick guys melissa

3579
01:59:23,030 --> 01:59:20,560
i'm gonna get you to stay my real second

3580
01:59:26,950 --> 01:59:23,040
i'm gonna pop in lynn wallington here

3581
01:59:29,030 --> 01:59:28,070
let me switch this around we'll put you

3582
01:59:30,629 --> 01:59:29,040
guys up here we'll put me down in the

3583
01:59:32,790 --> 01:59:30,639
corner

3584
01:59:34,790 --> 01:59:32,800
christmas thank you very much

3585
01:59:36,470 --> 01:59:34,800
surprise hey

3586
01:59:38,470 --> 01:59:36,480
well i wanted i was trying to pop in to

3587
01:59:39,669 --> 01:59:38,480
see uh if carlene was still on here but

3588
01:59:41,030 --> 01:59:39,679
we just missed her we just got done with

3589
01:59:42,709 --> 01:59:41,040
the meeting so

3590
01:59:52,870 --> 01:59:42,719
i came in

3591
01:59:56,470 --> 01:59:54,950
no you're totally fine so carlene yeah

3592
01:59:57,910 --> 01:59:56,480
um i'm gonna have her coming on probably

3593
02:00:00,390 --> 01:59:57,920
once every other month or so we got to

3594
02:00:02,310 --> 02:00:00,400
talk about it um

3595
02:00:03,430 --> 02:00:02,320
uh hi spooky

3596
02:00:05,109 --> 02:00:03,440
um

3597
02:00:06,229 --> 02:00:05,119
so yes probably once every other month

3598
02:00:10,870 --> 02:00:06,239
we have to

3599
02:00:12,790 --> 02:00:10,880
it out i haven't talked with her yet so

3600
02:00:14,149 --> 02:00:12,800
we'll see but the booking team's been so

3601
02:00:15,750 --> 02:00:14,159
awesome our schedules are filling up

3602
02:00:17,990 --> 02:00:15,760
like crazy so

3603
02:00:19,189 --> 02:00:18,000
i think it probably won't start until

3604
02:00:20,709 --> 02:00:19,199
well

3605
02:00:22,790 --> 02:00:20,719
i might be able to get her in december

3606
02:00:24,390 --> 02:00:22,800
if not we'll start it in january

3607
02:00:27,350 --> 02:00:24,400
okay but she's awesome what'd you think

3608
02:00:28,550 --> 02:00:27,360
did you guys like her she's awesome

3609
02:00:31,109 --> 02:00:28,560
yeah

3610
02:00:32,390 --> 02:00:31,119
we have a lot more we could have gone

3611
02:00:35,270 --> 02:00:32,400
into for sure

3612
02:00:36,870 --> 02:00:35,280
she's amazing she's really cool did she

3613
02:00:39,270 --> 02:00:36,880
tell you about her own ufo sighting that

3614
02:00:41,030 --> 02:00:39,280
she had after she was on a show

3615
02:00:43,510 --> 02:00:41,040
no we didn't get we didn't get to go

3616
02:00:45,910 --> 02:00:43,520
into that we really focused on the idea

3617
02:00:47,990 --> 02:00:45,920
of early early carlene right some of her

3618
02:00:49,830 --> 02:00:48,000
childhood stuff and then what led her to

3619
02:00:51,589 --> 02:00:49,840
the whole idea of consciousness

3620
02:00:52,950 --> 02:00:51,599
regression regression past life

3621
02:00:54,550 --> 02:00:52,960
regression and then progression those

3622
02:00:56,709 --> 02:00:54,560
are kind of the three big areas we

3623
02:00:58,629 --> 02:00:56,719
really focused on so

3624
02:01:00,470 --> 02:00:58,639
um i'm looking through here i think i

3625
02:01:01,910 --> 02:01:00,480
already sent you a link but in case i

3626
02:01:03,430 --> 02:01:01,920
didn't i'll put it in the chat as well

3627
02:01:05,030 --> 02:01:03,440
but i thought i sent you one already so

3628
02:01:06,390 --> 02:01:05,040
i'll send another one for you

3629
02:01:08,070 --> 02:01:06,400
but yeah a lot of people were asking

3630
02:01:09,350 --> 02:01:08,080
about that and i was like oh sweet i was

3631
02:01:11,510 --> 02:01:09,360
like because i didn't know because with

3632
02:01:12,709 --> 02:01:11,520
well feel free to tell everybody also

3633
02:01:15,030 --> 02:01:12,719
who first of all who do you have on

3634
02:01:16,550 --> 02:01:15,040
tonight and then secondly the group that

3635
02:01:18,790 --> 02:01:16,560
you got coming out here in november

3636
02:01:21,669 --> 02:01:18,800
right the 21st

3637
02:01:22,629 --> 02:01:21,679
uh the group that i have wait not the

3638
02:01:29,270 --> 02:01:22,639
group

3639
02:01:31,750 --> 02:01:29,280
oh right that yeah that

3640
02:01:34,229 --> 02:01:31,760
the thing that you made and set up

3641
02:01:36,310 --> 02:01:34,239
that's what i wanted to do yeah uh yes

3642
02:01:38,070 --> 02:01:36,320
so tonight i have on andrew nacrum

3643
02:01:40,310 --> 02:01:38,080
actually really psyched to talk to he's

3644
02:01:42,870 --> 02:01:40,320
a producer he'll produce the um demi

3645
02:01:45,270 --> 02:01:42,880
lovato the new show but he's also done

3646
02:01:48,229 --> 02:01:45,280
like ufo witness a bunch of different

3647
02:01:50,229 --> 02:01:48,239
paranormal shows so he kind of comes at

3648
02:01:51,910 --> 02:01:50,239
things from the perspective of you know

3649
02:01:53,990 --> 02:01:51,920
kind of a skeptic but he's getting to

3650
02:01:56,229 --> 02:01:54,000
watch all of the stuff on the sidelines

3651
02:01:57,589 --> 02:01:56,239
and observe it all so

3652
02:01:59,589 --> 02:01:57,599
i think it'll be a lot of fun talking

3653
02:02:01,189 --> 02:01:59,599
with him he'll be interesting so he's

3654
02:02:02,550 --> 02:02:01,199
only going to be on for and he can only

3655
02:02:04,629 --> 02:02:02,560
do an hour and then i'm going to have

3656
02:02:05,750 --> 02:02:04,639
the square table panel back on at least

3657
02:02:07,510 --> 02:02:05,760
some of them

3658
02:02:10,149 --> 02:02:07,520
uh they couldn't all come on so then we

3659
02:02:11,589 --> 02:02:10,159
can all chat so that'll be fun and yeah

3660
02:02:13,350 --> 02:02:11,599
the group yes thank you willie for

3661
02:02:15,270 --> 02:02:13,360
bringing that up so we're gonna do the

3662
02:02:17,510 --> 02:02:15,280
new experience or support groups based

3663
02:02:19,990 --> 02:02:17,520
on support it's gonna start next a week

3664
02:02:22,229 --> 02:02:20,000
from a week from tomorrow so the 21st

3665
02:02:24,870 --> 02:02:22,239
it'll be 3 p.m eastern i'll put out info

3666
02:02:28,550 --> 02:02:24,880
about it so yeah lovato

3667
02:02:31,270 --> 02:02:30,470
got an opinion

3668
02:02:33,270 --> 02:02:31,280
yeah

3669
02:02:35,750 --> 02:02:33,280
you know what let her explore it that's

3670
02:02:37,350 --> 02:02:35,760
what i say let her explore it guys

3671
02:02:38,709 --> 02:02:37,360
you know that is true

3672
02:02:39,990 --> 02:02:38,719
out there

3673
02:02:41,030 --> 02:02:40,000
she's just starting to learn about it

3674
02:02:42,629 --> 02:02:41,040
also

3675
02:02:44,950 --> 02:02:42,639
hey melissa can i get you do me just one

3676
02:02:46,950 --> 02:02:44,960
little favor can you

3677
02:02:48,149 --> 02:02:46,960
can you just mute yours until you want

3678
02:02:51,589 --> 02:02:48,159
to talk i think it might be i'm gonna

3679
02:02:53,510 --> 02:02:51,599
check real quick hey one second is it me

3680
02:02:55,270 --> 02:02:53,520
i think it might be here all right no

3681
02:02:56,470 --> 02:02:55,280
worries that's okay i just whenever you

3682
02:02:57,830 --> 02:02:56,480
want to talk you have a mute button on

3683
02:02:59,430 --> 02:02:57,840
and off there just click that back on

3684
02:03:01,510 --> 02:02:59,440
whenever you want to talk my son decided

3685
02:03:03,189 --> 02:03:01,520
it was a great time to take a shower so

3686
02:03:04,149 --> 02:03:03,199
you know that's all that background

3687
02:03:06,229 --> 02:03:04,159
point

3688
02:03:08,870 --> 02:03:06,239
that's okay that's okay

3689
02:03:10,390 --> 02:03:08,880
uh also really quick too guys i have uh

3690
02:03:11,589 --> 02:03:10,400
another guest in the back so if you guys

3691
02:03:13,189 --> 02:03:11,599
don't mind i'm gonna welcome them just

3692
02:03:14,470 --> 02:03:13,199
really quick but really quick lynn

3693
02:03:15,589 --> 02:03:14,480
anything else you want to say before i

3694
02:03:17,350 --> 02:03:15,599
bring these guys down in case you got a

3695
02:03:18,709 --> 02:03:17,360
run or anything no no no that's yeah no

3696
02:03:20,149 --> 02:03:18,719
that's cool yeah i'm going to take off

3697
02:03:21,350 --> 02:03:20,159
so i can get ready for the show but i

3698
02:03:22,950 --> 02:03:21,360
just well do you want to say hi to jim

3699
02:03:24,550 --> 02:03:22,960
really quick or no

3700
02:03:29,589 --> 02:03:24,560
okay well here we go we got sonny and

3701
02:03:34,870 --> 02:03:31,990
i was i was just a little alien last

3702
02:03:37,270 --> 02:03:34,880
weekend with a couple guys i met at the

3703
02:03:39,830 --> 02:03:37,280
disclosure con up in the

3704
02:03:41,510 --> 02:03:39,840
pine top show low area a couple months

3705
02:03:45,830 --> 02:03:41,520
ago

3706
02:03:48,950 --> 02:03:45,840
the security post uh storm area 51 has

3707
02:03:51,589 --> 02:03:48,960
gone from benign on the east side

3708
02:03:54,069 --> 02:03:51,599
in typical valley to really intense we

3709
02:03:55,990 --> 02:03:54,079
got followed everywhere

3710
02:03:57,030 --> 02:03:56,000
and there's all sorts of warning signs

3711
02:03:59,189 --> 02:03:57,040
and

3712
02:04:00,550 --> 02:03:59,199
but there's still places where you can

3713
02:04:02,629 --> 02:04:00,560
go

3714
02:04:04,790 --> 02:04:02,639
and observe what leaves you know what

3715
02:04:07,750 --> 02:04:04,800
what's flying out there and i i've been

3716
02:04:10,870 --> 02:04:07,760
out there on 80 different occasions over

3717
02:04:13,270 --> 02:04:10,880
the last 40 years i'm real familiar with

3718
02:04:14,550 --> 02:04:13,280
the area it's changed a lot

3719
02:04:16,709 --> 02:04:14,560
i mean i was here i was here for the

3720
02:04:18,149 --> 02:04:16,719
storm area 51 i was there with

3721
02:04:20,629 --> 02:04:18,159
george knapp

3722
02:04:22,149 --> 02:04:20,639
we've been friends forever and

3723
02:04:23,990 --> 02:04:22,159
there were actually more security people

3724
02:04:26,550 --> 02:04:24,000
than there were people who were going to

3725
02:04:28,149 --> 02:04:26,560
storm area 51

3726
02:04:29,669 --> 02:04:28,159
but someone said how did how can you

3727
02:04:33,270 --> 02:04:29,679
stop a million people i said well you

3728
02:04:36,470 --> 02:04:35,350
turn around bail

3729
02:04:37,990 --> 02:04:36,480
so

3730
02:04:39,510 --> 02:04:38,000
the two guys i was with they were

3731
02:04:41,669 --> 02:04:39,520
thrilled they'd never they had never

3732
02:04:42,870 --> 02:04:41,679
been to rachel we spent three wonderful

3733
02:04:44,069 --> 02:04:42,880
nights

3734
02:04:47,430 --> 02:04:44,079
at uh

3735
02:04:49,189 --> 02:04:47,440
the the spa and rachel uh a lot of the

3736
02:04:50,950 --> 02:04:49,199
little alien

3737
02:04:52,870 --> 02:04:50,960
and i hadn't seen i hadn't seen pat

3738
02:04:55,750 --> 02:04:52,880
travis since

3739
02:04:56,870 --> 02:04:55,760
uh the storm area 51

3740
02:04:58,390 --> 02:04:56,880
thing

3741
02:05:00,870 --> 02:04:58,400
and i've i've been going to little

3742
02:05:03,510 --> 02:05:00,880
aliens since 1987

3743
02:05:05,109 --> 02:05:03,520
long before it was a little alien and i

3744
02:05:08,229 --> 02:05:05,119
met joe and pat when they first moved

3745
02:05:10,069 --> 02:05:08,239
here so it's it's it's always it's

3746
02:05:11,589 --> 02:05:10,079
always fun to stay you know to see those

3747
02:05:13,270 --> 02:05:11,599
people and

3748
02:05:15,430 --> 02:05:13,280
uh

3749
02:05:18,950 --> 02:05:15,440
but the the security in and around area

3750
02:05:20,550 --> 02:05:18,960
51 has increased dramatically over the

3751
02:05:21,589 --> 02:05:20,560
years

3752
02:05:24,069 --> 02:05:21,599
so

3753
02:05:25,430 --> 02:05:24,079
well we had a fun time and the guys i i

3754
02:05:26,550 --> 02:05:25,440
went out there with

3755
02:05:27,350 --> 02:05:26,560
dale

3756
02:05:30,149 --> 02:05:27,360
and

3757
02:05:32,470 --> 02:05:30,159
michael uh

3758
02:05:33,910 --> 02:05:32,480
that first time they've been out

3759
02:05:36,069 --> 02:05:33,920
in that part of the world and we had a

3760
02:05:38,229 --> 02:05:36,079
ball we didn't see anything

3761
02:05:41,100 --> 02:05:38,239
uh we saw a lot of signs i posted them

3762
02:05:43,669 --> 02:05:41,110
on on facebook or facebook seriously

3763
02:05:45,750 --> 02:05:43,679
[Laughter]

3764
02:05:47,589 --> 02:05:45,760
because that's how i keep them yeah my

3765
02:05:49,350 --> 02:05:47,599
wife you say well

3766
02:05:50,790 --> 02:05:49,360
why do you keep facebook and i said

3767
02:05:54,069 --> 02:05:50,800
because

3768
02:05:56,390 --> 02:05:54,079
my ufo crazy friends i usually stay in

3769
02:05:58,629 --> 02:05:56,400
contact with them via facebook

3770
02:06:01,910 --> 02:05:58,639
and i spent four years in hawaii as a

3771
02:06:04,069 --> 02:06:01,920
museum curator in pearl harbor

3772
02:06:05,669 --> 02:06:04,079
and i have a lot of hawaii friends and

3773
02:06:07,350 --> 02:06:05,679
anyway and they're scattered all over

3774
02:06:08,550 --> 02:06:07,360
the planet now and the only way i keep

3775
02:06:10,229 --> 02:06:08,560
track of them

3776
02:06:13,430 --> 02:06:10,239
is with fake book

3777
02:06:16,870 --> 02:06:13,440
i've been banned more than i've been on

3778
02:06:19,189 --> 02:06:16,880
uh but that's like i have what a lot of

3779
02:06:20,550 --> 02:06:19,199
people don't have i have an opinion and

3780
02:06:23,910 --> 02:06:20,560
oh i

3781
02:06:26,149 --> 02:06:23,920
i i read scientific journals and i do a

3782
02:06:27,990 --> 02:06:26,159
lot of investigative work

3783
02:06:29,669 --> 02:06:28,000
so jim did you wear the did you wear the

3784
02:06:31,910 --> 02:06:29,679
ghillie suit this time around or what

3785
02:06:33,669 --> 02:06:31,920
dude i'm i'm real hard of hearing and

3786
02:06:35,510 --> 02:06:33,679
that was a little bit mumbled did you

3787
02:06:38,629 --> 02:06:35,520
did you wear the ghillie suit this time

3788
02:06:39,510 --> 02:06:38,639
when you went into area 51

3789
02:06:42,470 --> 02:06:39,520
no

3790
02:06:46,390 --> 02:06:42,480
uh

3791
02:06:49,510 --> 02:06:47,750
i'm flipping around i was looking for

3792
02:06:50,550 --> 02:06:49,520
that dead hairy thing you call your

3793
02:06:52,229 --> 02:06:50,560
partner

3794
02:06:54,069 --> 02:06:52,239
[Music]

3795
02:06:55,830 --> 02:06:54,079
babysitting tonight you can't get away

3796
02:06:58,390 --> 02:06:55,840
and by the way you have a new one too

3797
02:06:59,910 --> 02:06:58,400
don't you i do yeah yeah yeah

3798
02:07:01,589 --> 02:06:59,920
congratulations

3799
02:07:04,790 --> 02:07:01,599
your life has just gone to hell it'll

3800
02:07:08,069 --> 02:07:06,149
it's amazing

3801
02:07:11,270 --> 02:07:08,079
i had a i had a i have a daughter and i

3802
02:07:13,189 --> 02:07:11,280
had a step-daughter uh i got her she was

3803
02:07:15,430 --> 02:07:13,199
15 years old

3804
02:07:18,149 --> 02:07:15,440
and that would be like being abducted by

3805
02:07:21,589 --> 02:07:18,159
aliens and having to live with the anal

3806
02:07:24,830 --> 02:07:21,599
probe the rest of your life it's just

3807
02:07:26,390 --> 02:07:24,840
like my stepdaughter even to this day

3808
02:07:28,629 --> 02:07:26,400
um

3809
02:07:30,790 --> 02:07:28,639
yeah even though her mom and i are no

3810
02:07:32,870 --> 02:07:30,800
longer buddies

3811
02:07:35,510 --> 02:07:32,880
i think 15 15 is that age where you're

3812
02:07:37,510 --> 02:07:35,520
like any boy or girl you're like yeah

3813
02:07:39,270 --> 02:07:37,520
maybe we'll hang out in five years

3814
02:07:43,589 --> 02:07:39,280
what'd you do or you wear your weird

3815
02:07:45,430 --> 02:07:43,599
t-shirt saying i have no problems going

3816
02:07:46,629 --> 02:07:45,440
back to prison

3817
02:07:47,910 --> 02:07:46,639
while you're

3818
02:07:50,390 --> 02:07:47,920
you're cleaning

3819
02:07:51,750 --> 02:07:50,400
your smith and wells twisted you know

3820
02:07:53,030 --> 02:07:51,760
500

3821
02:07:55,350 --> 02:07:53,040
or

3822
02:07:57,109 --> 02:07:55,360
real classic 1911

3823
02:07:58,390 --> 02:07:57,119
with all sorts of hollow points and

3824
02:07:59,750 --> 02:07:58,400
maybe other

3825
02:08:01,910 --> 02:07:59,760
and uh

3826
02:08:03,589 --> 02:08:01,920
and you just remind her

3827
02:08:04,390 --> 02:08:03,599
her date and said you're a nice young

3828
02:08:05,910 --> 02:08:04,400
man

3829
02:08:08,629 --> 02:08:05,920
but you know what

3830
02:08:09,990 --> 02:08:08,639
whatever you do to my daughter

3831
02:08:12,390 --> 02:08:10,000
myself

3832
02:08:13,910 --> 02:08:12,400
my dogs and a few of my buddies are

3833
02:08:16,790 --> 02:08:13,920
going to do to you

3834
02:08:19,189 --> 02:08:16,800
so if if you treat my daughter with with

3835
02:08:21,589 --> 02:08:19,199
kindness and respect and bring her back

3836
02:08:24,310 --> 02:08:21,599
in the same condition she left in

3837
02:08:26,069 --> 02:08:24,320
we'll be friends i i think your german

3838
02:08:28,550 --> 02:08:26,079
shepherds maybe i don't know maybe i

3839
02:08:30,470 --> 02:08:28,560
should adopt uh uh like you did i mean

3840
02:08:32,069 --> 02:08:30,480
those those are some pretty intimidating

3841
02:08:33,910 --> 02:08:32,079
dogs too so

3842
02:08:37,750 --> 02:08:33,920
maybe i'll uh get some german shepherds

3843
02:08:41,350 --> 02:08:37,760
too i i uh for those who don't know i my

3844
02:08:43,189 --> 02:08:41,360
wife and i had rescued a feral

3845
02:08:45,350 --> 02:08:43,199
german shepherd pup she was about 18

3846
02:08:46,790 --> 02:08:45,360
months old when we got her

3847
02:08:49,510 --> 02:08:46,800
she doesn't know her name even a year

3848
02:08:51,510 --> 02:08:49,520
later she doesn't know how to fetch she

3849
02:08:53,669 --> 02:08:51,520
she knows what treats these are she's

3850
02:08:55,030 --> 02:08:53,679
terrified of cars

3851
02:08:57,350 --> 02:08:55,040
and uh

3852
02:08:58,950 --> 02:08:57,360
but she's the most loving creature i've

3853
02:09:01,510 --> 02:08:58,960
ever had i've had

3854
02:09:04,550 --> 02:09:01,520
some incredibly beautiful purebred

3855
02:09:06,870 --> 02:09:04,560
german bred german shepherds and i miss

3856
02:09:08,229 --> 02:09:06,880
him terribly i lost him in a divorce

3857
02:09:11,750 --> 02:09:08,239
but that's neither here near there but

3858
02:09:13,189 --> 02:09:11,760
my big male was a 130 pounds

3859
02:09:14,470 --> 02:09:13,199
and he knew

3860
02:09:17,030 --> 02:09:14,480
he was

3861
02:09:19,510 --> 02:09:17,040
born and raised to protect

3862
02:09:22,149 --> 02:09:19,520
but he was a big he was a big

3863
02:09:23,350 --> 02:09:22,159
teddy bear most the time

3864
02:09:25,350 --> 02:09:23,360
so

3865
02:09:28,629 --> 02:09:25,360
but i've had uh you know i came out i

3866
02:09:31,589 --> 02:09:28,639
came out here to the uh hitherlands of

3867
02:09:34,709 --> 02:09:31,599
the central valley of california

3868
02:09:37,189 --> 02:09:34,719
i'm on my way up to the bay area i'm my

3869
02:09:39,189 --> 02:09:37,199
my only girl cousin and she was like my

3870
02:09:40,709 --> 02:09:39,199
sister my entire life she passed away

3871
02:09:42,550 --> 02:09:40,719
this week

3872
02:09:45,189 --> 02:09:42,560
yeah that's how to do that

3873
02:09:47,109 --> 02:09:45,199
affair but i was coming up here i wasn't

3874
02:09:49,990 --> 02:09:47,119
sure how long it was going to take me i

3875
02:09:51,430 --> 02:09:50,000
drive fast but i had to go

3876
02:09:53,189 --> 02:09:51,440
here

3877
02:09:55,510 --> 02:09:53,199
and uh or you've seen my car haven't you

3878
02:09:57,270 --> 02:09:55,520
been yeah oh dude you could probably go

3879
02:10:02,069 --> 02:09:57,280
up to 200 in that one on a good day

3880
02:10:04,229 --> 02:10:02,079
right 180 185 off the shoreline

3881
02:10:06,069 --> 02:10:04,239
well did that did did sonny did sonny

3882
02:10:08,470 --> 02:10:06,079
give you for uh run for your money and

3883
02:10:11,430 --> 02:10:08,480
then one of his rides or what dude

3884
02:10:13,510 --> 02:10:11,440
no it's it's uh it's kind of foggy and

3885
02:10:18,470 --> 02:10:13,520
damp and

3886
02:10:20,950 --> 02:10:18,480
430 horsepower on 13 inch wide tires

3887
02:10:23,189 --> 02:10:20,960
they don't like damp ground

3888
02:10:27,109 --> 02:10:23,199
even especially wet ground but damp is

3889
02:10:32,149 --> 02:10:27,119
just as bad he still got it to stick

3890
02:10:35,189 --> 02:10:33,430
look i mean

3891
02:10:37,350 --> 02:10:35,199
i i just want to say look look at the

3892
02:10:39,589 --> 02:10:37,360
awesome uh awesome crew we have tonight

3893
02:10:42,149 --> 02:10:39,599
you guys i mean we've got josh casey

3894
02:10:45,109 --> 02:10:42,159
lynn wallington melissa decla

3895
02:10:46,870 --> 02:10:45,119
chris holm big willy sunny jim goodall

3896
02:10:48,629 --> 02:10:46,880
this is awesome i had to i just had to

3897
02:10:50,390 --> 02:10:48,639
hop on and say what's up to y'all i've

3898
02:10:52,709 --> 02:10:50,400
been hanging out with family all day so

3899
02:10:54,229 --> 02:10:52,719
we we uh uh putting the baby down and

3900
02:10:56,709 --> 02:10:54,239
just wanted to pop off

3901
02:10:58,950 --> 02:10:56,719
and say what's up for a little bit

3902
02:11:01,350 --> 02:10:58,960
you know

3903
02:11:02,790 --> 02:11:01,360
i met jack

3904
02:11:04,390 --> 02:11:02,800
i just want to say thank you for your

3905
02:11:06,550 --> 02:11:04,400
service and it's an honor to be on here

3906
02:11:08,790 --> 02:11:06,560
with you what sony said you did all i

3907
02:11:10,709 --> 02:11:08,800
had to make sure it was the same good

3908
02:11:12,069 --> 02:11:10,719
all i had in my head

3909
02:11:16,069 --> 02:11:12,079
um

3910
02:11:17,510 --> 02:11:16,079
27 years of total service five active uh

3911
02:11:19,830 --> 02:11:17,520
10-year break

3912
02:11:22,229 --> 02:11:19,840
and then 21 years with the minnesota

3913
02:11:24,950 --> 02:11:22,239
guard as the wing historian both the

3914
02:11:26,550 --> 02:11:24,960
wing level and state staff

3915
02:11:29,270 --> 02:11:26,560
and i scrounged a black room for our

3916
02:11:30,149 --> 02:11:29,280
museum and

3917
02:11:32,149 --> 02:11:30,159
uh

3918
02:11:34,390 --> 02:11:32,159
i've always i've always been the unit

3919
02:11:36,709 --> 02:11:34,400
sergeant bilcoe

3920
02:11:38,470 --> 02:11:36,719
you know jim roman came up to me one day

3921
02:11:39,830 --> 02:11:38,480
and he says i got a question i don't

3922
02:11:42,629 --> 02:11:39,840
want to know how you're going to do it

3923
02:11:44,709 --> 02:11:42,639
but can you do such and such

3924
02:11:46,870 --> 02:11:44,719
i said sure

3925
02:11:47,750 --> 02:11:46,880
and the next day i had i had the answer

3926
02:11:50,550 --> 02:11:47,760
for him

3927
02:11:53,350 --> 02:11:50,560
i had a retired air force

3928
02:11:55,030 --> 02:11:53,360
two-star general sr-71 pilot i won't

3929
02:11:56,870 --> 02:11:55,040
give his name

3930
02:11:58,950 --> 02:11:56,880
but he's yeah he's still alive he called

3931
02:12:01,030 --> 02:11:58,960
me about two weeks ago

3932
02:12:03,750 --> 02:12:01,040
and he said jim i i i'm trying to find

3933
02:12:06,229 --> 02:12:03,760
some historical information for uh for a

3934
02:12:08,229 --> 02:12:06,239
friend of his and who i also knew of a

3935
02:12:10,950 --> 02:12:08,239
skunk worse guy

3936
02:12:13,430 --> 02:12:10,960
and i don't i've i've exhausted my

3937
02:12:16,950 --> 02:12:13,440
sources can you help me i said

3938
02:12:19,830 --> 02:12:16,960
all i can do is ask the right people

3939
02:12:23,669 --> 02:12:19,840
and about four hours later i had i had a

3940
02:12:25,910 --> 02:12:23,679
pdf file probably about 10 or 15 pages

3941
02:12:27,189 --> 02:12:25,920
documenting this guy's life at the skunk

3942
02:12:29,350 --> 02:12:27,199
works

3943
02:12:31,430 --> 02:12:29,360
and his flight record and everything

3944
02:12:32,709 --> 02:12:31,440
else and he said said how nailed you get

3945
02:12:35,030 --> 02:12:32,719
that i said

3946
02:12:36,870 --> 02:12:35,040
you got to know the right people and

3947
02:12:39,510 --> 02:12:36,880
i've been doing this forever i did this

3948
02:12:42,550 --> 02:12:39,520
before the internet was even thought of

3949
02:12:45,830 --> 02:12:42,560
as far as in the commercial area

3950
02:12:49,030 --> 02:12:45,840
and it in 1968 now most of your parents

3951
02:12:50,550 --> 02:12:49,040
weren't born then but 1968

3952
02:12:52,149 --> 02:12:50,560
i was out of the i was out of the air

3953
02:12:56,709 --> 02:12:52,159
force

3954
02:12:59,270 --> 02:12:56,719
and i was willing to pay i asked

3955
02:13:02,390 --> 02:12:59,280
lockheed department of defense cia and

3956
02:13:05,430 --> 02:13:02,400
air force i want a half a dozen

3957
02:13:07,910 --> 02:13:05,440
color eight by tens of the blackbird in

3958
02:13:09,589 --> 02:13:07,920
the sky flying

3959
02:13:10,950 --> 02:13:09,599
their official policy was not to

3960
02:13:15,030 --> 02:13:10,960
cooperate

3961
02:13:17,669 --> 02:13:15,040
digging now if they give me everything i

3962
02:13:20,709 --> 02:13:17,679
wanted i would have never met

3963
02:13:23,910 --> 02:13:20,719
bob lazar i would never met john lear i

3964
02:13:26,069 --> 02:13:23,920
would have met never met the garage ufo

3965
02:13:29,189 --> 02:13:26,079
guys

3966
02:13:31,910 --> 02:13:29,199
they're sort of the uh

3967
02:13:32,709 --> 02:13:31,920
wayne's world of the ufo community and

3968
02:13:34,870 --> 02:13:32,719
uh

3969
02:13:37,270 --> 02:13:34,880
i just met him in san francisco i

3970
02:13:39,589 --> 02:13:37,280
immediately liked him they were just uh

3971
02:13:41,270 --> 02:13:39,599
they were drinking their red wine

3972
02:13:43,669 --> 02:13:41,280
and just having a wonderful time out in

3973
02:13:45,109 --> 02:13:43,679
the lobby up there as i say i love that

3974
02:13:46,470 --> 02:13:45,119
that's how everybody met them that's how

3975
02:13:48,790 --> 02:13:46,480
dave's got batteries like the biggest

3976
02:13:50,550 --> 02:13:48,800
bottle of wine i've ever seen in my life

3977
02:13:53,030 --> 02:13:50,560
is how i met joe and ben i'm like this

3978
02:13:55,430 --> 02:13:53,040
seems to be a running trend yeah so

3979
02:13:57,990 --> 02:13:55,440
i just i mean i just

3980
02:14:00,149 --> 02:13:58,000
i enjoy these i enjoy everybody here but

3981
02:14:03,830 --> 02:14:00,159
i i

3982
02:14:07,109 --> 02:14:03,840
i'm where i'm at i'm 76 years old

3983
02:14:08,629 --> 02:14:07,119
i drive a 185 mile an hour quarterback

3984
02:14:10,069 --> 02:14:08,639
before that i drove

3985
02:14:11,750 --> 02:14:10,079
harley

3986
02:14:14,229 --> 02:14:11,760
but i laid that down coming back from

3987
02:14:15,350 --> 02:14:14,239
sturgis at 70 miles an hour and i walked

3988
02:14:17,350 --> 02:14:15,360
away from it

3989
02:14:19,830 --> 02:14:17,360
unscathed a lot of damage to the bike

3990
02:14:22,950 --> 02:14:19,840
but very little to me

3991
02:14:24,709 --> 02:14:22,960
and uh i lost my i lost my edge so i

3992
02:14:27,990 --> 02:14:24,719
told i told the wife i said if i can

3993
02:14:29,750 --> 02:14:28,000
find a way to buy a corvette you know

3994
02:14:31,510 --> 02:14:29,760
i'll sell my harley but instead i gave

3995
02:14:33,510 --> 02:14:31,520
it to my best friend he doesn't have a

3996
02:14:35,030 --> 02:14:33,520
pot to pee in he lives in

3997
02:14:36,790 --> 02:14:35,040
section 8 housing

3998
02:14:38,229 --> 02:14:36,800
he wanted to buy it i said you can't

3999
02:14:40,229 --> 02:14:38,239
afford it

4000
02:14:41,430 --> 02:14:40,239
and it got really sad and i said that

4001
02:14:43,109 --> 02:14:41,440
but i'll tell you what i'm gonna do i'm

4002
02:14:45,109 --> 02:14:43,119
gonna lease it to you

4003
02:14:48,069 --> 02:14:45,119
for a dollar

4004
02:14:49,589 --> 02:14:48,079
wow so i i still own it i still pay them

4005
02:14:51,109 --> 02:14:49,599
the uh

4006
02:14:53,030 --> 02:14:51,119
insurance on it

4007
02:14:55,589 --> 02:14:53,040
but the man would give me his life if i

4008
02:14:58,550 --> 02:14:55,599
needed it and he's been my friend

4009
02:15:00,390 --> 02:14:58,560
since september 9 1962 and i've never

4010
02:15:01,990 --> 02:15:00,400
forgotten that

4011
02:15:04,790 --> 02:15:02,000
so awesome

4012
02:15:07,109 --> 02:15:04,800
yeah so i was gonna actually ask uh

4013
02:15:09,030 --> 02:15:07,119
melissa how did you come into the

4014
02:15:10,310 --> 02:15:09,040
community like finding this this group

4015
02:15:11,669 --> 02:15:10,320
of people i mean

4016
02:15:13,750 --> 02:15:11,679
obviously jim's mentioned how he came

4017
02:15:15,350 --> 02:15:13,760
about and uh we also heard how limits a

4018
02:15:16,870 --> 02:15:15,360
little bit for yourself because you're

4019
02:15:18,790 --> 02:15:16,880
relatively nude at least to the garage

4020
02:15:20,310 --> 02:15:18,800
rush how did you come across the garage

4021
02:15:21,589 --> 02:15:20,320
how did that even happen

4022
02:15:25,109 --> 02:15:21,599
i have

4023
02:15:28,390 --> 02:15:27,430
someone's going to say something

4024
02:15:33,669 --> 02:15:28,400
because

4025
02:15:35,910 --> 02:15:33,679
been digging up stuff on black programs

4026
02:15:38,149 --> 02:15:35,920
the you know the u2 the i was the first

4027
02:15:39,750 --> 02:15:38,159
guy to photograph the f-117 i wrote the

4028
02:15:43,030 --> 02:15:39,760
first book with bill sweetman on the

4029
02:15:45,430 --> 02:15:43,040
f-117 i'm an expert on the blackboard

4030
02:15:48,229 --> 02:15:45,440
they let me fly the b2 simulator at

4031
02:15:50,310 --> 02:15:48,239
whiteman in 2015.

4032
02:15:52,390 --> 02:15:50,320
i've been i've been to 400 feet deep in

4033
02:15:54,149 --> 02:15:52,400
a ballistic missile submarine i've been

4034
02:15:55,430 --> 02:15:54,159
up in the sail the same summer and as

4035
02:15:58,149 --> 02:15:55,440
we're going through the streets of juan

4036
02:15:59,990 --> 02:15:58,159
de fuca with a hundred hydrogen bombs on

4037
02:16:01,669 --> 02:16:00,000
board real ones

4038
02:16:03,669 --> 02:16:01,679
they go out do angles and dangles and

4039
02:16:05,510 --> 02:16:03,679
bring back non-essential personnel

4040
02:16:07,189 --> 02:16:05,520
contractors

4041
02:16:10,149 --> 02:16:07,199
and

4042
02:16:12,709 --> 02:16:10,159
i do this because i love it it's fun

4043
02:16:14,950 --> 02:16:12,719
that i'm most comfortable

4044
02:16:17,589 --> 02:16:14,960
with this crowd

4045
02:16:18,870 --> 02:16:17,599
when i was a disclosure con uh the end

4046
02:16:20,229 --> 02:16:18,880
of august

4047
02:16:22,149 --> 02:16:20,239
and august no

4048
02:16:23,830 --> 02:16:22,159
whatever it was a couple weeks ago maybe

4049
02:16:25,430 --> 02:16:23,840
a month or so ago

4050
02:16:26,390 --> 02:16:25,440
yeah a couple of guys i met there and

4051
02:16:28,790 --> 02:16:26,400
says

4052
02:16:31,350 --> 02:16:28,800
you know this afterwards we're all just

4053
02:16:33,190 --> 02:16:31,360
sort of talking they said

4054
02:16:35,589 --> 02:16:33,200
i feel i feel right at home with these

4055
02:16:39,509 --> 02:16:35,599
people there's some real weird ducks but

4056
02:16:45,110 --> 02:16:41,509
and i mean

4057
02:16:47,509 --> 02:16:45,120
how how could you love a joe of ben and

4058
02:16:49,270 --> 02:16:47,519
joe he's adorable i just i mean just

4059
02:16:52,309 --> 02:16:49,280
there's just he has that twinkle in his

4060
02:16:54,150 --> 02:16:52,319
eye and then he has a smiley string

4061
02:16:56,389 --> 02:16:54,160
it would almost be like a

4062
02:17:00,150 --> 02:16:56,399
uh a laurel and hardy but

4063
02:17:01,429 --> 02:17:00,160
it's a one once a hip a hippie deadhead

4064
02:17:05,669 --> 02:17:01,439
and

4065
02:17:11,190 --> 02:17:08,070
i feel comfortable i mean i met dave

4066
02:17:14,629 --> 02:17:11,200
scott he immediately hit it off

4067
02:17:18,549 --> 02:17:14,639
uh yeah and the only reason i i had

4068
02:17:21,270 --> 02:17:18,559
anything to do with the ufo community

4069
02:17:23,190 --> 02:17:21,280
michael schrad has been a friend of mine

4070
02:17:25,030 --> 02:17:23,200
forever

4071
02:17:27,349 --> 02:17:25,040
yeah i didn't until about five or six

4072
02:17:29,270 --> 02:17:27,359
years no maybe longer but about seven or

4073
02:17:31,110 --> 02:17:29,280
eight years ago i met him for the first

4074
02:17:32,709 --> 02:17:31,120
time face to face but he said no no we

4075
02:17:34,950 --> 02:17:32,719
met one other time

4076
02:17:37,110 --> 02:17:34,960
10 years earlier but

4077
02:17:39,110 --> 02:17:37,120
but he's a very very dear friend of mine

4078
02:17:40,469 --> 02:17:39,120
and he just

4079
02:17:45,589 --> 02:17:40,479
it's

4080
02:17:48,389 --> 02:17:45,599
that are that are you know

4081
02:17:54,230 --> 02:17:48,399
well let me step back i lose track a lot

4082
02:17:59,910 --> 02:17:56,629
i'm sweet pure i don't drink i don't i

4083
02:18:01,190 --> 02:17:59,920
don't uh i don't smoke cigarettes

4084
02:18:02,549 --> 02:18:01,200
but also

4085
02:18:04,709 --> 02:18:02,559
it's made from a

4086
02:18:06,950 --> 02:18:04,719
it's healthy that's what i think that's

4087
02:18:09,190 --> 02:18:06,960
all yeah

4088
02:18:10,709 --> 02:18:09,200
my mind wanders an awful lot it always

4089
02:18:12,150 --> 02:18:10,719
has because there's there's so much

4090
02:18:15,030 --> 02:18:12,160
stuff in there

4091
02:18:17,750 --> 02:18:15,040
and then it only takes a second to get

4092
02:18:18,709 --> 02:18:17,760
uh to get off the track

4093
02:18:21,910 --> 02:18:18,719
but

4094
02:18:24,549 --> 02:18:21,920
you go back to march of 19

4095
02:18:26,549 --> 02:18:24,559
michael schatt said that hey jim i'm

4096
02:18:28,950 --> 02:18:26,559
gonna i'm gonna be in i'm gonna come

4097
02:18:31,830 --> 02:18:28,960
into uh phoenix

4098
02:18:33,429 --> 02:18:31,840
on this saturday for the the

4099
02:18:34,309 --> 02:18:33,439
international mufon

4100
02:18:38,549 --> 02:18:34,319
thing

4101
02:18:42,950 --> 02:18:40,070
depending on what i'm doing i mean i'm

4102
02:18:45,349 --> 02:18:42,960
retired but depending what i'm doing

4103
02:18:47,830 --> 02:18:45,359
i make i may come up it's 90 miles from

4104
02:18:49,429 --> 02:18:47,840
my house to downtown phoenix

4105
02:18:50,870 --> 02:18:49,439
and i know george knapp was gonna be

4106
02:18:52,950 --> 02:18:50,880
there and i've been friends with george

4107
02:18:55,349 --> 02:18:52,960
for

4108
02:18:57,990 --> 02:18:55,359
40 years animal

4109
02:19:02,070 --> 02:18:59,990
and i've i've had some dealings with

4110
02:19:04,309 --> 02:19:02,080
jeremy

4111
02:19:06,469 --> 02:19:04,319
corbell

4112
02:19:07,750 --> 02:19:06,479
but i wanted to see michael so i came up

4113
02:19:09,030 --> 02:19:07,760
there

4114
02:19:10,709 --> 02:19:09,040
and

4115
02:19:12,950 --> 02:19:10,719
everybody was in the conference i went

4116
02:19:14,870 --> 02:19:12,960
in the vendors room first place i walked

4117
02:19:17,030 --> 02:19:14,880
first person i walked into

4118
02:19:18,629 --> 02:19:17,040
is doc skinner

4119
02:19:20,629 --> 02:19:18,639
and we started talking i introduced

4120
02:19:22,070 --> 02:19:20,639
myself and his mouth drops as well i

4121
02:19:22,950 --> 02:19:22,080
didn't see your name on the program i

4122
02:19:26,230 --> 02:19:22,960
said

4123
02:19:28,070 --> 02:19:26,240
why would my name be on the program

4124
02:19:29,429 --> 02:19:28,080
i'm just a guy who's been around for a

4125
02:19:31,910 --> 02:19:29,439
long time

4126
02:19:33,349 --> 02:19:31,920
right and he just uh

4127
02:19:35,190 --> 02:19:33,359
and then pretty soon everybody started

4128
02:19:37,110 --> 02:19:35,200
coming in this way you got to meet

4129
02:19:38,549 --> 02:19:37,120
richard dolan

4130
02:19:41,190 --> 02:19:38,559
so i didn't know who richard was i

4131
02:19:45,190 --> 02:19:41,200
didn't know who any of the ufo guys were

4132
02:19:46,230 --> 02:19:45,200
the people were yeah by the way

4133
02:19:48,790 --> 02:19:46,240
and

4134
02:19:50,950 --> 02:19:48,800
i had uh

4135
02:19:53,670 --> 02:19:50,960
he said you know go make sure that

4136
02:19:54,550 --> 02:19:53,680
richard no one know knows i'm here

4137
02:19:56,389 --> 02:19:54,560
okay

4138
02:19:58,389 --> 02:19:56,399
so he had a whole group of people around

4139
02:20:02,469 --> 02:19:58,399
his table so i sort of reached through

4140
02:20:04,630 --> 02:20:02,479
and you have my blackbird card then if

4141
02:20:06,469 --> 02:20:04,640
oh yeah it's a very distinctive business

4142
02:20:09,750 --> 02:20:06,479
card um

4143
02:20:12,630 --> 02:20:10,870
well

4144
02:20:13,750 --> 02:20:12,640
i'll tell you what really quick jim just

4145
02:20:15,429 --> 02:20:13,760
really quick

4146
02:20:16,870 --> 02:20:15,439
just one thing i'm gonna bring in enough

4147
02:20:18,150 --> 02:20:16,880
we have one more guest backstage i'm

4148
02:20:20,550 --> 02:20:18,160
going to bring him in

4149
02:20:22,150 --> 02:20:20,560
this is the man the myth himself

4150
02:20:26,150 --> 02:20:22,160
chad smith

4151
02:20:28,389 --> 02:20:26,160
oh [\h__\h]

4152
02:20:30,790 --> 02:20:28,399
what the sam hell

4153
02:20:32,630 --> 02:20:30,800
yeah hey isn't it time for breakfast at

4154
02:20:36,389 --> 02:20:32,640
the country kitchen there old man or

4155
02:20:41,270 --> 02:20:38,870
yeah chad smith is looking right

4156
02:20:42,870 --> 02:20:41,280
he's trying to get his coffee

4157
02:20:44,870 --> 02:20:42,880
i'm about to go

4158
02:20:46,230 --> 02:20:44,880
here's my buddy paul

4159
02:20:49,300 --> 02:20:46,240
look at that

4160
02:20:51,349 --> 02:20:49,310
mustache that's a power stash

4161
02:20:54,070 --> 02:20:51,359
[Music]

4162
02:20:55,190 --> 02:20:54,080
that is a lip blade boys that is a lip

4163
02:20:57,910 --> 02:20:55,200
blade

4164
02:20:59,910 --> 02:20:57,920
yeah yeah we're uh i don't know if you

4165
02:21:04,469 --> 02:20:59,920
can see this or not

4166
02:21:05,670 --> 02:21:04,479
but it is snowing like a mofo here right

4167
02:21:07,270 --> 02:21:05,680
now

4168
02:21:08,550 --> 02:21:07,280
and we're right here literally you

4169
02:21:13,030 --> 02:21:08,560
caught us

4170
02:21:16,710 --> 02:21:13,040
to head into the bush and uh this is the

4171
02:21:18,389 --> 02:21:16,720
last place before i lose signal

4172
02:21:20,710 --> 02:21:18,399
heck yeah are you guys going are you

4173
02:21:23,510 --> 02:21:20,720
guys going like uh uh are you visiting

4174
02:21:29,830 --> 02:21:27,030
we are going to a different site tonight

4175
02:21:31,830 --> 02:21:29,840
nice we are going uh the beautiful part

4176
02:21:32,870 --> 02:21:31,840
about the snow is the snow is going to

4177
02:21:34,950 --> 02:21:32,880
open up

4178
02:21:37,110 --> 02:21:34,960
a lot for for uh

4179
02:21:38,070 --> 02:21:37,120
tracks and footprints

4180
02:21:40,550 --> 02:21:38,080
oh yeah

4181
02:21:41,830 --> 02:21:40,560
that's awesome yes dave scott in the

4182
02:21:43,429 --> 02:21:41,840
field

4183
02:21:44,640 --> 02:21:43,439
yeah it feels like i'm watching a blair

4184
02:21:47,190 --> 02:21:44,650
witch project right now

4185
02:21:48,550 --> 02:21:47,200
[Laughter]

4186
02:21:50,790 --> 02:21:48,560
were you being careful if you could see

4187
02:21:52,710 --> 02:21:50,800
the snowfall falling

4188
02:21:54,870 --> 02:21:52,720
oh yeah that's awesome

4189
02:21:56,550 --> 02:21:54,880
yeah that looks cool hey i live in

4190
02:21:58,309 --> 02:21:56,560
tucson what is that stuff is that

4191
02:21:59,670 --> 02:21:58,319
dandruff

4192
02:22:03,190 --> 02:21:59,680
or is that gus

4193
02:22:14,420 --> 02:22:03,200
it could be dust if it's in tucson

4194
02:22:14,430 --> 02:22:17,750
[Music]

4195
02:22:20,830 --> 02:22:19,429
oh my god i love you guys so much you

4196
02:22:22,950 --> 02:22:20,840
guys are all

4197
02:22:25,830 --> 02:22:22,960
amazing awesome um really quick to you

4198
02:22:28,070 --> 02:22:25,840
guys uh dave first of all uh or chad mr

4199
02:22:29,270 --> 02:22:28,080
chad smith i apologize uh we appreciate

4200
02:22:31,750 --> 02:22:29,280
you hopping i know we're gonna lose you

4201
02:22:33,510 --> 02:22:31,760
for you before you head out here uh

4202
02:22:35,429 --> 02:22:33,520
melissa one last time i just wanted to

4203
02:22:37,590 --> 02:22:35,439
ask you how you came about coming into

4204
02:22:39,270 --> 02:22:37,600
the community here um

4205
02:22:46,950 --> 02:22:39,280
just just as a brief overview if you'd

4206
02:22:51,750 --> 02:22:48,870
oh he was asking melissa

4207
02:22:52,630 --> 02:22:51,760
it was a bit of a chain effect

4208
02:22:54,790 --> 02:22:52,640
um

4209
02:22:55,990 --> 02:22:54,800
i got on steve stockton's 13 past

4210
02:22:57,670 --> 02:22:56,000
midnight and

4211
02:22:59,349 --> 02:22:57,680
was into the chat

4212
02:23:01,429 --> 02:22:59,359
and from there i found missing person

4213
02:23:02,830 --> 02:23:01,439
mysteries

4214
02:23:05,590 --> 02:23:02,840
and

4215
02:23:07,990 --> 02:23:05,600
he you know he does the listener

4216
02:23:09,270 --> 02:23:08,000
encounter so i wrote him a story and

4217
02:23:12,950 --> 02:23:09,280
sent it in and

4218
02:23:16,550 --> 02:23:12,960
did some shows with him and jim and jade

4219
02:23:19,270 --> 02:23:16,560
from there i went to dave scott and i

4220
02:23:22,309 --> 02:23:19,280
found you through dave or cisco's

4221
02:23:28,150 --> 02:23:24,710
heck yeah very nice

4222
02:23:30,790 --> 02:23:28,160
i love cisco she's fast

4223
02:23:32,630 --> 02:23:30,800
yeah i love cisco

4224
02:23:34,309 --> 02:23:32,640
i like i just like crashing people's

4225
02:23:35,349 --> 02:23:34,319
streams you know that's that's basically

4226
02:23:37,830 --> 02:23:35,359
what i do

4227
02:23:39,190 --> 02:23:37,840
we love it we really do

4228
02:23:41,270 --> 02:23:39,200
that's what it's all about that's what

4229
02:23:42,950 --> 02:23:41,280
the whole community is about that's the

4230
02:23:44,230 --> 02:23:42,960
idea it's like the garage like we're all

4231
02:23:46,389 --> 02:23:44,240
kind of hanging out in the garage

4232
02:23:47,990 --> 02:23:46,399
talking about aliens and paranormal

4233
02:23:49,429 --> 02:23:48,000
stuff like that's the vibe right

4234
02:23:51,750 --> 02:23:49,439
everybody's got a beer i don't know

4235
02:23:53,750 --> 02:23:51,760
maybe yeah maybe maybe you have

4236
02:23:56,230 --> 02:23:53,760
something more natural than beer but you

4237
02:23:57,429 --> 02:23:56,240
know that's a sweet tea

4238
02:23:59,190 --> 02:23:57,439
yeah everybody

4239
02:24:02,150 --> 02:23:59,200
everybody comes around about the same

4240
02:24:03,830 --> 02:24:02,160
subject that's what's fun

4241
02:24:05,910 --> 02:24:03,840
yeah i met ben and joe first on the

4242
02:24:07,270 --> 02:24:05,920
garage and he just branched off into

4243
02:24:09,110 --> 02:24:07,280
everything and

4244
02:24:10,389 --> 02:24:09,120
you know i felt isolated early on now i

4245
02:24:12,469 --> 02:24:10,399
feel like i have a family with all of

4246
02:24:14,469 --> 02:24:12,479
you guys

4247
02:24:16,550 --> 02:24:14,479
hey guys we gotta run here we gotta head

4248
02:24:19,349 --> 02:24:16,560
into the forest

4249
02:24:22,150 --> 02:24:19,359
so if you guys are still on later

4250
02:24:24,710 --> 02:24:22,160
doing your party show i might be back

4251
02:24:27,910 --> 02:24:24,720
and uh hopefully with some results or uh

4252
02:24:30,230 --> 02:24:27,920
paul's sacrificial lamb just in case

4253
02:24:33,830 --> 02:24:30,240
we find a horny bigfoot

4254
02:24:37,590 --> 02:24:35,670
bring some pheromones with you

4255
02:24:39,349 --> 02:24:37,600
hey stand still for a second so we can

4256
02:24:42,870 --> 02:24:39,359
get a good picture for the milk cartons

4257
02:24:47,590 --> 02:24:45,270
dave i want a big foot keychain

4258
02:24:49,670 --> 02:24:47,600
like a rabbit's foot with a bigfoot

4259
02:24:51,500 --> 02:24:49,680
get me one we'll do our best

4260
02:24:55,030 --> 02:24:51,510
yeah see boys rock and roll

4261
02:24:58,790 --> 02:24:55,040
[Laughter]

4262
02:25:00,550 --> 02:24:58,800
oh man be safe out there guys

4263
02:25:04,550 --> 02:25:00,560
yeah

4264
02:25:08,230 --> 02:25:06,469
i was just gonna say uh that's all i was

4265
02:25:10,790 --> 02:25:08,240
gonna add to this is that it always

4266
02:25:12,150 --> 02:25:10,800
amazes me every single time that we open

4267
02:25:13,429 --> 02:25:12,160
up the stream yard for people to come

4268
02:25:15,030 --> 02:25:13,439
and join

4269
02:25:16,630 --> 02:25:15,040
um the amount of support that you guys

4270
02:25:18,550 --> 02:25:16,640
have to come out and show and it's so

4271
02:25:19,510 --> 02:25:18,560
awesome to see the different

4272
02:25:21,429 --> 02:25:19,520
uh

4273
02:25:22,469 --> 02:25:21,439
now communities whether it be 13 past

4274
02:25:23,990 --> 02:25:22,479
midnight

4275
02:25:25,429 --> 02:25:24,000
over they receive stockton or even you

4276
02:25:27,429 --> 02:25:25,439
know swamp dweller in some of those as

4277
02:25:29,190 --> 02:25:27,439
well uh over overlapping in the

4278
02:25:31,110 --> 02:25:29,200
different podcasts but

4279
02:25:33,349 --> 02:25:31,120
what's our ultimate goal and all this

4280
02:25:35,110 --> 02:25:33,359
everybody just seems to have been so

4281
02:25:37,030 --> 02:25:35,120
curious and look where curiosity has led

4282
02:25:38,550 --> 02:25:37,040
us and that to me is it's kind of a

4283
02:25:40,150 --> 02:25:38,560
beautiful thing all the relationships

4284
02:25:42,070 --> 02:25:40,160
that have been built and i'm gonna meet

4285
02:25:44,309 --> 02:25:42,080
every single one of you mother suckers

4286
02:25:46,309 --> 02:25:44,319
just different branches of the family

4287
02:25:47,349 --> 02:25:46,319
that's all

4288
02:25:48,950 --> 02:25:47,359
agreed

4289
02:25:51,349 --> 02:25:48,960
yeah yeah yeah

4290
02:25:53,110 --> 02:25:51,359
so when when do we i mean man we've got

4291
02:25:54,790 --> 02:25:53,120
to do something where we all meet up in

4292
02:25:55,670 --> 02:25:54,800
person and hang out like that's got to

4293
02:25:57,830 --> 02:25:55,680
be

4294
02:25:59,750 --> 02:25:57,840
like 2022 i think that's my our goal for

4295
02:26:01,670 --> 02:25:59,760
2022 is our goal

4296
02:26:04,389 --> 02:26:01,680
i think the december 4th would be a good

4297
02:26:06,950 --> 02:26:04,399
test run on seeing who could get

4298
02:26:08,790 --> 02:26:06,960
together first that'll be a good test

4299
02:26:10,070 --> 02:26:08,800
run to see you know building up the

4300
02:26:10,950 --> 02:26:10,080
networks and stuff like that and i'm

4301
02:26:13,590 --> 02:26:10,960
sure that

4302
02:26:16,070 --> 02:26:13,600
you guys put something together later on

4303
02:26:17,750 --> 02:26:16,080
you know we'll know it enough in advance

4304
02:26:39,270 --> 02:26:17,760
you know more of us will be able to come

4305
02:26:43,349 --> 02:26:41,349
oh okay i've been to the carolina

4306
02:26:47,429 --> 02:26:43,359
rebellion a few times and

4307
02:26:51,830 --> 02:26:49,910
got some know you don't remember

4308
02:26:53,910 --> 02:26:51,840
yeah that's some good times out there i

4309
02:26:55,270 --> 02:26:53,920
love the rebellion

4310
02:26:57,030 --> 02:26:55,280
it's awesome

4311
02:27:01,990 --> 02:26:57,040
it can ask a question real quick since i

4312
02:27:05,349 --> 02:27:03,270
you guys hear me

4313
02:27:07,030 --> 02:27:05,359
sorry i was muted yeah go for it i would

4314
02:27:08,309 --> 02:27:07,040
say go for it

4315
02:27:10,550 --> 02:27:08,319
okay um

4316
02:27:12,309 --> 02:27:10,560
a little bit personal but i know

4317
02:27:15,830 --> 02:27:12,319
most of y'all know

4318
02:27:18,150 --> 02:27:15,840
my life kind of got flipped upside down

4319
02:27:19,270 --> 02:27:18,160
just about everybody in my personal life

4320
02:27:21,349 --> 02:27:19,280
my family

4321
02:27:23,590 --> 02:27:21,359
there's only like one or two people that

4322
02:27:25,750 --> 02:27:23,600
know a little bit

4323
02:27:28,070 --> 02:27:25,760
what is y'all's advice on me opening up

4324
02:27:30,150 --> 02:27:28,080
to my family about the things i'm

4325
02:27:31,590 --> 02:27:30,160
experiencing

4326
02:27:33,590 --> 02:27:31,600
like how do i just

4327
02:27:34,710 --> 02:27:33,600
how do i say this i don't know do i keep

4328
02:27:36,630 --> 02:27:34,720
going because i feel like i'm kind of

4329
02:27:38,389 --> 02:27:36,640
living a double life here

4330
02:27:40,230 --> 02:27:38,399
and um i love you guys for the support

4331
02:27:42,389 --> 02:27:40,240
that i'm getting from this but

4332
02:27:44,230 --> 02:27:42,399
i would like to maybe somehow be able to

4333
02:27:46,309 --> 02:27:44,240
i mean they can see it changing me they

4334
02:27:48,870 --> 02:27:46,319
know they say i talk different i

4335
02:27:50,230 --> 02:27:48,880
act different not a dog

4336
02:27:52,309 --> 02:27:50,240
like damn joshua was talking about

4337
02:27:53,750 --> 02:27:52,319
quantum physics now and philosophy and

4338
02:27:55,670 --> 02:27:53,760
history and stuff but they can see

4339
02:27:57,910 --> 02:27:55,680
something going on but i was just

4340
02:27:59,510 --> 02:27:57,920
curious like were y'all always raised in

4341
02:28:00,870 --> 02:27:59,520
a house where you know this stuff was

4342
02:28:02,950 --> 02:28:00,880
accepted or

4343
02:28:08,710 --> 02:28:02,960
are y'all still kind of the black people

4344
02:28:14,710 --> 02:28:12,630
could i go first yes please okay yeah um

4345
02:28:17,190 --> 02:28:14,720
why do you feel like you have to come

4346
02:28:18,070 --> 02:28:17,200
out like like uh

4347
02:28:19,590 --> 02:28:18,080
because

4348
02:28:21,990 --> 02:28:19,600
being into the paranormal it's not like

4349
02:28:24,469 --> 02:28:22,000
being it's not like a sexuality or any

4350
02:28:26,950 --> 02:28:24,479
kind of identity thing it's just it's an

4351
02:28:28,550 --> 02:28:26,960
interest of yours like um i don't have

4352
02:28:30,550 --> 02:28:28,560
to go up to my parents and say hey mom

4353
02:28:31,830 --> 02:28:30,560
and dad i'm a star trek fan or or

4354
02:28:33,830 --> 02:28:31,840
whatever it is

4355
02:28:36,230 --> 02:28:33,840
you know it's just it's an interest of

4356
02:28:38,389 --> 02:28:36,240
yours and i know that it feels like it's

4357
02:28:39,990 --> 02:28:38,399
it's consumed a lot because whatever

4358
02:28:40,950 --> 02:28:40,000
happened to you i don't know exactly

4359
02:28:43,429 --> 02:28:40,960
what

4360
02:28:44,790 --> 02:28:43,439
but it kind of hit you hard and scooped

4361
02:28:46,710 --> 02:28:44,800
you up from under your feet but you're

4362
02:28:48,630 --> 02:28:46,720
still the same person

4363
02:28:49,590 --> 02:28:48,640
you haven't changed any of it you've

4364
02:28:51,429 --> 02:28:49,600
just like

4365
02:28:53,349 --> 02:28:51,439
been a bit more open to different stuff

4366
02:28:56,710 --> 02:28:53,359
that you might not have been open to

4367
02:28:58,870 --> 02:28:56,720
before so nothing has really changed uh

4368
02:29:01,110 --> 02:28:58,880
if anything any advice i would give is

4369
02:29:02,230 --> 02:29:01,120
just maybe talk to your folks a little

4370
02:29:04,309 --> 02:29:02,240
bit like

4371
02:29:06,309 --> 02:29:04,319
like uh i don't know do you do you still

4372
02:29:08,389 --> 02:29:06,319
live with your parents or are you like

4373
02:29:10,150 --> 02:29:08,399
in a close relationship with your mother

4374
02:29:12,389 --> 02:29:10,160
or father

4375
02:29:14,630 --> 02:29:12,399
i mean i'm uh

4376
02:29:16,550 --> 02:29:14,640
uh i'm about an hour away hour and a

4377
02:29:18,790 --> 02:29:16,560
half away from my family now i do want

4378
02:29:20,150 --> 02:29:18,800
to say that no it has completely changed

4379
02:29:21,990 --> 02:29:20,160
me to be honest like i'm a whole

4380
02:29:24,230 --> 02:29:22,000
different person than i was a year ago

4381
02:29:25,670 --> 02:29:24,240
but the thing is i'm i'm experiencing

4382
02:29:28,870 --> 02:29:25,680
like um

4383
02:29:30,550 --> 02:29:28,880
orbs the balls of light um i'm sure you

4384
02:29:32,630 --> 02:29:30,560
guys have all heard of that

4385
02:29:33,349 --> 02:29:32,640
and um here lately it's got to the point

4386
02:29:35,429 --> 02:29:33,359
where

4387
02:29:37,750 --> 02:29:35,439
other people were seeing it with me like

4388
02:29:38,550 --> 02:29:37,760
my roommate has actually seen one with

4389
02:29:39,830 --> 02:29:38,560
me

4390
02:29:41,750 --> 02:29:39,840
and um

4391
02:29:43,670 --> 02:29:41,760
don't i don't know i just feel like

4392
02:29:45,270 --> 02:29:43,680
eventually they're gonna have to know

4393
02:29:47,030 --> 02:29:45,280
that's why

4394
02:29:48,230 --> 02:29:47,040
they don't have to but

4395
02:29:49,990 --> 02:29:48,240
yeah i think i kind of get what you're

4396
02:29:51,990 --> 02:29:50,000
getting at you have this stuff gnawing

4397
02:29:53,349 --> 02:29:52,000
at you and you want to share it because

4398
02:29:55,349 --> 02:29:53,359
that's how you feel the connection with

4399
02:29:57,590 --> 02:29:55,359
these people you trust them and they're

4400
02:29:59,750 --> 02:29:57,600
close to their family this is it feels

4401
02:30:02,309 --> 02:29:59,760
like you're hiding something from them

4402
02:30:04,070 --> 02:30:02,319
but you're still figuring this [\h__\h] out

4403
02:30:06,630 --> 02:30:04,080
the thing is is that i would probably

4404
02:30:08,710 --> 02:30:06,640
you know maybe slowly like slow

4405
02:30:10,550 --> 02:30:08,720
disclosure bring it up with your your

4406
02:30:11,590 --> 02:30:10,560
family and stuff ask them

4407
02:30:13,349 --> 02:30:11,600
you know like well what do you think

4408
02:30:15,349 --> 02:30:13,359
about such and such and just just a

4409
02:30:17,110 --> 02:30:15,359
small talk nothing big nothing nothing

4410
02:30:18,710 --> 02:30:17,120
major don't act like you're gonna reveal

4411
02:30:20,070 --> 02:30:18,720
anything just small talk

4412
02:30:22,870 --> 02:30:20,080
what do you think about you know this

4413
02:30:25,030 --> 02:30:22,880
maybe start fishing and see if they've

4414
02:30:28,469 --> 02:30:25,040
experienced anything

4415
02:30:29,670 --> 02:30:28,479
because that's mine yeah because my dad

4416
02:30:31,590 --> 02:30:29,680
he doesn't

4417
02:30:33,270 --> 02:30:31,600
he's not into any of this stuff

4418
02:30:34,870 --> 02:30:33,280
my mom

4419
02:30:36,150 --> 02:30:34,880
she would when she was alive she was

4420
02:30:39,030 --> 02:30:36,160
into this stuff

4421
02:30:41,190 --> 02:30:39,040
but not to the degree that i'm in

4422
02:30:42,870 --> 02:30:41,200
but you know she did swap a few spooky

4423
02:30:45,670 --> 02:30:42,880
stories with me and stuff and that was

4424
02:30:47,990 --> 02:30:45,680
fun to connect with her on that so

4425
02:30:50,150 --> 02:30:48,000
with with your with your family and

4426
02:30:52,630 --> 02:30:50,160
stuff like this maybe just

4427
02:30:54,469 --> 02:30:52,640
just sort of like uh

4428
02:30:55,750 --> 02:30:54,479
like like just a slow drip just to see

4429
02:30:57,750 --> 02:30:55,760
where it is that they stand on this

4430
02:30:58,710 --> 02:30:57,760
stuff like this because

4431
02:31:00,870 --> 02:30:58,720
it's

4432
02:31:02,150 --> 02:31:00,880
i don't know how how much longer this

4433
02:31:04,230 --> 02:31:02,160
stuff is going to hold your interest or

4434
02:31:06,309 --> 02:31:04,240
not because there is a chance where

4435
02:31:08,630 --> 02:31:06,319
it could just pull itself out of your

4436
02:31:10,630 --> 02:31:08,640
life one day where you just wake up and

4437
02:31:12,830 --> 02:31:10,640
then it's like oh whatever experience

4438
02:31:14,070 --> 02:31:12,840
it's not there anymore

4439
02:31:15,830 --> 02:31:14,080
but i don't know

4440
02:31:17,990 --> 02:31:15,840
obviously something that's gonna happen

4441
02:31:19,590 --> 02:31:18,000
for life you know i was never into this

4442
02:31:21,349 --> 02:31:19,600
a year ago i never had the largest

4443
02:31:23,110 --> 02:31:21,359
interest in ufo or

4444
02:31:24,870 --> 02:31:23,120
paranormal i mean i've always loved like

4445
02:31:26,950 --> 02:31:24,880
sci-fi movies and stuff like that but i

4446
02:31:29,030 --> 02:31:26,960
never i would be just let alone

4447
02:31:31,670 --> 02:31:29,040
experiencing it

4448
02:31:33,910 --> 02:31:31,680
i love that oh sorry chris yeah well

4449
02:31:36,389 --> 02:31:33,920
maybe keep it closely to something

4450
02:31:38,309 --> 02:31:36,399
related that you both love like you said

4451
02:31:40,070 --> 02:31:38,319
you love sci-fi stuff like right so

4452
02:31:42,070 --> 02:31:40,080
maybe talk about that with

4453
02:31:43,670 --> 02:31:42,080
with your family members or whoever it

4454
02:31:45,910 --> 02:31:43,680
is that you trust that's not going to

4455
02:31:48,070 --> 02:31:45,920
get squeaked out by this too much

4456
02:31:49,590 --> 02:31:48,080
just say hey i'm into this thing it's

4457
02:31:51,590 --> 02:31:49,600
kind of like this thing that we saw on

4458
02:31:54,630 --> 02:31:51,600
that one show remember

4459
02:31:56,630 --> 02:31:54,640
and then let the let let them

4460
02:32:00,230 --> 02:31:56,640
open up to you

4461
02:32:01,830 --> 02:32:00,240
before you drop the bomb on them

4462
02:32:03,270 --> 02:32:01,840
i dude i want to build off of that

4463
02:32:05,190 --> 02:32:03,280
because that's so perfect chris what

4464
02:32:06,469 --> 02:32:05,200
you're saying because like the people

4465
02:32:08,550 --> 02:32:06,479
that are that are surrounding you like

4466
02:32:11,349 --> 02:32:08,560
your family they love you dude like they

4467
02:32:12,710 --> 02:32:11,359
love you so like they know that notice

4468
02:32:14,790 --> 02:32:12,720
there's a change but it doesn't mean

4469
02:32:16,309 --> 02:32:14,800
that they feel differently

4470
02:32:17,750 --> 02:32:16,319
about their love for you so the best

4471
02:32:19,910 --> 02:32:17,760
thing you could do is break the ice you

4472
02:32:21,910 --> 02:32:19,920
know maybe make a joke

4473
02:32:22,870 --> 02:32:21,920
and just start that conversation and say

4474
02:32:25,190 --> 02:32:22,880
like

4475
02:32:26,870 --> 02:32:25,200
hey so you know we all know i'm into

4476
02:32:28,630 --> 02:32:26,880
this [\h__\h] have you guys ever that's the

4477
02:32:30,550 --> 02:32:28,640
best thing that i even i did with my

4478
02:32:32,150 --> 02:32:30,560
family because you know i started this

4479
02:32:34,790 --> 02:32:32,160
podcast they always my family always

4480
02:32:36,870 --> 02:32:34,800
knew i was in the aliens and stuff and

4481
02:32:39,349 --> 02:32:36,880
uh when i actually like really got into

4482
02:32:40,950 --> 02:32:39,359
it started doing the podcast like when i

4483
02:32:42,710 --> 02:32:40,960
remember one year during thanksgiving

4484
02:32:45,110 --> 02:32:42,720
like it was kind of an elephant in the

4485
02:32:47,110 --> 02:32:45,120
room and it felt weird and and it i was

4486
02:32:49,830 --> 02:32:47,120
like i have to make a joke in some way

4487
02:32:52,309 --> 02:32:49,840
like or break the ice and then after i

4488
02:32:53,670 --> 02:32:52,319
did they felt comfortable like that's

4489
02:32:55,190 --> 02:32:53,680
that tension that you're feeling is

4490
02:32:57,429 --> 02:32:55,200
because

4491
02:32:59,590 --> 02:32:57,439
the acknowledgement has been made and

4492
02:33:02,230 --> 02:32:59,600
the best thing for me this worked for me

4493
02:33:03,990 --> 02:33:02,240
is humor you know so if that's

4494
02:33:06,070 --> 02:33:04,000
any sort of advice because they still

4495
02:33:07,750 --> 02:33:06,080
love you man like doesn't doesn't mean

4496
02:33:09,750 --> 02:33:07,760
that what you've been going through is

4497
02:33:11,110 --> 02:33:09,760
is uh it can be a negative thing it

4498
02:33:12,790 --> 02:33:11,120
could be a

4499
02:33:15,030 --> 02:33:12,800
very powerful positive thing for

4500
02:33:16,950 --> 02:33:15,040
everybody because i think everybody can

4501
02:33:19,270 --> 02:33:16,960
relate to this stuff i mean

4502
02:33:21,030 --> 02:33:19,280
you might be surprised maybe your your

4503
02:33:23,030 --> 02:33:21,040
family your mom or your dad

4504
02:33:25,190 --> 02:33:23,040
maybe you've seen some stuff that you

4505
02:33:28,070 --> 02:33:25,200
know they can connect with you over so

4506
02:33:30,630 --> 02:33:28,080
that would be yeah yeah

4507
02:33:32,389 --> 02:33:30,640
my parents still think i'm full of [\h__\h]

4508
02:33:34,150 --> 02:33:32,399
they don't believe in what i believe in

4509
02:33:35,349 --> 02:33:34,160
they but they still treat me the same

4510
02:33:36,309 --> 02:33:35,359
they still love me and they'll still

4511
02:33:38,070 --> 02:33:36,319
love you

4512
02:33:39,510 --> 02:33:38,080
yeah well you can relate you live in

4513
02:33:41,590 --> 02:33:39,520
north carolina like me you know this is

4514
02:33:43,429 --> 02:33:41,600
the bible belt and a lot of this stuff

4515
02:33:45,830 --> 02:33:43,439
if you've mentioned people look at you

4516
02:33:48,870 --> 02:33:45,840
like you're crazy as hell even though

4517
02:33:50,469 --> 02:33:48,880
it's only yeah

4518
02:33:52,790 --> 02:33:50,479
and still like people are in denial you

4519
02:33:55,429 --> 02:33:52,800
know the way i was before yeah i really

4520
02:33:57,110 --> 02:33:55,439
appreciate that uh been that um

4521
02:33:58,150 --> 02:33:57,120
i think i'm gonna take that you know

4522
02:34:00,469 --> 02:33:58,160
just kind of

4523
02:34:02,070 --> 02:34:00,479
take not taking it so seriously but

4524
02:34:03,590 --> 02:34:02,080
hitting at it you know making a joke

4525
02:34:05,590 --> 02:34:03,600
about it that's actually kind of what

4526
02:34:06,469 --> 02:34:05,600
i'm thinking about doing myself to be

4527
02:34:07,990 --> 02:34:06,479
honest

4528
02:34:12,710 --> 02:34:08,000
they'll they'll appreciate it they'll be

4529
02:34:15,830 --> 02:34:14,389
hey josh i remember you said yeah

4530
02:34:17,910 --> 02:34:15,840
because their views may have changed

4531
02:34:18,870 --> 02:34:17,920
over the years too

4532
02:34:21,670 --> 02:34:18,880
yeah

4533
02:34:23,030 --> 02:34:21,680
hey josh are you working i heard you

4534
02:34:25,429 --> 02:34:23,040
said you were either working on a

4535
02:34:26,950 --> 02:34:25,439
podcast or a book or something of that

4536
02:34:30,389 --> 02:34:26,960
nature

4537
02:34:31,990 --> 02:34:30,399
i was thinking about um making a podcast

4538
02:34:34,630 --> 02:34:32,000
actually whenever i got a reading done

4539
02:34:36,790 --> 02:34:34,640
yesterday by um i was on a paranormal

4540
02:34:38,630 --> 02:34:36,800
chop shopping she said something about

4541
02:34:40,389 --> 02:34:38,640
writing book which was really crazy

4542
02:34:42,389 --> 02:34:40,399
because me and chad smith were literally

4543
02:34:44,950 --> 02:34:42,399
just talking and he said i need to write

4544
02:34:47,590 --> 02:34:44,960
a book but um i just i do feel like i

4545
02:34:49,910 --> 02:34:47,600
need to get this out in some way yeah i

4546
02:34:51,270 --> 02:34:49,920
i kind of i kind of feel like the the

4547
02:34:53,990 --> 02:34:51,280
thing is

4548
02:34:56,630 --> 02:34:54,000
when you're doing that if you say

4549
02:34:58,710 --> 02:34:56,640
another way another way that that

4550
02:35:01,270 --> 02:34:58,720
might help is if you let them know like

4551
02:35:03,429 --> 02:35:01,280
hey i'm i'm putting this together for a

4552
02:35:04,790 --> 02:35:03,439
book i'm doing something creative with

4553
02:35:06,389 --> 02:35:04,800
this type of thing

4554
02:35:08,630 --> 02:35:06,399
and then that way they know that it's a

4555
02:35:11,030 --> 02:35:08,640
it's a constructive positive thing for

4556
02:35:12,309 --> 02:35:11,040
you and it's not a destructive thing

4557
02:35:13,510 --> 02:35:12,319
that it's not something that's going to

4558
02:35:14,870 --> 02:35:13,520
hurt you

4559
02:35:16,790 --> 02:35:14,880
because that's that's the last thing

4560
02:35:18,870 --> 02:35:16,800
that they want is to know that

4561
02:35:20,309 --> 02:35:18,880
this is that whatever this is is putting

4562
02:35:22,309 --> 02:35:20,319
you in danger

4563
02:35:24,870 --> 02:35:22,319
because their instinct is going to be to

4564
02:35:26,389 --> 02:35:24,880
shut it down and pull you pull your ass

4565
02:35:27,910 --> 02:35:26,399
out of the fire

4566
02:35:29,349 --> 02:35:27,920
so when you're working on your book and

4567
02:35:30,790 --> 02:35:29,359
stuff just say you know like hey i just

4568
02:35:32,550 --> 02:35:30,800
have a few questions about this on the

4569
02:35:34,389 --> 02:35:32,560
book and i think it's great that you're

4570
02:35:36,710 --> 02:35:34,399
working on a book because you're coming

4571
02:35:38,389 --> 02:35:36,720
at this with a fresh new perspective

4572
02:35:40,469 --> 02:35:38,399
and there's a lot of you know people out

4573
02:35:42,070 --> 02:35:40,479
there who like

4574
02:35:44,550 --> 02:35:42,080
a lot of the books and media out there

4575
02:35:46,150 --> 02:35:44,560
stuff it's for more like advanced people

4576
02:35:47,670 --> 02:35:46,160
you know who already know the stuff

4577
02:35:50,469 --> 02:35:47,680
there's very little

4578
02:35:52,070 --> 02:35:50,479
beginner stuff like how i first got into

4579
02:35:53,590 --> 02:35:52,080
this or how i first

4580
02:35:55,429 --> 02:35:53,600
affected into this and and when you're

4581
02:35:57,510 --> 02:35:55,439
doing that i think that's really a good

4582
02:35:59,110 --> 02:35:57,520
thing that i think

4583
02:36:01,110 --> 02:35:59,120
your perspective is really going to be

4584
02:36:02,870 --> 02:36:01,120
helpful on that

4585
02:36:04,469 --> 02:36:02,880
i appreciate it yeah i'm originally

4586
02:36:07,190 --> 02:36:04,479
freaked out but now i'm humbled by it

4587
02:36:08,469 --> 02:36:07,200
you know um sorry go ahead

4588
02:36:10,150 --> 02:36:08,479
and i'm sorry i don't mean to be talking

4589
02:36:14,710 --> 02:36:10,160
about me on all this i never

4590
02:36:19,990 --> 02:36:16,710
i just i just got something saying about

4591
02:36:23,670 --> 02:36:20,000
writing i mean in high school

4592
02:36:25,830 --> 02:36:23,680
which i was a juvenile delinquent and uh

4593
02:36:28,870 --> 02:36:25,840
in college i got straight a's but i

4594
02:36:31,990 --> 02:36:28,880
hated term papers i mean not

4595
02:36:34,070 --> 02:36:32,000
disliked it i hated term papers this is

4596
02:36:37,590 --> 02:36:34,080
when the most super thing you could have

4597
02:36:41,670 --> 02:36:37,600
in your room is a smith corona portable

4598
02:36:46,469 --> 02:36:42,710
boom oh

4599
02:36:48,070 --> 02:36:46,479
mistake just tip start again

4600
02:36:50,469 --> 02:36:48,080
and

4601
02:36:51,670 --> 02:36:50,479
i'm working i'm working on my 29th book

4602
02:36:54,870 --> 02:36:51,680
and i don't know how the hell that

4603
02:36:56,389 --> 02:36:54,880
happened i asked and i was i was being

4604
02:36:58,710 --> 02:36:56,399
but the best thing to do if you're going

4605
02:37:02,309 --> 02:36:58,720
to write a book

4606
02:37:04,950 --> 02:37:02,319
do an outline chronologically the events

4607
02:37:07,349 --> 02:37:04,960
the the exact time if you can remember

4608
02:37:09,190 --> 02:37:07,359
the place if you can remember the people

4609
02:37:11,830 --> 02:37:09,200
that were there with you

4610
02:37:12,469 --> 02:37:11,840
and do it chronologically and then get

4611
02:37:16,830 --> 02:37:12,479
it

4612
02:37:19,990 --> 02:37:16,840
i'm sure

4613
02:37:22,790 --> 02:37:20,000
uh you know someone will have a

4614
02:37:25,110 --> 02:37:22,800
voice recognition which will which will

4615
02:37:26,469 --> 02:37:25,120
translate your words into into you know

4616
02:37:29,830 --> 02:37:26,479
typed words

4617
02:37:33,190 --> 02:37:29,840
and dictate a story as you're telling it

4618
02:37:34,950 --> 02:37:33,200
to a friend hey you know what when i was

4619
02:37:38,309 --> 02:37:34,960
22 years old

4620
02:37:39,750 --> 02:37:38,319
boy you should just oh my god and

4621
02:37:41,510 --> 02:37:39,760
and like you're just telling the story

4622
02:37:45,590 --> 02:37:41,520
and keep it simple don't use a lot of

4623
02:37:46,630 --> 02:37:45,600
really fancy words what hemi wade

4624
02:37:48,710 --> 02:37:46,640
said that

4625
02:37:50,950 --> 02:37:48,720
he used 700 words of the english

4626
02:37:52,469 --> 02:37:50,960
languages all he ever used in all the

4627
02:37:54,389 --> 02:37:52,479
books he's written

4628
02:37:57,190 --> 02:37:54,399
because and when i was a curator at the

4629
02:37:59,349 --> 02:37:57,200
pacific aviation museum in pearl harbor

4630
02:38:02,630 --> 02:37:59,359
i wanted i'm writing descriptions on

4631
02:38:04,389 --> 02:38:02,640
exhibits i love that stuff

4632
02:38:06,230 --> 02:38:04,399
and i had to keep it

4633
02:38:08,070 --> 02:38:06,240
to a low

4634
02:38:11,510 --> 02:38:08,080
eighth grade level

4635
02:38:16,469 --> 02:38:11,520
keep it under 150 maybe 200 words

4636
02:38:22,710 --> 02:38:20,469
japanese zero that crashed on nikki howe

4637
02:38:25,190 --> 02:38:22,720
and i i thought it was a great narrative

4638
02:38:26,950 --> 02:38:25,200
but it was about 1500 words i don't even

4639
02:38:29,990 --> 02:38:26,960
know how that happened i hated a 500

4640
02:38:32,389 --> 02:38:30,000
word message back in the day but

4641
02:38:35,110 --> 02:38:32,399
do it chronologically and do it in a

4642
02:38:37,990 --> 02:38:35,120
spoken word and dictate it this way

4643
02:38:39,429 --> 02:38:38,000
you're not sitting there oh [\h__\h]

4644
02:38:41,510 --> 02:38:39,439
i thought i was typing something and

4645
02:38:44,309 --> 02:38:41,520
it's all gibberish

4646
02:38:48,469 --> 02:38:45,429
big really

4647
02:38:51,830 --> 02:38:48,479
oh oh i was just moving my mic sorry i

4648
02:38:55,830 --> 02:38:54,389
i've noticed it a couple times i'm like

4649
02:38:57,270 --> 02:38:55,840
i know i gotta stop doing that because i

4650
02:38:58,550 --> 02:38:57,280
realize what i do is i move it in and

4651
02:39:01,270 --> 02:38:58,560
out but it always looks like i'm like

4652
02:39:03,750 --> 02:39:02,230
no i just

4653
02:39:06,790 --> 02:39:03,760
i just wanted to say first of all

4654
02:39:08,070 --> 02:39:06,800
welcome to the znn zetta news network

4655
02:39:09,990 --> 02:39:08,080
i've never seen you here before so thank

4656
02:39:11,190 --> 02:39:10,000
you for hanging out tonight um i just

4657
02:39:12,550 --> 02:39:11,200
wanted to tell everybody thank you as

4658
02:39:14,550 --> 02:39:12,560
we're getting closer and closer here we

4659
02:39:15,510 --> 02:39:14,560
got lin going on in 15 minutes i just

4660
02:39:17,190 --> 02:39:15,520
wanted to start giving everybody an

4661
02:39:19,110 --> 02:39:17,200
opportunity to kind of let people know

4662
02:39:20,630 --> 02:39:19,120
where we can find them and and thank

4663
02:39:22,150 --> 02:39:20,640
each and every one of you for hopping on

4664
02:39:23,590 --> 02:39:22,160
here today like i said it really does

4665
02:39:24,550 --> 02:39:23,600
blow my mind every time i put the link

4666
02:39:25,830 --> 02:39:24,560
out there the amount of people that come

4667
02:39:27,030 --> 02:39:25,840
in and support

4668
02:39:28,710 --> 02:39:27,040
and uh

4669
02:39:29,910 --> 02:39:28,720
i would love to do

4670
02:39:31,270 --> 02:39:29,920
another time

4671
02:39:32,550 --> 02:39:31,280
i don't think ben i mean obviously this

4672
02:39:33,910 --> 02:39:32,560
is your guy's show about what do you

4673
02:39:34,950 --> 02:39:33,920
think about like i know next week you

4674
02:39:36,710 --> 02:39:34,960
guys are talking about open up the phone

4675
02:39:38,710 --> 02:39:36,720
lines just to kind of have like

4676
02:39:39,990 --> 02:39:38,720
a call-in kind of thing but i would love

4677
02:39:41,270 --> 02:39:40,000
to we haven't i don't think you guys

4678
02:39:42,309 --> 02:39:41,280
have ever done a round table what do you

4679
02:39:45,349 --> 02:39:42,319
think about like putting a round table

4680
02:39:48,150 --> 02:39:45,359
together man yeah dude i mean we

4681
02:39:50,550 --> 02:39:48,160
any ideas are welcome like we're we're

4682
02:39:53,750 --> 02:39:50,560
wanting to you know do this a lot more

4683
02:39:55,830 --> 02:39:53,760
so dude that sounds great um yeah i'm

4684
02:39:58,230 --> 02:39:55,840
crashing the round table

4685
02:40:00,150 --> 02:39:58,240
i can't say in the perspective of like

4686
02:40:01,510 --> 02:40:00,160
getting you know it's good to have

4687
02:40:03,590 --> 02:40:01,520
people to challenge

4688
02:40:05,110 --> 02:40:03,600
i think any positions are out there not

4689
02:40:06,950 --> 02:40:05,120
in a disrespectful way but challenging

4690
02:40:08,469 --> 02:40:06,960
edison there are listeners out there who

4691
02:40:09,590 --> 02:40:08,479
are asking those questions i mean we

4692
02:40:11,510 --> 02:40:09,600
have

4693
02:40:13,190 --> 02:40:11,520
uh as ben knows he knows the numbers you

4694
02:40:14,469 --> 02:40:13,200
you've got a lot of people listening and

4695
02:40:15,750 --> 02:40:14,479
and not all of

4696
02:40:17,510 --> 02:40:15,760
everybody's seeing it from our point of

4697
02:40:19,670 --> 02:40:17,520
view and that's a good thing so i think

4698
02:40:21,349 --> 02:40:19,680
putting together a nice round table of

4699
02:40:22,870 --> 02:40:21,359
collective minds would be an amazing

4700
02:40:24,230 --> 02:40:22,880
thing so i'll leave that up to ben and

4701
02:40:25,590 --> 02:40:24,240
joe but i just wanted to put it out

4702
02:40:27,110 --> 02:40:25,600
there right now while i have a chance

4703
02:40:28,870 --> 02:40:27,120
because we're all a part of this thing

4704
02:40:30,870 --> 02:40:28,880
man so any any ideas we're welcome let's

4705
02:40:31,750 --> 02:40:30,880
do it dude let's let's figure it out let

4706
02:40:33,670 --> 02:40:31,760
me

4707
02:40:34,389 --> 02:40:33,680
i'd love that yeah that's cool it was

4708
02:40:36,710 --> 02:40:34,399
great

4709
02:40:38,790 --> 02:40:36,720
it was a pleasure meeting uh you melissa

4710
02:40:40,550 --> 02:40:38,800
and and talking to you a little bit more

4711
02:40:43,429 --> 02:40:40,560
josh and josh when you're working on the

4712
02:40:46,070 --> 02:40:43,439
book if you need any interior art hit me

4713
02:40:48,389 --> 02:40:46,080
up dude i'll give you some fair prices

4714
02:40:50,230 --> 02:40:48,399
he's an awesome illustrator yes chris is

4715
02:40:52,230 --> 02:40:50,240
awesome dude yeah

4716
02:40:54,790 --> 02:40:52,240
awesome 100 well while we're doing that

4717
02:40:57,110 --> 02:40:54,800
but chris why don't you tell us

4718
02:40:59,510 --> 02:40:57,120
i'm sorry josh go ahead i'm sorry

4719
02:41:02,870 --> 02:40:59,520
what jim was saying about ben and joe

4720
02:41:04,710 --> 02:41:02,880
kind of being like the um uh ones

4721
02:41:07,190 --> 02:41:04,720
well the world of the ufo community i

4722
02:41:08,630 --> 02:41:07,200
completely agree i spent this past year

4723
02:41:10,389 --> 02:41:08,640
playing ketchup and i looked at a lot of

4724
02:41:11,750 --> 02:41:10,399
channels and they were immediately like

4725
02:41:14,550 --> 02:41:11,760
my favorite channel because i think it

4726
02:41:16,230 --> 02:41:14,560
needs some comedy you know or some some

4727
02:41:17,750 --> 02:41:16,240
light-heartedness you know there's this

4728
02:41:20,150 --> 02:41:17,760
subject is serious and some people it's

4729
02:41:22,150 --> 02:41:20,160
scary but you guys put that you know

4730
02:41:23,110 --> 02:41:22,160
that that touch to it i think it needs

4731
02:41:25,910 --> 02:41:23,120
you know

4732
02:41:28,830 --> 02:41:25,920
i i have a i have a real bad habit of

4733
02:41:31,190 --> 02:41:28,840
finding humor in almost

4734
02:41:33,269 --> 02:41:31,200
everything i mean i'm going to her

4735
02:41:35,750 --> 02:41:33,279
funeral on monday and she's my dear

4736
02:41:37,750 --> 02:41:35,760
sweet cousin cookie

4737
02:41:39,670 --> 02:41:37,760
and i have so many funny things i want

4738
02:41:41,990 --> 02:41:39,680
to say about her i don't i don't know if

4739
02:41:43,670 --> 02:41:42,000
it's appropriate

4740
02:41:46,070 --> 02:41:43,680
her daughter's having just a terrible

4741
02:41:48,070 --> 02:41:46,080
time trying to arrange the funeral and

4742
02:41:49,750 --> 02:41:48,080
that's why i'm up here i'm

4743
02:41:51,590 --> 02:41:49,760
i drove

4744
02:41:52,790 --> 02:41:51,600
from tucson to

4745
02:41:53,990 --> 02:41:52,800
uh

4746
02:41:55,830 --> 02:41:54,000
to larry

4747
02:41:58,630 --> 02:41:55,840
last night but

4748
02:42:00,309 --> 02:41:58,640
i if if i didn't hit la traffic it

4749
02:42:03,510 --> 02:42:00,319
would've been three hours

4750
02:42:07,190 --> 02:42:05,830
i went i went for over an hour and never

4751
02:42:09,110 --> 02:42:07,200
went above

4752
02:42:11,030 --> 02:42:09,120
four miles an hour

4753
02:42:14,070 --> 02:42:11,040
most of the time was that

4754
02:42:16,230 --> 02:42:14,080
one or zero

4755
02:42:18,070 --> 02:42:16,240
and i mean i i sorry i have the doobie

4756
02:42:19,590 --> 02:42:18,080
brother's honor i don't yeah i don't

4757
02:42:23,510 --> 02:42:19,600
mind sitting in traffic but you just

4758
02:42:27,590 --> 02:42:23,520
said that sucks for a car that does 180.

4759
02:42:30,630 --> 02:42:27,600
if people do this crap every single day

4760
02:42:32,790 --> 02:42:30,640
in tucson i can go down interstate 10 on

4761
02:42:35,910 --> 02:42:32,800
a friday night on the beginning of a

4762
02:42:37,910 --> 02:42:35,920
three-day weekend i'm still doing 65 or

4763
02:42:41,670 --> 02:42:37,920
70 through town

4764
02:42:43,190 --> 02:42:41,680
on my way out to uh heading east

4765
02:42:45,750 --> 02:42:43,200
and i just love it

4766
02:42:47,030 --> 02:42:45,760
we don't have the man jim

4767
02:42:49,670 --> 02:42:47,040
yeah well

4768
02:42:50,469 --> 02:42:49,680
i don't know about that there's uh

4769
02:42:52,630 --> 02:42:50,479
uh

4770
02:42:54,710 --> 02:42:52,640
but i but i really enjoy

4771
02:42:55,910 --> 02:42:54,720
everybody that i've met in this

4772
02:42:56,630 --> 02:42:55,920
community

4773
02:42:59,190 --> 02:42:56,640
they're

4774
02:42:59,990 --> 02:42:59,200
you guys are my kind of people i enjoy

4775
02:43:01,269 --> 02:43:00,000
it

4776
02:43:03,670 --> 02:43:01,279
uh

4777
02:43:05,990 --> 02:43:03,680
and i told you ben and and

4778
02:43:08,469 --> 02:43:06,000
everybody i've ever been on i said

4779
02:43:13,429 --> 02:43:08,479
hey if you if you have somebody who

4780
02:43:15,670 --> 02:43:13,439
drops out i have i have zoom or or uh

4781
02:43:18,150 --> 02:43:15,680
where's the other one

4782
02:43:20,150 --> 02:43:18,160
yeah street stream yard

4783
02:43:20,830 --> 02:43:20,160
skype there you go

4784
02:43:23,349 --> 02:43:20,840
and

4785
02:43:26,790 --> 02:43:23,359
then one of my one of my favorite you

4786
02:43:28,230 --> 02:43:26,800
know real-life pixies is apollo

4787
02:43:30,950 --> 02:43:28,240
yeah oh yeah

4788
02:43:31,830 --> 02:43:30,960
i've been i've been on her her program

4789
02:43:33,830 --> 02:43:31,840
you know

4790
02:43:36,389 --> 02:43:33,840
as a filler i mean

4791
02:43:38,710 --> 02:43:36,399
no notice oh i just had a cancellation

4792
02:43:40,950 --> 02:43:38,720
can you be on in an hour

4793
02:43:43,349 --> 02:43:40,960
sure

4794
02:43:45,750 --> 02:43:43,359
we just did so i had a chance to spend a

4795
02:43:47,510 --> 02:43:45,760
lot of time with you know her

4796
02:43:49,510 --> 02:43:47,520
uh a dear friend of hers at the

4797
02:43:51,590 --> 02:43:49,520
disclosure conversation we're sharing a

4798
02:43:54,230 --> 02:43:51,600
big huge cabin

4799
02:43:56,790 --> 02:43:54,240
and she's moving to save the day

4800
02:43:58,150 --> 02:43:56,800
she's just a character

4801
02:43:59,590 --> 02:43:58,160
i'll tell you what then jim why don't we

4802
02:44:00,710 --> 02:43:59,600
do this really quick i just like get

4803
02:44:02,710 --> 02:44:00,720
time for everybody to be able to say

4804
02:44:04,230 --> 02:44:02,720
goodbye uh where can people follow you

4805
02:44:05,750 --> 02:44:04,240
if they want to be able to keep up with

4806
02:44:07,590 --> 02:44:05,760
you and look up your books are they on

4807
02:44:10,389 --> 02:44:07,600
amazon or anything like that

4808
02:44:11,190 --> 02:44:10,399
uh my if you if you go into amazon you

4809
02:44:14,469 --> 02:44:11,200
put

4810
02:44:18,469 --> 02:44:14,479
books by james c goodall

4811
02:44:21,349 --> 02:44:18,479
it's just like a sounds g o o d a

4812
02:44:24,469 --> 02:44:21,359
and you'll you'll have my b book these

4813
02:44:25,429 --> 02:44:24,479
are all hardbound books b2 my blackbird

4814
02:44:33,990 --> 02:44:25,439
book

4815
02:44:36,150 --> 02:44:34,000
and my 75 years of lockheed skunk works

4816
02:44:38,309 --> 02:44:36,160
which i'm very very proud of

4817
02:44:41,030 --> 02:44:38,319
that i did a book signing at the skunk

4818
02:44:42,070 --> 02:44:41,040
works on june 3rd

4819
02:44:44,230 --> 02:44:42,080
uh

4820
02:44:47,510 --> 02:44:44,240
boss isn't has ordered

4821
02:44:50,070 --> 02:44:47,520
20 of my books to get to give one to

4822
02:44:52,870 --> 02:44:50,080
each one of his people and his staff

4823
02:44:54,950 --> 02:44:52,880
which just tickles the hell out of me

4824
02:44:56,870 --> 02:44:54,960
and jeff said his two favorite books

4825
02:44:58,630 --> 02:44:56,880
this is the head of the skunk works and

4826
02:45:01,269 --> 02:44:58,640
anybody who knows anything about

4827
02:45:03,110 --> 02:45:01,279
airplanes and and things that go really

4828
02:45:04,230 --> 02:45:03,120
fast or things that are painted black

4829
02:45:06,710 --> 02:45:04,240
and that are just

4830
02:45:07,910 --> 02:45:06,720
beyond description you got to think of

4831
02:45:09,750 --> 02:45:07,920
the lockheed

4832
02:45:15,670 --> 02:45:09,760
skunk works

4833
02:45:17,910 --> 02:45:15,680
had four of them responded about my book

4834
02:45:19,349 --> 02:45:17,920
uh sure mullen said my god this is

4835
02:45:20,870 --> 02:45:19,359
incredible

4836
02:45:23,429 --> 02:45:20,880
jack gordon

4837
02:45:26,070 --> 02:45:23,439
president of skunk was same thing and i

4838
02:45:29,110 --> 02:45:26,080
had jeff baby on him and the number

4839
02:45:30,790 --> 02:45:29,120
three guy steve justice it's been really

4840
02:45:31,910 --> 02:45:30,800
well received and i'm just absolutely

4841
02:45:33,750 --> 02:45:31,920
delighted

4842
02:45:35,990 --> 02:45:33,760
but you've got some photography in there

4843
02:45:37,510 --> 02:45:36,000
that like no one's ever seen too

4844
02:45:39,990 --> 02:45:37,520
fantastic photographers

4845
02:45:42,469 --> 02:45:40,000
there's there's some stuff i didn't put

4846
02:45:43,670 --> 02:45:42,479
in there

4847
02:45:46,469 --> 02:45:43,680
because

4848
02:45:49,030 --> 02:45:46,479
it's still classified and lockheed said

4849
02:45:51,349 --> 02:45:49,040
we can't tell you not to put it in there

4850
02:45:53,750 --> 02:45:51,359
and if it's in there

4851
02:45:56,150 --> 02:45:53,760
it cannot be unlocking property unless

4852
02:45:58,469 --> 02:45:56,160
it's in a vault and you have at least a

4853
02:46:01,269 --> 02:45:58,479
secret clearance to read your book that

4854
02:46:03,590 --> 02:46:01,279
you can go on amazon and buy as many as

4855
02:46:07,269 --> 02:46:03,600
you want on i i have not seen any of

4856
02:46:11,990 --> 02:46:08,710
i just dropped

4857
02:46:16,870 --> 02:46:14,630
one of the programs called senior prom

4858
02:46:18,790 --> 02:46:16,880
it's a stealth bruise it looks like a

4859
02:46:21,269 --> 02:46:18,800
baby f-117

4860
02:46:22,710 --> 02:46:21,279
yeah yeah i want to put in my book and

4861
02:46:23,910 --> 02:46:22,720
they just

4862
02:46:25,830 --> 02:46:23,920
i mean uh

4863
02:46:27,830 --> 02:46:25,840
i said we can't we can't get it through

4864
02:46:30,870 --> 02:46:27,840
the security people we can't tell you

4865
02:46:32,550 --> 02:46:30,880
not to though like right

4866
02:46:35,190 --> 02:46:32,560
what kind of pictures do you have of it

4867
02:46:38,630 --> 02:46:35,200
so i sent them examples of olives oh

4868
02:46:42,389 --> 02:46:40,550
i got him from ben rich he said they

4869
02:46:43,910 --> 02:46:42,399
weren't classified well they're not

4870
02:46:46,070 --> 02:46:43,920
classified as far as lockheed's

4871
02:46:47,670 --> 02:46:46,080
concerned but apparently the customer

4872
02:46:49,910 --> 02:46:47,680
being the air force

4873
02:46:52,870 --> 02:46:49,920
has a real thing about uh weapons that

4874
02:46:54,710 --> 02:46:52,880
are designed to carry nuclear weapons

4875
02:46:57,510 --> 02:46:54,720
and it was a

4876
02:46:59,429 --> 02:46:57,520
an advance the real name was

4877
02:47:01,030 --> 02:46:59,439
senior prom was a program name but it

4878
02:47:02,790 --> 02:47:01,040
was the advanced

4879
02:47:04,469 --> 02:47:02,800
tactical advance

4880
02:47:08,150 --> 02:47:04,479
uh

4881
02:47:10,230 --> 02:47:08,160
cruise missile and it was

4882
02:47:12,309 --> 02:47:10,240
uh who won the contract with general

4883
02:47:14,950 --> 02:47:12,319
dynamics had a thing called the uh acm

4884
02:47:18,070 --> 02:47:14,960
129. it's a forward swept wing little

4885
02:47:19,190 --> 02:47:18,080
weird little thing and uh

4886
02:47:21,750 --> 02:47:19,200
uh

4887
02:47:23,590 --> 02:47:21,760
i have the complete narrative from the

4888
02:47:25,429 --> 02:47:23,600
boss the guy in charge of it and that's

4889
02:47:27,269 --> 02:47:25,439
what i use as my test

4890
02:47:29,269 --> 02:47:27,279
describing the program

4891
02:47:31,910 --> 02:47:29,279
heck yeah lockheed said you can't have

4892
02:47:33,670 --> 02:47:31,920
it and i said we'll tell you what

4893
02:47:35,429 --> 02:47:33,680
um

4894
02:47:37,349 --> 02:47:35,439
i hope you'll be around for your 100th

4895
02:47:39,190 --> 02:47:37,359
anniversary could you make sure that i'm

4896
02:47:42,630 --> 02:47:39,200
the first person you contact when to do

4897
02:47:44,950 --> 02:47:42,640
your 100th anniversary book

4898
02:47:47,190 --> 02:47:44,960
well i'll say speaking of books there

4899
02:47:48,630 --> 02:47:47,200
jim i made sure i put in the link there

4900
02:47:50,309 --> 02:47:48,640
in the chat for anybody who might be

4901
02:47:52,389 --> 02:47:50,319
listening if you go back and you check

4902
02:47:53,670 --> 02:47:52,399
out the chat i i put in a link that

4903
02:47:54,950 --> 02:47:53,680
brought up all your books so if you guys

4904
02:47:57,269 --> 02:47:54,960
click on that link right now it'll bring

4905
02:47:58,469 --> 02:47:57,279
up every single book by jim and you guys

4906
02:47:59,910 --> 02:47:58,479
be able to

4907
02:48:02,550 --> 02:47:59,920
get those and order those if you'd like

4908
02:48:04,550 --> 02:48:02,560
and support him and jim i really do to

4909
02:48:06,150 --> 02:48:04,560
to echo again what josh said earlier

4910
02:48:07,590 --> 02:48:06,160
thank you for your service thank you

4911
02:48:08,469 --> 02:48:07,600
very much for all the hard work you've

4912
02:48:10,309 --> 02:48:08,479
done over the years as far as

4913
02:48:12,550 --> 02:48:10,319
identifying the crafts that

4914
02:48:15,030 --> 02:48:12,560
are some are so we

4915
02:48:17,429 --> 02:48:15,040
if it wasn't fun and i didn't enjoy the

4916
02:48:20,150 --> 02:48:17,439
people that i you know that i've had the

4917
02:48:21,750 --> 02:48:20,160
real pleasure of of meeting i mean i've

4918
02:48:23,030 --> 02:48:21,760
i've talked to you know

4919
02:48:25,110 --> 02:48:23,040
sonny and i have worked corresponded

4920
02:48:26,790 --> 02:48:25,120
back and forth on facebook finally i

4921
02:48:28,710 --> 02:48:26,800
told those comments he said well come by

4922
02:48:30,790 --> 02:48:28,720
my area said you got to stop by the

4923
02:48:33,030 --> 02:48:30,800
house we got to talk about drag racing

4924
02:48:34,150 --> 02:48:33,040
i've been a drag racer as well

4925
02:48:36,389 --> 02:48:34,160
i like that

4926
02:48:38,070 --> 02:48:36,399
fast cars fast airplane fast women

4927
02:48:40,469 --> 02:48:38,080
because my wife says

4928
02:48:45,190 --> 02:48:40,479
women say okay i just

4929
02:48:50,389 --> 02:48:47,830
my wife lets me go out on the road

4930
02:48:53,269 --> 02:48:50,399
for two three weeks at a time

4931
02:48:56,389 --> 02:48:53,279
i drive a grand sport corvette well you

4932
02:48:58,389 --> 02:48:56,399
call her every 30 minutes so i know

4933
02:49:00,309 --> 02:48:58,399
and i love it and i

4934
02:49:02,389 --> 02:49:00,319
and i every time every time and i've had

4935
02:49:05,910 --> 02:49:02,399
it for what four years now every time i

4936
02:49:07,910 --> 02:49:05,920
look at it i go outside and i just smile

4937
02:49:10,150 --> 02:49:07,920
that is my car

4938
02:49:14,469 --> 02:49:10,160
and the wife has no problem so what are

4939
02:49:16,070 --> 02:49:14,479
you gonna do huh you're an old man

4940
02:49:16,950 --> 02:49:16,080
she doesn't say it actually really quite

4941
02:49:19,830 --> 02:49:16,960
sweet

4942
02:49:21,269 --> 02:49:19,840
oh man well jim and sonny

4943
02:49:22,870 --> 02:49:21,279
i was just saying i want to thank you

4944
02:49:24,469 --> 02:49:22,880
very much for coming on i only got about

4945
02:49:26,150 --> 02:49:24,479
four or four minutes here before lynn

4946
02:49:30,710 --> 02:49:26,160
goes on so i'm just going to get you out

4947
02:49:33,830 --> 02:49:32,469
sunny thank you so much everybody check

4948
02:49:35,910 --> 02:49:33,840
out the paranormal chop shop every

4949
02:49:37,349 --> 02:49:35,920
friday at i'm sorry yeah no wait that's

4950
02:49:40,870 --> 02:49:37,359
right every my days are all mixed up

4951
02:49:43,269 --> 02:49:40,880
every friday at 9pm eastern time zone or

4952
02:49:44,950 --> 02:49:43,279
6 p.m pacific

4953
02:49:46,309 --> 02:49:44,960
is that just it now is it just pacific

4954
02:49:48,790 --> 02:49:46,319
is that right

4955
02:49:49,990 --> 02:49:48,800
day time is this specific day time it's

4956
02:49:54,230 --> 02:49:50,000
it's it's a

4957
02:49:55,269 --> 02:49:54,240
pdt that's it pdt that's it there we go

4958
02:50:00,150 --> 02:49:55,279
agreed

4959
02:50:01,510 --> 02:50:00,160
well uh sonny take it easy brother i'm

4960
02:50:02,790 --> 02:50:01,520
gonna get you out of here and you guys

4961
02:50:03,910 --> 02:50:02,800
enjoy the rest of your evening jim thank

4962
02:50:19,670 --> 02:50:03,920
you so much for doing this and thank you

4963
02:50:22,309 --> 02:50:21,030
i'm gonna have to drive my corvette when

4964
02:50:23,910 --> 02:50:22,319
i get it in a couple years i'll let you

4965
02:50:26,309 --> 02:50:23,920
know there you go

4966
02:50:27,830 --> 02:50:26,319
outrageous oh [\h__\h]

4967
02:50:32,469 --> 02:50:27,840
okay

4968
02:50:34,230 --> 02:50:32,479
brother have a good one bye

4969
02:50:35,349 --> 02:50:34,240
all righty let's do this then real quick

4970
02:50:36,710 --> 02:50:35,359
uh josh

4971
02:50:37,910 --> 02:50:36,720
do you have anywhere else you'd like to

4972
02:50:40,389 --> 02:50:37,920
plug that real quick they can follow you

4973
02:50:43,590 --> 02:50:40,399
and i'll get you out of here as well

4974
02:50:45,269 --> 02:50:43,600
no but um i'll be on chad's podcast as

4975
02:50:47,750 --> 02:50:45,279
often as i can and i will have somewhere

4976
02:50:48,950 --> 02:50:47,760
where people can be really soon i'm

4977
02:50:50,150 --> 02:50:48,960
actually working on now i need to go

4978
02:50:51,910 --> 02:50:50,160
ahead and get some headphones to get us

4979
02:50:53,190 --> 02:50:51,920
set up like you guys got

4980
02:50:54,870 --> 02:50:53,200
oh no where is that

4981
02:50:56,150 --> 02:50:54,880
also just some links there's really

4982
02:50:57,830 --> 02:50:56,160
there's there's quite a few options that

4983
02:51:00,389 --> 02:50:57,840
aren't even that pricey anymore so i'll

4984
02:51:01,349 --> 02:51:00,399
make sure i can sign something for you

4985
02:51:02,550 --> 02:51:01,359
awesome

4986
02:51:04,070 --> 02:51:02,560
all right brother will you have a good

4987
02:51:06,950 --> 02:51:04,080
evening and uh i'll see some of you guys

4988
02:51:08,309 --> 02:51:06,960
over on lynn's chat as well so josh you

4989
02:51:10,230 --> 02:51:08,319
have a good evening alright brother see

4990
02:51:12,790 --> 02:51:10,240
you josh

4991
02:51:17,510 --> 02:51:14,309
melissa

4992
02:51:25,030 --> 02:51:17,520
on a second i'll go ahead josh i'm gonna

4993
02:51:28,790 --> 02:51:26,469
josh did you have a ques or maybe he

4994
02:51:30,309 --> 02:51:28,800
didn't all right so uh chris go ahead uh

4995
02:51:32,550 --> 02:51:30,319
brother where can we find you besides uh

4996
02:51:34,389 --> 02:51:32,560
conspire theory podcast well you can

4997
02:51:37,349 --> 02:51:34,399
find them also at the of course on

4998
02:51:39,030 --> 02:51:37,359
conspire theory podcasts i also you know

4999
02:51:41,030 --> 02:51:39,040
try to guest on other podcasts from

5000
02:51:45,670 --> 02:51:41,040
other from time to time be it

5001
02:51:46,870 --> 02:51:45,680
um ufo garage bob podcast

5002
02:51:48,870 --> 02:51:46,880
you know

5003
02:51:51,190 --> 02:51:48,880
other such such outlets and stuff like

5004
02:51:54,150 --> 02:51:51,200
that you can find me on facebook youtube

5005
02:51:56,790 --> 02:51:54,160
uh you want to follow my art instagram

5006
02:51:58,710 --> 02:51:56,800
at um conspire a theory underscore

5007
02:52:00,070 --> 02:51:58,720
between all the words and that's

5008
02:52:02,150 --> 02:52:00,080
probably the best place to find all my

5009
02:52:03,670 --> 02:52:02,160
art and stuff right now and that's the

5010
02:52:05,030 --> 02:52:03,680
best place to find me and i will check

5011
02:52:06,870 --> 02:52:05,040
you guys later pleasure to meet you

5012
02:52:08,070 --> 02:52:06,880
melissa and it's great hanging out with

5013
02:52:11,269 --> 02:52:08,080
you big willie

5014
02:52:13,030 --> 02:52:11,279
as always a pleasure thank you chris

5015
02:52:14,710 --> 02:52:13,040
all right melissa so what about yourself

5016
02:52:16,150 --> 02:52:14,720
where can we find you or support you for

5017
02:52:17,590 --> 02:52:16,160
me if you have any links you'd like to

5018
02:52:19,269 --> 02:52:17,600
mention anybody i'll try to get them in

5019
02:52:22,550 --> 02:52:19,279
the chat for everybody there

5020
02:52:25,590 --> 02:52:22,560
you can find me at ufo garage uh

5021
02:52:27,590 --> 02:52:25,600
crashing big willie's channel

5022
02:52:29,349 --> 02:52:27,600
that's true

5023
02:52:31,110 --> 02:52:29,359
or look at his facebook and i'm in the

5024
02:52:33,429 --> 02:52:31,120
friends list sir

5025
02:52:34,630 --> 02:52:33,439
there we go there you go yeah yeah for

5026
02:52:35,990 --> 02:52:34,640
sure and i like i said i really

5027
02:52:37,110 --> 02:52:36,000
appreciate you coming on tonight hanging

5028
02:52:39,110 --> 02:52:37,120
out i appreciate everybody else who's

5029
02:52:40,389 --> 02:52:39,120
come on and hung out so if you guys want

5030
02:52:41,429 --> 02:52:40,399
you can hop backstage sometimes i talk

5031
02:52:42,469 --> 02:52:41,439
to people after the show anyway so if

5032
02:52:43,670 --> 02:52:42,479
you want to hang out for a second i know

5033
02:52:45,429 --> 02:52:43,680
we still got sunny in those guys back

5034
02:52:47,269 --> 02:52:45,439
there so if you want you can hang out if

5035
02:52:48,550 --> 02:52:47,279
not that's okay and uh you guys go

5036
02:52:49,910 --> 02:52:48,560
support lynn

5037
02:52:51,590 --> 02:52:49,920
i crap she told us she was gonna have on

5038
02:52:52,630 --> 02:52:51,600
tonight i don't remember who it was but

5039
02:52:54,630 --> 02:52:52,640
she's getting ready to start like three

5040
02:52:56,070 --> 02:52:54,640
minutes so i'll get our exit music going

5041
02:52:57,349 --> 02:52:56,080
here and we'll get out of here okay

5042
02:52:59,910 --> 02:52:57,359
melissa i'm going to take you backstage

5043
02:53:01,590 --> 02:52:59,920
for just a minute okay all right

5044
02:53:03,269 --> 02:53:01,600
all right thanks

5045
02:53:04,550 --> 02:53:03,279
all right guys thank you so much

5046
02:53:07,349 --> 02:53:04,560
everybody who came and hung out here

5047
02:53:09,429 --> 02:53:07,359
tonight once again and bearing with me

5048
02:53:11,269 --> 02:53:09,439
trying to read poor carlene's garlenes

5049
02:53:13,030 --> 02:53:11,279
by which was amazing and i murdered

5050
02:53:14,630 --> 02:53:13,040
almost every single word along the way

5051
02:53:15,750 --> 02:53:14,640
but i appreciate each and every one of

5052
02:53:17,269 --> 02:53:15,760
you guys

5053
02:53:19,510 --> 02:53:17,279
uh we'll be back here next thursday

5054
02:53:21,110 --> 02:53:19,520
hopefully again it could be the open

5055
02:53:22,550 --> 02:53:21,120
lines i do believe

5056
02:53:25,030 --> 02:53:22,560
with ben and joe so hopefully we'll be

5057
02:53:26,630 --> 02:53:25,040
able to do that so all right let me get

5058
02:53:27,990 --> 02:53:26,640
oh man it's getting rusty i didn't have

5059
02:53:29,910 --> 02:53:28,000
a show last week here we go all right

5060
02:53:32,130 --> 02:53:29,920
guys enjoy your evening and have a good

5061
02:53:58,309 --> 02:53:32,140
one

5062
02:53:58,319 --> 02:54:06,720
so